Chapter Twenty Six. 

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            I was walking home with Justin after class but instead of our usual route of going back to the frat house we were on our way to Kennedy Hill, where we had made plans to go sledding with everyone. It was freezing outside – almost below ten degrees – so thankfully I had brought something to change into. I was currently wearing a pair of jeans with some thermal leggings underneath, a thermal long sleeved shirt and a heavy sweater along with a jacket. That’s not even including my scarf, mittens, earmuffs and my snow boots. When I looked at myself in the mirror this morning it reminded me of like a snowman or something.

            Justin was dressed somewhat the same though and I appreciated that so I wasn’t the only one that looked weird. We looked like a sappy couple as he was holding onto my hand with his mittens on and I was staring at him in this childish way from being so into him. I was so happy and I’ve never really gotten the chance to say that in my life before but I was. He made me so happy.

            “You look so cute.” I cheesed, stepping in front of him so we would stop walking for a second. “Are you excited to go sledding?”

            “I’m excited to go sledding with you.” He cheesed back. “I love how happy you get about winter. It’s adorable.”

            I didn’t know what to say to that really so I just started to walk again as he grabbed onto my hand and pulled me to his side so his arm could wrap around my waist. Creating memories with him every day is such an amazing feeling because I never thought I’d have a serious relationship but here we are, almost two and a half months now going strong.

            “How’s your essay going?” He asked. “Did you finish it?”

            “Yeah I did. When I get it back I’ll show you it. The essay isn’t exactly some of my finest work but hey, it came together I think pretty well.”

            “Babe I’m sure it was fine. Everything you write is always amazing.”

            “Not when I’m distracted though. I had to help Luke finish his essay and now he’s asking me to tutor him in other classes too at the library. I want to say no but I feel like a bitch if I do because he’s struggling and I know the material so why not help?”

            Then it got eerily silent between the two of us and I wasn’t sure why until he let go of my hand and put his hands in his pockets, looking up into the sky and letting out a loud sigh so I could see his breath form in the cold air. It was then that I knew he was pissed at me and honestly I don’t understand what I did. Maybe the mention of Luke had something to do with it obviously, but still. He had no reason to be upset right now.

            “What did I say?” I groaned. “Why are you mad?”

            “I’m not mad at you Reina but I thought this whole tutoring thing was a one time thing. Now you’re going to the library to tutor him every day?”

            “It’s not every day Justin. It’s only twice a week.”

            “Still Reina. I don’t know this guy and I’ve never met him before. I don’t want him making a move on you because I’m just not taking that risk, okay? I have a bad feeling about it all.”

            “You haven’t even met Luke Justin. You don’t even know him so how can you have a bad feeling about it all? He’s just a nice guy who needs help in some of his classes. It’s not that big of a deal.”

            “It’s a big deal to me when you’re my girlfriend!” He shot back, his face getting slightly red. “If he needs help he can go get a professional tutor. He doesn’t need to be all over you while you two study. I’m not having that shit.”

            “God you’re pissing me off right now!” I yelled, beginning to walk faster. “I’m not the kind of girl that likes jealousy Justin. I don’t like this.”

            “I’m not doing it to fucking impress you Reina. I’m doing it because I care and I don’t want to lose you.”

            “And you’re not going to lose me! I’m not going to be some whore and run off with someone else. I’m not going to cheat on you. Is that what you think I’d do?”

            “No Reina! Fuck that’s not what I’m-“

            “Then tell me about the phone incident! Why were you looking at my phone at Casper’s? It’s like you have no trust in me whatsoever Justin and that hurts way more than you know. I’m tutoring Luke because I’m a nice person. Not because I want his dick and because I’m some whore that would two time. You’re being an asshole right now and I’m beyond frustrated.”

            Then it got even quieter than the first silence but this time I didn’t feel bad because I was furious. He had no trust in me whatsoever and granted, I didn’t trust him that much either, but I trusted him enough to know that I’m the only girl he’s thinking about. I didn’t need to check his phone and see what he’s up to because I know he wouldn’t do something like that. It hurts to know he doesn’t feel the same way about me.

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Justin’s Point of View.

         When we got to Kennedy Hill we still hadn’t spoken to one another. If I can be honest I felt like a dumbass and it’s because Reina was right about our whole fight. I hated to admit when I was wrong but I needed to have more faith in Reina or she really would leave me. Reina isn’t going to do anything stupid and that guy Luke probably has a girlfriend or something. Maybe I’m just losing it and I just overthink sometimes.

            “Hey!” Scott called, waving his hand with his sled. “We brought some for you guys!”

            Reina still was in a pissy mood and her arms were crossed over her chest, avoiding my gaze at all cost. I don’t know how to apologize really. I’ve only done it once when she was crying that night but in front of my friends it just felt awkward so I decided to mess with her to try and make her feel better which usually always worked.

            “Baby.” I cooed, wrapping my arms around her waist from behind. “You excited to go sledding?”

            Didn’t work.

            “You look so cute all bundled up Reina. You know that?”

            There was still no response from her so I let out a sigh and pulled her away from Scott and Casey and the rest of them over towards some trees so I could be alone with her and she looked so upset right now. Not really angry but just depressed and god I hated when she looked like that because it feels like my heart just got stabbed or something.

            “Hey.” I soothed, wrapping my arms around her waist. “I’m sorry. Beyond sorry.”

            “Justin I don’t think you know just how much that hurt me. I don’t want you to think of me as some whore that would do that to you.”

            “And I don’t. I’m just paranoid and I overthink one hundred percent of the time and you should know that by now. You were right and if you want to tutor Luke then I’m okay with that. Just promise me that if he makes a move on you that you’ll tell me. If he lays a finger on you it’s ending.”

            “Okay.” She said. “I promise I’ll tell you if something happens.”

            Seeming satisfied with my apology, she leaned in for a kiss and I gladly gifted it to her, entwining my tongue with hers as she wrapped her arms around my shoulders. I was so horny right now and I wanted that make up sex. I wanted to destroy her right now and when she let out a moan I moved my hands to her ass, gently squeezing and made the kiss faster.

            “Fuck.” She moaned softly when I moved my kisses to her neck. “Can we later? You know, tonight?”

            “Is that even a question? Of course we can.”

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            After we all got back to the frat house from sledding we were all sweating from head to toe and Colby and Scott were joking about something stupid while I was laughing at Reina who had fallen into some mud when she went sledding. None of us did but of course when she went down the hill she flipped and landed into it. I thought it was hysterical and she did for a couple minutes too until she realized how much it had gotten into her hair.

            “Reina fell too hard bro.” Colby chuckled, glancing back at her. “If I could re-play it in slow motion over again I so would.”

            “Ha ha.” She mocked, sticking her tongue out at him. “Very funny Colby.”

            Scott and Casey wandered off into the kitchen to start making dinner and Colby started to head into the living room with Matt to watch some TV. I started to head into the living room as well until I heard Reina clear her throat loudly, everyone stopping for a second to look at her.

            “I’m going upstairs.” She said. “To take a shower.”

            “Yeah I figured you’d want to babe. You know where the bathroom is and the towel’s are-“

            “With you.” She input.

            Everyone grew quiet and Colby muttered something to Mark most likely in jealousy before I was following her up the steps in a hurry before she could change her mind. Reina and I have had sex in a bed plenty of times but that’s the only place we’ve ever done it. Never have we had sex somewhere else but I’m horny and she’s horny so I know exactly where this will lead.

            Reina reached the top of the stairs and she hurriedly grabbed some towels out of the closet, handing me one as we went into the bathroom and she locked the door behind us. Her body was screaming at me to touch it and as I stood there impatiently to see what she’d do she completely took me by surprise when she tugged on her bottom lip and slowly began to un-do her shirt.

            “Turn the water on?” She teased, not un-buttoning it on purpose. “Make it hot?”

            I couldn’t even breathe right now it felt like and all I wanted to do was take her right here on the fucking floor but I just nodded my head and turned the faucet on, twisting the handle to the right so it would get warmer. The weird thing is that she always takes control and as fun as that was, it couldn’t be much fun for her. For once I wanted to take control and for once I wanted to give her a breathless feeling and finish her off first.

            As hard as it was, I got myself together and turned around to face her again, roughly pushing her against the back of the door as her eyes got all wide-like because I haven’t been like this in awhile. I haven’t taken control since the night of the party.

            “How you want me babe?” I breathed heavily, pressing my erection up against her. “You want me on my knees for you?”

            She sucked in a sharp intake of breath before she quickly ripped my shirt off and even though she was dirty right now and even though she had mud in her hair I didn’t even care. I just tore off her clothes to the point I couldn’t even see because the only thing I wanted was her and she was all over me, her hands tearing off my belt and my hands ripping her underwear down so I could finally touch her in places she loves.

            “Don’t talk like that.” She said somewhat sarcastically. “You know what it does to me.”

            But I wasn’t even paying attention because the only thing I could focus on was her naked body in front of me in the light right outside of this shower and the fact that I finally have her and she is finally mine completely blows my mind. A guy like me got a girl like her and that’s something I’m not going to ever be able to comprehend I don’t think. I’m so in love.

            “Look at your body.” I groaned, pushing her into the shower once we were both naked. “God the things I want to do to you are endless.”

            “What would you do?” She breathed out, running her fingertips down my chest. “What do you wanna do to me?”

            My hands immediately moved to her ass and squeezed it so hard to somehow get my frustration out but I couldn’t. The water was showering over us and her body was so gorgeous and my mind was running in circles with endless possibilities. Everything I was thinking a couple of minutes ago completely faded.

            “Mmm…” I moaned, beginning to kiss down her neck. “I could eat you out right here in this shower. I’d make you dripping for me sweetheart. Completely fucking dripping.”

            That’s when I knew I got to her because she stopped what she was doing and she just stared at me so I could continue talking to her. I wanted to get her so horny that she was begging for me. I wanted to make her beg.

            “My tongue all inside of you Reina… licking you over and over and over again until you come all over my face baby and I’d eat every single drop.”

            “Then show me.” She spat, trying to push me down onto my knees. “Fuck Justin, show me.”

            “How ready are you Reina? Are you sure you want that?”

            Moving my hands across her lower stomach, her eyes closed and she sunk her nails into my shoulders a little as she let the water continue to pour over her. Her body was still cold from being outside a couple of minutes ago but thankfully this was warming her up and what I was about to do was going to warm her up even more.

            “Please don’t tease.” She whimpered, my heartstrings being pulled on a little. “Baby please just give me what I want.”

            “That’s the thing Reina… We can’t always get what we want.”

            Her lust for me was turning me on more than anything and when I took a step away from her to just see what she’d do she looked so vulnerable. She was staring at me with a death stare in fear that I actually wasn’t going to touch her and just to know she needs me that badly turns me on more than anything I’ve ever seen in my life.

            “Please.” She repeated. “Please Justin.”

            There was the begging that I craved for. That was exactly what I wanted so I sunk to my knees and literally buried my face in her as she let out the loudest moan and clung onto my hair. The boys could probably hear downstairs and so could Casey but neither of us cared. We both just got into a fight today and we were making up for it right now. This right here was how we’re always going to make up and I can already tell.

            “Oh my god your tongue. Justin oh my god.”

            Smiling to myself, I continued my work and tasted every ounce of her, my nails sinking into her ass so I could push her more up against me and in a shower it was even better. This was such a good place to have sex right now.

            “I love you.” I whispered, kissing her there again. “I’m going to fucking worship you Reina.”

            “Baby, fuck!” She seethed when I began to continue again. “Oh my-“

            “Oh my god Justin louder! Oh my god baby fuck me, fuck me!”

            Laughter was heard from outside of the bathroom and I just let out a frustrated sigh as she began to laugh and rolled her eyes in disbelief. Just like I thought, they heard us.

            “Colby!” I shouted, standing up from the floor of the shower. “Dude, seriously?”

            “Justin it’s okay.” She laughed softly, running her fingers through my hair. “We can finish later.”

            “I-I know Reina I just don’t want to finish later. I want to finish now.”

            “And how do you think they’re going to allow us to do that? I can’t when they’re listening Justin. It’s weird.”
            She was right like she always was so I just shrugged it off and began to run some shampoo through my hair in frustration. I’m so pissed off right now and stupid Colby and stupid Mark are the biggest cock blockers in the history of cock blockers.

            Reina could tell I was pissed and I think she thought it was funny because she had a small smile on her face as she gently grabbed the body wash from above my head and poured some into her hands, gently rubbing them together before she began to massage my shoulders and I just rested my back against the shower wall as soon as she did that because it felt so good.

            “God.” I sighed. “That feels good.”

            “You need to relax Justin…We can have sex tonight, okay?”

            Her lips started to kiss my neck and it’s like all of the frustration ceased and all of the anger went away. All I could feel was her and never in my life have I ever been able to feel like I’m on cloud nine and never in my life have I had someone to bring me away from the pain like she does. Reina had the ability to make me the happiest man on earth and she had no clue.

            She had me in the palm of her hands and she had no idea. 

A/N:

SWEET LORD ABOVE I CANNOT TAKE THE SEX SCENES UGH 

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