Not being able to handle this, you sit up, "I'm gonna go for a walk and save my self from any more embarrasment," You state and then mentally slap yourself for saying the second part of the sentence.

However, you can not take it back as it has been said and Jimin has obviously heard it.

So you just shove your hands in your pockets and start walking away, with no specific destination.

You just need to away from the source of the awkwardness and embarrasment you are feeling.

Jimin simply watches you walk away and he can't seem to control his feelings.

"Aaaiiishhh," he hisses and messes his hair with his hands and he looks down.

After a few seconds he looks up, pieces of red hair sticking out to every direction as he looks at your figure that slowly dissappears in the dark.

As you continue walking, wishing to get out of Jimin's sight as fast as possible, you feel the familiar material brush against your fingers in the pockets of your coat.

You realize it is your earphones that are aimlessly sitting in your pocket. You immediately pull them out and untangle them. Soon you fish your phone out of your jean's pocket and you connect the headphones.

Soon enough, music is blasting through the earphones at a risky volume for your eardrum, however extremely loud music is the only thing that can save you from your thoughts at the moment.

Right now, you have convinced your self that you made the biggest mistake in the entire century. You received Jimin's silence in the most wrong way.

I'm so, so, so, so, stupid!

Why did I do this?

It's obvious he's trying to make a fool out of me.

I'm an idiot,

Of course he doesn't want to befriend me, of course, of course, of course!!!!

Aah, Y/N why?

Why did you open that mouth of yours?

He will never leave you at peace now.

Aah,

DANG IT!

Indeed you are judging in the wrong way. However, it is absolutely normal. You are going through an emotional roller coaster right now. Of course this roller coaster should be considered unnecessary as 'Jimin has not grown on you that much', nevertheless the roller coaster still exists and it is completely blinding your mind. It is a fact that once some time passes and you accept the incident that took place a bit ago, you will judge things from another point of view.

Not only from the view that your fears show you.

"Fuck this, fuck that, fuck everything! Why am I so stupid? Why do I keep urging when it's clearly not possible?" you cuss under your breath as you kick a soda can that lied on the sidewalk.

The can flies quite a few meters away as you kicked it with great force, in attempt to let some of your frustration out.

You continue walking, head ducked downwards, hands into the pockets and your eardrums getting harmed by the loud music but you can't care less at the moment.

Now lets go see how Jimin is handling the news he just found out.

To say that he is not frustrated as well would he a huge lie. Your words keep repeating like a broken record in his mind; Your face pops up in his mind as well synchronizing with the words that play using the sound and tone that your voice owns.

He places his head in his hands and tugs at his hair trying to get your voice out of his mind. Guilt is starting to suffocate him and he hates that feeling.

He doesn't understand why his feeling guilty but he slowly starts to realize as Mark's words find their way up to his conscious and they slap him across the face.

"Do you think your friends would not have realized if she where to be fake?"

"... seeing that people whom I trust seem to enjoy her company and also trust her I'm going to give her a try! Usually this is how things go, Jimin-ah"

"Did you ever take the time to get to know her?"

The last question is the last and hardest slap.

It's all true, he never actually tried to get to know what type of person you are. He just judged from your appearance and a few basic facts that he knew about you.

And now your voice returns back replacing Mark's,

"It's just that I'm confused as well, because you've been giving me the cold shoulder for quite some time and I don't know the reasons behind that,"

"... I wanted to become your friend because I think you are an interesting person, from what I've seen, but all the times I tried I was pushed away,"

Slowly he starts realizing that you truly made attempts to befriend him. Those times you were kind to him when you didn't need to be and take responsibility of him, they were all attempts to get closer. And not only then, but also way, way earlier when you had just came to Korea and started hanging out with the boys.

An example of such attempts finds its way on the surface and it plays out like a movie in his mind.

"So, Jimin-ssi, what type of music do you listen to?" you asked Jimin, while he sat on the couch aimlessly scrolling through his phone.

Jimin didn't respond to you and you though he didn't hear you because you didn't speak loud enough,so you decided to give it another try, however the response you got was not the one you expected.

"Why do you care?" he says and you were left with your mouth hanging. You did not get the chance you respond back to him because Eunbi returned from the bathroom and the doorbell rang meaning that the other boys had come.

Then another incident decides to show itself as well,

You were with Eunbi and Taehyung and NamJoon at the usual coffee shop, the couple was taking selfies while you had your nose buried in your chemistry book preparing for an upcoming test and NamJoon was simply looking through his feed on Facebook.

"Aah, my eyes," you said as you lifted your head up and rubbed your eyes, "I close my eyes and I see chlorine molecules flying around."

NamJoon snickered a laugh at your statement and you sighed as you opened your eyes again and looked around the cafe. Suddenly, you spotted Jimin coming towards your table and you smiled at him, however his face remained the same not responding to your smile.

"Oh! Jimin!" NamJoon exclaimed when he looked up and saw Jimin standing next to him.

"Hello, Jimin-ssi," You tried once again but your were rudely ignored by the dark-brown-haired-boy and he only greeted his Hyung and the couple before he left not even giving you a glance.

A pang of guilt attacks Jimin's stomach once again as he realizes he has been really stupid with you.

And that, in a way, he is at fault for your swinging back and forth; from trying to reach him to going as far away as possible.

What am I gonna do now?!

He thinks to himself as he looks up again.

Suddenly, the sound of a door opening interrupts his thoughts. He turns his head and body to look back and he sees a pair of skinny legs and black heels. His eyes travel up and they end up on Chae-Rin's amused face.

"Had a fight with your girl?" she asks him as she approaches and sits down next to him where you sat before.

Jimin does not find a way to respond - and he doesn't want to, anyways- so he chooses to stay silent.

"Hm," ChaeRin hums, "You know I'm here for you, right?" she says with a sweet tone.

This sends shivers down to Jimin's spine as ChaeRin would use that tone- back when they used to date- when she told him she loved him.

Suddenly ChaeRin sneezes and Jimin turns to look at her noticing that she is not wearing a coat. With no second thoughts he takes off his coat and puts it on her shoulders not saying a word to her.

ChaeRin gives him a shocked look as she wasn't expecting something like this, now her confidence building even more she begins,

"I'm sorry for what I did at the party...And earlier before," she continues, now her tone of voice turning to apologetic, "I just... I lost my control...,"

I think it is pretty obvious that Chae-Rin is using a different technique now, seeing that the other one did not work that much, she needs other ways.

"Why are you doing this?" Jimin finally finds the strength to ask what he has asked him self countless times, it never been able to give an answer, "Why are you trying to get into my life again?"

"Because I realized how much important you are... How wrong I was to leave you, how stupid of me it was to say those words to you," she pauses and Jimin finds himself unprepared for all of this, therfore his hands start shaking in nervousness.

"And now what you're trying to win me back?" Jimin asks turning his head to look at her, trying to give her the deathliest of glares but he miserably fails.

He doesn't know if he is prepared to hear of that question.

Does he want ChaeRin to try and fight for him? Is there still hope inside him for him and her to happen again, This time with real feelings from both parties?

Does he want ChaeRin to say no, and simply end his torture and feel like he's set free?

"Yes...," ChaeRin whispers slowly scooting closer to Jimin and placing her warm hand on his cold one.

Jimin's mind goes blank, is this what he wants? Is Chae-Rin lying?

She must be lying,

He thinks however he cannot hear his own mind as his heart is racing too fast and the pumping sound echoes in his head.

"Yes, I want you to come back to me... Because I want to treat you right, the way  I should've treated you before. Like you treated me and even better," she says and Inches her head closer to his, aiming of course to attach her lips to his.

Jimin is frozen, he cannot move, he has been caught once again in the fishnets of Chae-Rin's.

Y/N, where are you when I need you? Did you seriously have to leave?

As ChaeRin is about an inch away from him, Jimin's phone starts ringing and the loud ring tone startles both of them and they pull back.

Jimin, even sits up taking two steps away from her as he fishes his phone out of his pocket being extremely thankful to the person who decided to call at this time, and it is no other than his dear mother.

"Yeoboseyo?" he asks, his voice trembling a bit.

"Hey, honey, I called to ask if you managed to convince Y/N to come to here (Busan) with you?"

Jimin sighs deeply as he recalls the time his mother urged on the matter after he told her that you would not be going with him. However, that woman being who she is, she wants to personally say 'Thank You' for taking care of her son when he was in drunken state. And so she won't leave her son be until she is assured you go along.

"I... Uuhh," Jimin tries to come up with something to say however nothing comes up to that brain of his.

First, he needs to escape from Chae-Rin's presence, who is now standing as well waiting for Jimin to finish his call.

"Park Jimin,-" his mother begins strictly and he knows he's in deep shit so he cuts her off,

"Mother, she won't listen to me, I'll go find her right now and you can talk to her, okay? You have your way with convincing people!" Jimin suggests to his mother, his brain finally starting to properly work again.

This way he gets the chance to not be scolded by his mother but also escape ChaeRin with Excuse that he needs to find you.

"Aah," his mother sighs from the other side of the phone, "Fine, give me a call one you find her, I'm hanging up now," and so his mother hangs up and Jimin puts his phone back in his pocket.

"Everything Allright?" ChaeRin asks and Jimin turns to look at her.

"Yeah, I need to find Y/N, my mother has something to tell her, I'll be going first," he says and turns around, not leaving room for any other words, and starts running following the path you took of course leaving ChaeRin hanging.

"Huh," she chuckles, "I'm going to get you back, you're only mine. No one else's," she says and holds Jimin's coat more tightly around her, taking in scent.

Once Jimin is out of ChaeRin's sight he stops running but continues walking trying to keep his breathing steady.

"Aah, where could she be?" he asks himself as he ruffles his hair looking around for you.

He truly feels the need to find you, not just because his mom is expecting to talk to you soon, but also because he feels like he wants to be near you.

Maybe I should give her a chance...

He thinks to himself as he looks around for you and then he stops to look up at a street light noticing small pieces of something falling from the sky. Soon he recognizes these pieces of something are actually snowflakes.

"It's snowing...," he mutters thinking that the first snow was quite late this year but even if it's late it's beautiful.

He averts his eyes from the sky and looks straight to the road again and there he notices a female figure tensly walking on the side walk until she suddenly stops.

That female figure of course is you. Now much calmer than before as most of the adrenaline has decided to stop being produced in bigger doses than needed.

As you walk you suddenly see a pair of shoes enter your visual range, you stop and look up. What you are met with a man wearing a single black trench coat tightly tied around his waist.

You give him a confused look once you notice that after the trench coat ends his legs are bare, like he's not wearing any pants.

You blink a few times and then within seconds the man decides to open the trench coat and show you his exposed body.

Yes, my dear friend, you have been lucky enough to come across the neighborhood's insane and pervert guy who goes around showing his naked body to women who walk on the street once the sun has set down.

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I'm actually really happy I found the time to update xD

I was so busy the past week I didn't even get updated on BTS news...

(I'm so happy the boys got nominated on the Billboard btw, they deserve it :D)

I struggled so much with getting my self to start writing this chapter xD

That is because I hadn't occupied my self with it for more than a week and I'd lost connection to it. I watched so many Fan made videos to get me inspired and in the end the thing that worked was OSTs from Kdramas.

#AuthorPoblems (°¬°)

I hope you enjoyed this chapter!!
I'm on spring break now, and I'll try to update whenever I'm not studying for exams :D

Thank for being patient guys,

Lots of love~~

Baaaiiii!!!