Tom's PoV

"Hey guys today we are doing a Q&A stream, but we have a special guest," he said into the camera.

"ME BITCH," I laugh jumping up from behind Jordan.

"Yup the one and only Tom syndicate," he laugh, "ok guys ask us questions we will both answer them."

*Time skip 2 hours later*

"BuggieBugz says GOSH DARN IT I'm horrible at questions," I laugh, "well that's not a question I hope your questioning skill get better."

"Tom that's not nice," Jordan laughed.

"Sorry," we both laugh, "ok Jordan you read next."

"Ok Jessjessbb asks a lot of questions first, virgin," he say, "yes I am Virgin."

"I am no pussy ass virgin," I laugh.

"Next one from her is 'ever been kissed," he said, "nope."

"Yes I have been kissed," I smile.

"I think this one is meant for Tom, Ever blacked out from being drunk," he said.

"Of course you haven't lived if you haven't blacked out," i laugh.

"I don't really drink so no, next one last time I said I love you," he said, "when I left my moms house I said I love you to her she was a crying mess."

"I don't remember I never said it to any of my girlfriends so it's been awhile," I chuckle.

"Next one is one thing you haven't told the other," he says I have to think about this.

"I broke into your vault in season 1 and stole some diamonds," I laugh he hits me.

"I don't know I tell you almost everything," he says which is true, "next on from her is your longest kept secret."

Shit what do I say, "don't really have secret," I shrug.

"Same," he said.

"My turn, ok NightMare211 asked how do you feel about syndisparklz," i snicker, "best fandom ever." (TOM SPEAKS THE TRUTH).

"Um I don't really now I'm just half the ship," Jordan laughed awkwardly.

"Another question, have you slept with someone? Well obviously," I smirk.

"No," Jordan sighs, "ok theabnormalwolf asked, how do you feel about mianite, um well it's gnar buckle dude."

"Bruh," I laugh, "um mianite is a bitch but Dianite is awesome."

"Next, have you watched full house, ummm what type of question is that everyone watched that," he laughed.

"Yeah what he said," I point over to him.

"Ok my turn @summersum1 asks what's your favorite game at the moment, um mine is CsGo," I say dancing around in my seat.

"Mine is i don't really have favorite game right now," he said.

"Ok guys I think we can end it there we answered your questions for about 2 and a half hours, what do you say sparklez," I ask.

"Yeah that sounds good," he smiled.

"Well bye guys," we both say waving to the camera.

"Well that was nice," he says leaning back in his chair.

"What you said about never being kissed true," I ask rocking back and forth on the chair.

"Completely true," he sighed.

"Have you ever loved someone," I question.

"Yeah but she's taken," he sighs.

"Aureylian?" I ask he nods. (GOOD WE DONT NEED TO WORRY ABOUT THAT BITCH GETTING IN THE WAY OF SYNDISPARKLEZ I love her don't hate).

"Yeah," I pat his shoulders.

"I'm sorry man," he puts his head on his shoulder, "it will be ok you will find someone don't worry."

"I hope so i just feel so lonely," he sounds like he is about to burst into tears.

"You have us," I smile at him.

"Y yeah," he cries.

"Oh jordan," I walk over to him and give him a hug, "shhh it's ok."

"I I'm s sorry," he sobs, "I'm a mess." he stopped crying.

"You know it's ok to cry I won't judge," I pat his back releasing him from the hug.

Jordan's PoV

"I know it's just I don't like crying in front of people," I sigh.

"Well I'm the only one here so you can let your feelings out," he rubbed my back.

"I still don't like it," I rub my face.

I get off my chair and walk over to my couch. I put my head in my hands.

*trigger warning*

"Jordan let me see your wrists," crap.

"Umm why," I ask.

"Jordan. Let. Me. See. Your. Wrist," he demanded.

"N no," I shake my head.

"Jordan," he pulled my hands from my pocket.

"Ow ow," I wince as he grabs my wrist.

"Jordan why are you saying ow," he had a questioning look on his face.

"Your gripping my wrist really hard," I say almost to tear from the pain.

"No I'm not tell me the truth," he says tears in his eyes.

"Tom," my breath shaking.

*Toms PoV*

"Your gripping my wrist really hard," he shakes.

"No I'm not tell me the truth," tears about to spill.

"Tom," his breath shaky.

I pull up his sleeves to see many many scares and fresh cut wounds. I let tears fall from my eyes.

"J Jordan why," I cry.

"I'm sorry," he cries. I roll up his sleeves more to see more cuts. I cry more.

"Why do you do this," I sob.

"It makes me feel better," he cries.

I shake my head wildly, "no you need to stop."

"I'm sorry," he sobs, "I cant."

I throw his arms down run into the bathroom in the hallway. I open the mirror cabinet, seeing 2 blades. I grab them. I storm into his bedroom then into the bathroom in there. Opening up the cabinet I grab a box a razor blades. I run into the room he is in.

"ANY MORE," I yell not a mean yell a worried yell. He nods yes, "where."

"In the hallway closet," I run to the hallway swinging open the door looking threw the closest, I found some and a bloody knife.

"JORDAN," I scream sliding down the wall holding the knife on my lap.

"Tom did you fine," I cut him off.

"Yeah," I sob, "please don't say you cut on your legs two."

"Tom," I threw the knife away from me and him.

"Did you," I push.

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Damn.

SUMMER OUT