*Tom's PoV*

I run over to him. "No no not you too," I cry grabbing his hand.

"Don't listen to people's bullshit your an amazing person," he breathed his last. I break down crying. (I was balling when I typed this. That was the last thing my grandfather said to me before he died *Hid in corner and sobs try's to stop crying* that's no happening)

"No no please stay with me just a little longer," I cry into his side, "please don't leave my Papp please." I sob his chest stops all movement. "I'll see you again," I cry, "it's never ever goodbye."

"Tom," I here a crying Alice come in the room. I still cry, I hear the sounds of sobs coming from downstairs.

I try to speak it's just not working. I sit on the ground letting my body fall over. Bringing my knees up to my chest. All I could think about if I'm crying this much because of my grandfather how would I be of Jordan dies. I sob louder, I let all the tears I've restrained fall.

"Tom come on get up stop your crying," my aunt comes in the room, REALLY I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS BITCH NOW.

"No I want to cry, why aren't you crying he was your fucking dad," I sob.

"I didn't have a strong relationship with him," she said I could tell she had a smile on her face.

"That doesn't matter he made you, you should be a little upset that your only parent died," I cry still in fetal position. (I think that's right).

"Why are you crying so much you weren't even that close to him," she snapped. I wanted to slap her for that.

"That doesn't matter he was a family member, when a family member dies, a part of you dies" I sob.

"Not for me," she laughed. What the fuck is she mental.

"You're a heartless bitch," I sob and yell.

"It took you this long to figure that out," she smirked.

"I'm leaving," I get off the grond, and walk out the door, "I'm going home." I walk out the door and get into my car. My phone began to ring. I hook it up to the car and answer it.

"Hey," I try to stop the tears.

"Hey tom," sonja's voice rang threw the car.

"What did you need," I ask pulling out of the drive way.

"Just wanted to check up on you, did you like the video?" She asked.

"Yeah I balled my eyes out," I said laughing.

"I took that video of you and Jordan I hope you didn't mind," she said.

"Nah it's fine I liked it," I say driving past my grandfather favorite restaurant. I began to cry.

"Tom why are you crying," she asked.

"He died," I cry.

"Oh tom," she said.

"I'll skype you guys when I get to my house bye," I said.

"Ok bye Tom," she said and hung up. I drive the rest of the way home in silence. I stop at a red light and wait for people to walk across the street. One looks at me. Shit.

"YOUR SYNDICATE," she screamed and walked up to my car. GREAT.

"Yeah," I say.

"Hi I'm Hayleigh," she said (BuggieBugz i typed the @ thing and pressed a random letter and clicked a name.)

"Nice to meet you," I say a pull over she walks over to me.

"You've been crying," she asked.

"Yeah you see the video on Jordan's channel," she nods her head yes.

"I'm sorry about him, anyways that's not the only reason your crying," she sounded determined to get an answer out of me.

"Granddad," I say.

"Oh he," I nod and she stopes talking, "well I'm going to go." she walks away.

"Hey wait," I say she comes back to me. I reach in my car and give her a syndicate OG sweatshirt and grabbed the fabric marker out of the console and sing it, "here."

"OH MY GOD THANK YOU," she ran up to me and hugged me.

"Haha your welcom," I hug her back.

"Thank you SOO much Tom BYE," she yells as she runs away.

I get back into my car and drive home. I get out and go inside I throw my keys in the table then walk up the stairs to my computer, I turn it on and go back downstairs to get some food. I walk back up the stairs and log onto Skype. I call SONJA she answer a few seconds after.

"Hey tom," she smiles.

"Hey," I mumble putting my head on my hands.

"How are you doing," she asked.

"Well I don't know let's see my granddad just died, I just found out that my aunt doesn't care that her dad died, oh and my best friend is in a fucking coma, so to sum it up IM DOING ABSOLUTELY FANFUCKINGTASTIC," I yell.

"Woah woah, calm down," she said.

"How can I calm down, Sonja I miss him, I miss talking to my best fiend I can't truly tell anyone my feelings but him," I cry. I here the door in Sonja room swing open.

"Sonj," Tucker said rushed.

"What," she said.

"It's jordan."

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you guys hate me don't you. Probably.

SUMMER OUT