*Tom's PoV*

I wake up with the biggest hangover ever.

"Ow goddamn it," I moan holding my head, "what the hell happened last night," I then remembered what Tucker said 'he's has 0 to 5 percent chance of making it'. "Fuck," tears prick my eyes.

"Look who's up," my dad yelled, my ears ring, I grip my head tighter and bring my knees up to my chest.

"Go away," I say.

"Well here take Advil it will help," he placed down the pills and a water bottle. I don't want to take them. I just want to have to deal with the pain.

"Nah I'm not taking them," I whisper to myself. I moan in pain as I rock back and forth, "he still has a chamber of making it just hope," I whisper.

"Tom get you ass down here," I here my dad yell again my ears ringing like crazy. I slowly get out of bed. I don't have a shirt on oh well. I slowly walk downstairs and into the kitchen. My dad, step mom (I think), Alice, and as stranger (STRANGER DANGER STRANGER DANGER).

"Am I really needed," I ask sitting down and rubbing my head.

"Yes Tom now go put a shirt on," my dad said.

"Umm no it's my house," I say.

"This is your house," the stranger man says.

"Yeah why," I ask getting another huge wave of pain.

"It's a very nice house I wouldn't think a young man like you would be able to afford a house like this," he said.

"Um," I say, "what do I say back," I whisper to my dad.

"He built this house for 2 years it's still a working progress," my dad said.

"Oh he built this," the guy asked I nod.

"I didn't build it the work crew did I just designed it," I moan as headache becomes worse, "can I leave please I just wanna sleep."

"No you are staying it's not our fault you drank last night," he snapped.

"I have reasons why I fucken drank last night," I snap back.

"Do you wish me to come back later," he said.

"No no stay I just need to talk to my son here," my dad said as he got up and grabbed my ear and dragged me into the other room, "stop moping around you got that."

"I'm sorry my best friend is dying and my grandad is dead," I snarl.

"Well you need to clean up your act ok," he snapped.

"Whatever," I walk back into the kitchen.

"Ok so let's talk planning," the guy said. I look over to Alice she snickered at me. I scratch my eye with my middle finger flipping her off.

*time skip I really don't wanna write about that stuff*

"Ok bye, see you in a few days," the planner said. I walk up to my bedroom and slump on the bed.

"Is life always this fucken hard God Damn it," I yell into my pillow, "I just wanna talk to my best friend and actually have him reply back."

I get a text from Sonja telling me to get on skype. I get off my bed still not bothering to put a shirt on. I go to my office and turn on my PC. I call sonja.

"What do you need," I moan.

"Just wanted to check up on you," she said.

"Couldn't you have just fucken called me," I almost yell.

"I I," I moan cutting her off as another wave of pain came.

*Jordan's PoV O_O*

I'm sure to dead right, I lost so much blood, there is no way in the world I'm alive. None. But yet I still feel like I'm just asleep, like I need to wake up. And that is what I intend to do. I just need the will. Who would miss me the most. Well my fans, my friends, Tom.

I try to open my eyes, when I do I see this bright white light. Oh god am I dying. I open my eyes again the light isn't as bright this time, I move my arms around, I'm on a bed. Ok. I open my eyes a little wider, I'm in a white room, I here beeps. Am I in a hospital. I look down at my arms, the cuts are healed, they would take like 2 weeks to heal, I was only out for a few minutes.

"Doctor he's up," I hear someone yell.

*Sonja's PoV*

I got a knock on the door to my office, "sonja mute your stream," Tucker yelled as mute the stream.

"Ok come in," i yell as I take off my head phones.

"Sonj he's up," he smiled, "Jordan's up."

"Really," I say as I get out of this chair and walk behind it.

"Yeah he is," he smiled laughing in pure excitement. I start to cry as I run up to him and hug him. He picks me up and spins me around.

"Oh my god Tucker," I laugh and cry at the same time. I didn't realize that stream could see us.

"I'm happy to Sonj," he laughed setting me down. Tears streaming down both our faces.

"Tom we need to tell Tom," I smile.

"He texted me and told me that his 'grandfathers funeral is in two days' so we will male him come out here for Jordan's 'funeral' but when he gets in the house he will be standing there," he smiled.

"That's a perfect idea," I smile and kiss him. I sit back down Tucker grabs another fandom and sits next to me. I unmute the mic, "sorry guys." Chat went wild when they saw us kiss.

"TONJA TONJA TONJA TONJA," chat chanted.

"Well I gotta go and oh so just to leave you so abruptly here you guys go," I pit my cursor on the end stream button, I look over to Tucker and smash my lips on his and click the end stream button, "let's tell Tom the bad news."

*Tom's PoV*

After I hung up on sonja because of pain, I played a bit of gta. It's been 5 hours and is now 9 pm, I decided to watch a random stream. I get a Skype call from Sonj.

Her camera was on her and Tucker sat next to each other balling.

"Oh god please don't tell me what I think it is," I say tears pricking my eyes.

"I'm sorry Tom," Tucker cried.

"No no guys no this can't be true no no stop it guy ps your pranking me this isn't real," I cry.

"I'm sorry Tom," Tucker said again.

"Guys stop playing," I sob.

"We aren't Tom, please don't say anything about it on Twitter or anything none of his fans now, his funeral is in 5 days, so 3 days after your grandfathers, are you going to fly out," Tucker cried.

"Yeah I guess I have too," I sob.

"We gotta go tom, we are going to his house to get some cloths for him to were," Sonja said as she waved I waved back, she ended the call.

I fall off my chair into fetal position, I sob louder and louder witch each sob. I didn't even realize Alice was here still till she came running in.

"Tom are you ok," she asked moving me to the wall. I shake my head tears streaming down my face, "Jordan." I sob louder and louder.

"He's dead," I yell sobbing.

"Oh Tom," she said hugging me.

"I have to go back in 4 days," I cry.

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Ill be working on the next chapter right after this so expect another update for this book in the next 2 to 4 hours.

SUMMER OUT