(Lovely - Billie Eilish)

You are just so lovely.

You said you wanted to watch Netflix.

I asked what do you wanna watch.

You put on Mulan in five seconds.

I know it's one of yours favorites so I never mind.

I watched as your eyes watched the screen intently. Your soft soft lips mouthing each word.

Your smile widening every time you thought something was funny.

Your skin like porcelain.

You smell like cucumber and mint. I could engulf myself in your natural scent.

Your hair seemingly everywhere, but god I never mind. 

I'd run my hands through your hair if you give me the time.

Your eyes when facing towards me, look so deeply into mine.

I could fall in and never get out.

You are just so lovely.

I knew when you started to fall asleep next to me.

Your breathing slowed and your body got warmer.

I wrapped my arms around you, a lingering touch on your hand.

I drew circles on your skin, hoping you could feel through my touch how I love you.

I succumbed to the drowsiness and I let myself slowly go to sleep.

I made sure I held onto you tightly.

You just mean so much to me.

You are just so lovely.

Sometimes I fear I'm not enough for you.

You are just so lovely.

If I could stay next to you, relaxed, fine, alive.

I'd never ever move again.

You are just so lovely.