Chapter Twenty. 

            I couldn’t see from the dark when I finally made it down the hallway with her. She was laughing when I stumbled over a couple of my brother and sister’s toys, using my back to shut the door of my room when we were both inside. Reina’s body was still shivering as she continued to straddle me and now that we were both alone in a silent house with just the darkness of my room to look at I started to get all nervous again because this was exactly like my dream and I didn’t know where to go from here. Her breathing was all heavy when I set her down onto my bed.

            “We can’t sleep here all night.” She said quickly, shifting uncomfortably on the sheets.  “Your parents.”

            “Is cuddling a crime?”

            Sliding in beside her, I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to me, leaving little kisses down her shoulders like I did in my dream and the nerves started to leave my system and all that was in my mind was her and that we finally both felt the same. This wasn’t a dream and this wasn’t some made up fantasy. This was real.

            Reina didn’t know how to respond to that. All she did was press her chest up against mine and wrap her leg with mine, letting out a little sigh before she rested her head on the same pillow mine was on.

            “This feels so different.” She whispered, reaching up to play with the ends of my hair. “You know, you and I.”

            “Do you not like it?”

            “That’s not what I’m saying. It’s different but in a good way I think. It’s just going to take some getting used to.”

            I nodded my head to let her know that I agreed and bent down to kiss her forehead, my hands moving down her spine as I rolled onto my back and pulled her on top of me. The sound of her laughter came quietly into my ears when I did that and she ran her thumb across my bottom lip just like in my damn dream and I swear my heart stopped for a second.

            “Justin I’m so scared. I don’t want this to end badly.”

            “It’s not going to Reina. Remember when I told you that when I have a girl she’s the only girl in my world?”

            My fingertips began to rub up and down her back and she let out a grateful sigh, resting her head down onto my chest as I continued to do so.

            “I think I remember something like that…” She giggled.

            “Well get used to it. I’m treating you nothing less than what you deserve to be treated and apart from the other guys in your life I actually mean it. You are so perfect Reina.”

            She lifted her head up once I said that and once again, her fingertip brushed my bottom lip and even though it was dark in my room I could still see her eyes scan mine before she leaned in for a second but paused as if she were debating on whether or not she wanted to.

            “Kiss me.” I murmured. “Please Reina.”

            Then she gave in and gently pressed her lips against mine, the twist in my stomach happening all over again and her feeling the exact same because she gripped onto the fabric of my shirt for a second to try and control herself. I’ve never felt anything like this before and yes, my dream was one thing, but this was on a complete different level. I felt like I couldn’t control myself either and our kisses were slow but it was growing more intense by the second as she pulled me up and began to strip me of the t-shirt I was wearing.

            “I’m so in love with you.” She moaned, pulling on the band of my sweatpants. “Justin I’m so in love with you.”

            “I-I know. I’m in love with you too Reina.”

            Her shirt was on the floor and she was in her bra, my eyes just gazing up at her and every single thing about her was perfection. Reina was perfection and I gently pushed her onto her back so I was on top of her, pushing myself in-between her legs so I could please her just like in my dream. I’ve rarely gone down on her and that’s probably rude of me but she never asked usually so I never offered but I wanted it to be like my dream and I wanted her to moan my name like that. It was the sexiest thing I’ve ever heard.

            Placing kisses down her chest, she just stared at me as I fumbled with the hooks of her bra to get it un-done. She knew exactly what I was about to do and it’s kind of strange how many similarities my dream had to this right now but her fingertips went into my hair to pull on it and I moaned from how turned on I was getting.

            “Oh…my god.” She breathed out when I left little kisses side to side right above the hemline of her underwear. I loved to tease her and I don’t do it much but I wanted to get her ready for me and this was the perfect start.

            Instead of answering her I pulled her underwear down and stuck my mouth directly on her, immediately adding tongue. I could see her mouth drop open from the feeling and her hands came around the sides of my head to hold me in place.

            “Call me baby.” I murmured, pulling away slightly. I wanted it to be like my dream and in order for that to happen she needed to call me that.

            “Baby, yes.” She moaned, my hard on coming uncontrollably. “Don’t stop.”

            After she did what I asked her to I rewarded her and stuck my fingers in, my mouth never leaving her as my tongue worked in all directions and I picked up my speed just like she liked, her legs starting to shake slightly but I pinned them down so I could finish her.

            “I love you so much…” I muttered, kissing up her stomach so I could finish her off the right way. “You know that?”

            “Justin this is so different. I-I’m so turned on right now.”

            “I know.” I smirked, stopping her leg from shaking. “It’s okay though. Just enjoy it baby.”

            Reaching over into the pocket of my suitcase I grabbed a condom and I tried desperately to put it on because her hands were going everywhere on my chest right now. She was ready beyond belief and it’s just weird how things have changed between us but being boyfriend and girlfriend isn’t a bad thing. I think we’ve been acting like boyfriend and girlfriend for months now but we’ve just been afraid to accept the title. Now we have the title and that’s why this is different. We aren’t fucking. We’re having sex.

            As soon as I was inside of her I let out the biggest moan I ever have I think and her hands started to scrape down my back just like in my dream and I didn’t know how to control myself. This was about to be a lot quicker than I thought but to try and make it last as long as possible, I made my motions slower and I kissed her, completely in shock when she smiled into the kiss and pulled herself away so she could stare at me.

            “Reina you’re so beautiful.” I whispered, scanning over her body underneath mine. She was trailing her fingertips down my chest and she was giving me the most intense look I’ve ever seen her give me.

            “Look at you…” She whispered back. “You’re so handsome baby.”

            “Oh my god Reina don’t call me that. You’re gonna make me-“

            “Come?” She asked. “I want you to. Let me know that you’re mine baby.”

            Nothing could hold it back any more. I stilled inside of her and I lost my breath for a couple of seconds, her staring at me with wide eyes because I don’t think she’s ever seen me so vulnerable before. My whole body was numb from the feeling and she started to rub her fingertips up and down my back to calm me down as I finally was able to roll onto my back and breathe heavily, running my hands over my face from how good our first time having actual sex was.

            “Mmm…” She giggled, wrapping her naked body with mine. “I think that went pretty well. Don’t you?”

            “It was exactly like my dream.” I replied. “But better. It was like the slow sex but mixed with dirty talk and my god that was the best sex of my life.”

            “Well I’d love to know what else happened in that dream of yours…”

            Her fingertips were running up and down my chest and she was looking up at me with a little smirk on her face. I can’t believe she’s actually mine and that we’re actually together. Her and I are actually dating.

            “It was like this. We were cuddling but then after we had sex you started to tell me that you liked me and when I asked you about it you got up and left.”

            “Then what?”

            “Then nothing. I woke up and you were on my bed waking me up and then all that shit happened.”

            “Hey.” She whispered, kissing my chest. “I’m here Justin. I don’t plan on leaving either.”

            “Well good because I’ve never you know, had actual sex before. It’s always just been messing around but this was serious Reina. I meant it.”

            “You’re so damn sappy.” She teased, sliding on top of me once more. “What happened to the ass back at college?”

            “You.” I laughed, wrapping my arms around her waist. “You happened.”

             Silence overwhelmed us after that and all she did was kiss my chest once more, letting out another little sigh as she relaxed herself back down onto me. It wasn’t until I thought she was almost asleep that I remembered the gift I had purchased her for Christmas.

            “Reina what time is it?”

            “I don’t know.” She murmured sleepily. “Like two in the morning I think?”

            Leaning over to turn on the light, she let out a groan when I rose from the bed and watched me as I went over to the far side of the room, picking up the bracelet box and analyzing the bracelet to make sure it wasn’t broken before I wandered back over and sat down beside her again.

            “Here.” I said shyly, placing it down onto the comforter. “It’s for, well you know, Christmas.”

            Her fingers grasped the box and when she opened it I knew she recognized it from when we went shopping together because she looked at me in disbelief almost, running her fingertips across the top of it before she flipped it around and finally saw the engraving.

            “Justin…” She trailed off.

            “I was supposed to ask you tonight and we weren’t supposed to get in that huge fight the other day but it ended up working out because we stated dating on Christmas anyways so the date isn’t wrong. If you don’t like it I can take it back and we can look for something else. I just thought you would cause you said you liked it when we were shopping together and-“

            “Can you just kiss me already?” She asked.

            Pulling my body back into hers, she pressed her lips against mine and I started to laugh as I grasped the blankets and pulled it back over us so we were underneath them. Christmas morning was going to be so exciting because I was with the girl that changed everything for me and I’m going to do whatever it takes to make this work. It’s going to take some time because neither of us have really been committed before but we both know how we feel and what we both want is each other.

            “Let me put it on you.” I offered, grabbing her wrist with one hand and the bracelet with the other. Unclasping the hook, I wrapped it around her wrist and it was a perfect fit. She stared at it for a couple of seconds and smiled again, looking back up at me with that adorable face of hers and I couldn’t help but kiss her once more.

            “It’s beautiful.” She whispered. “I should probably go back into my room before your parents find us in the morning. They’ll kill me.”

            “Reina they won’t care. Please sleep with me.”

            I took her by surprise and wrapped my arms around her waist, leaving little kisses along her neck and that made her erupt into giggles, rolling her eyes at me in disbelief but she didn’t say no. Instead she stood up from the bed and I thought she was going to leave but she opened my suitcase without permission, rummaging through it as I admired her naked body before she found one of my t-shirts and slid it over her head.

            “Here.” She said, tossing me a pair of my briefs. “Put those on.”

            I couldn’t wait for the nights when we got back to my dorm room and I could sleep with her naked all night long. I can’t wait to hang out with my friends with us being an official couple. I just can’t wait for all of these new experiences.

            When she took another pair of my briefs out and slid them on I swear I’ve never been more turned on than now because damn she was beautiful and when she crawled back in beside me, snuggling up to me once more, I ran my hand down to her ass.

            “I love when you wear my underwear.” I murmured. “You look so sexy.”

            “If your parents kill me when they wake you up in the morning I’m blaming you.” She giggled, completely ignoring my statement. “But I wanna cuddle too.”

            “You might want to pick up your thong then Reina cause it’s right by the door.”

            “Oh my god…” She groaned, rising from the bed once more. “How did it even get over here?”

            “I threw it. I don’t know.”

            Picking up the thong, she threw it back in my direction and I caught it, erupting into laughter when she jumped back on the bed and tried to take it back from me. It was probably going on three in the morning and we literally had to be up early for Christmas.

            “Gimmie it.” She said, finally taking it back from me. “I’m putting it with my bra over here.”

            “I missed you Reina. Even though it was like four days I missed you.”

            “I missed you too Justin but we really need to go to bed, okay? We need to sleep.”

            Not saying anything more, I rested back into the pillows and let her entwine her leg with mine like she always does, her head coming down onto my chest as I waited for her to fall asleep, rubbing my fingertips up and down her back just like I know she loves. 

A/N:

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