A/N: Words in bold mean that the speech is in English and not Korean!!

​"That's it for today. Just a reminder; the deadline for your papers on the human D.N.A. is by next week! Please turn them in by then! Thank you. See you next time" Your lecturer says and bows.

"Ughh... So little time. Why did I choose to become a biologist? I could have easily chosen something to do with arts. Like a music teacher or even a comic writer, anything really. But noooo I had to follow my nerd instinct and choose to become a scientist." You mumble to yourself as you shove your books in your bag and leave the room after bowing to the professor.

Once you step out of the door you are met with a grinning Eun-bi.

"Hey?" you say looking at her confused.

Shouldn't she be at the other side of the building? Where her psychology course is?

"Hey, Y/N" Eun-bi says looping her arm with yours, the grin never leaving her lips.

"Are you okay? You're creeping me out... Aren't you supposed to be at the other side of the building?"

"Oh the professor is absent today, she called in sick." Eun-bi says nonchalantly.

"Then why would you come here? You only have like one course today." You point out.

"Oh, I just wanted to see how my dear friend is coping with everything" Eun-bi says looking at you with a Barbie smile.

And then it struck you.

She's wants something.

"What do you want?" you ask out of the blue.

She just looks at you like she's been badly offended, "What? Do I have to need something from you to come and see you after your course?"

You stop walking and turn her to face you, "Please, you only step foot in this university to see your hot philosophy professor. There is no way you'd come to see me after course when you have a day free of courses. You'd go shopping. So spill the beans."

She looks at the poker face your pulling, dumbfounded, "You know me too well."

"What can I say, I am observant. Plus I live with you." You say shrugging your shoulders.

"Yes, we live together, yet you know most things about me and I can't read you at all. You're too mysterious, girl" she says laughing at you.

"Meh," you shrug your shoulders, "Now tell me what do you want" you say pursing your lips.

"I wanted to ask you about the song..." she trails off.

"Um...the song..." You trail off while trying to come up with an excuse.

It's been a week since she and the boys asked you to write a song and you have done absolutely nothing.

How the hell are you going to explain your self? The deadline for them to sign up and hand over the song is in three weeks. You're not sure if that's enough time for you to write a song for them. Adding to that, you don't have a lot of inspiration right now. Let alone have inspiration to write about a teenage love.

You've never had a teenage love. Yes, you've had crushes, but they'd only last a week or two, then you'd get bored or forget about it as you had other priorities to occupy your mind with.

No, you are not the type that just hooks up with someone for a week and then jumps to another relationship.

You just don't touch the concept of relationships and love and crushes at a personal level. You love the idea of love and everything that surrounds it. You definitely crave for the drama that surrounds it. But that all, when it's written in a good text printed on papers. In other words, a book.

You've never been open on the whole dating and relationship stuff in real-life. You'd listen and give advice to your friends when they were facing problems (they'd call you their love guru) but you never had the opportunity to go and seek advice on a problem like that.

It's not that no one liked you, it's just that you had never thought about dating and the relating stuff. It's that you had so many other priorities that you didn't have time to enhance this part of your life. You didn't mind though, it wasn't something you craved for, you always thought that it would happen when it'd be bound to happen.

You still don't crave for it, as you are consumed by other priorities and problems. It's not time to talk about them, however.

"I... Um... I hav...I haven't done anything..." You say and hang your head in embarrassment. You really don't like letting people you care about down.

"What? Y/N, the deadline's in three weeks. By then the song must not only be written, but we also have to make a choreography and practice singing it!" Eun-bi exclaims as she starts getting worried.

"I know... I'm sorry, it's just that I'm not really inspired and... I... In my teenage years I wasn't really active like that... More like... I was not active at all... " You say and mumble the last part, while looking down again in embarrassment.

Eun-bi is the exact opposite of you. She's outgoing, girly, likes to take care of herself, always wears make up and clothes are point, she likes attention, etc. People call her the perfect girl.

Whereas you... Are a sucker for books, comics, at a neverending war with skirts, dresses, heels and make up, (too lazy to follow the trends) you always dress in jeans/ trousers, t-shirts, and converse shoes and basically, anything comfortable and not revealing.

One thing you do have in common with Eun-bi is that you love working out and being athletic. However you have different reasons for this passion. Eunbi's reasons are to look hot and recieve attention to boost her confidence. Whereas, your are pointed elsewhere.

"What? You haven't had a boyfriend before?" Eunbi says shocked.

"Umm... Is that bad?" You ask cautiously.

"It's not.. But it's shocking. I was expecting you to have at least 6 past relationships" She says putting emphasis on the words 'at least'

You choke on thin air when you hear the words leave her mouth, "Six? What? Why would you think that?"

"Because... Well.. You're a gorgeous geek!! And in Y/C (your/country. A/N: If it's not like that...Im sorry let's pretend it is, though) people are not so strict about relationships" she says with a huge grin, "Seriously, though, you never had a relationship? A hook up? Anything?"

"No, I've never done anything like that. Now, because I'm starting to feel awkward, can we please get back to the song?" You ask, probably digging up your self a bigger hole.

"Okay, but we'll get back to that topic! M'Kay?" she says pursing her lips.

"Okay..." You sigh.

There's no way you're escaping this.

"Now... You need inspiration right? And since you don't have your own backstory to create your miracles on... How about we, the members of the group, tell you our own teenage love tragedies and you write about them?"

You take your time to comprehend what she proposed and you find yourself slowly nodding, "This might actually work"

"Great let's go get the guys" she says and grabs your wrist, catching you by surprise as she speeds off to find the boys, dragging you along her.

"Won't they be attending a course or something?" You says as you search around of the boys.

"Nope!!" Eun-bi says and she once again drags you a table that was at the perfect spot, under the shadow of a big tree, at the campus. It's a sunny day today so everyone's outside getting as much sun as they can, because the past few days were kind of cloudy and rainy.

That's where the boys are, she lets go of your hand and runs to them, she jumps onto Tae's back squirming happily.

This boy makes her so happy, you chuckle as you think of how cute they look.

Finally you reach them, and sit down next to Yoongi while looking at Tae and Eun-bi confused as they do their couple stuff.

"Can't they just get a room?"Yoongi comments.

"I got to admit, I love seeing couples, but their PDA(public display of affection) is too much" You respond to him.

"Ah, you love seeing what you will never have?" You hear Jimin's voice coming from next to Yoongi.

The others snapped their heads you and let some 'ooooo-s' escape their mouth. Even Tae and Eun-bi turned to look at you.

You raise an eyebrow and smirk to yourself. That indeed was a good burn. His comment didn't affect you though, at the moment you don't care whether you have a boyfriend or not. Bringing something like that into your life will just set you off and turn everything upside down, as it's going to be a new experience and you most likely won't know how to respond to it, therefore messing you up completely.

You turn to look at Jimin, pursing your lips, "That would've actually burnt me real bad...If I wanted anything of that" you motion your hand towards Tae and Eun-bi referring to their earlier actions, "Thing that I do not wish for"

Everyone looks at you like you have grown a third eye.

"Ah, keep doing that, you'll save yourself a heartbreak after a sure rejection" Jimin responds and everyone is taken aback.

Even you are taken aback, "You think that there will be no one to like me, that way?" you ask pretending to be hurt.

"All I'm saying is that no one will tolerate you. I mean you walk around with sweatpants, hoodies and no make up, who's attention are you going to grab that way?"

Ouch... Man, cheers to your patience. You know he wants to get a reaction out of you. You're not going to give him the satisfaction of knowing he pissed you off. You calm yourself down by thinking that not all males are interested in role-model-look-alike girls. There are some who prefer the more tomboy type of females. And why the hell do you care about whether a male is going to like you for your appearance. You're not changing no matter what. If anyone likes you for the way you are, cool, if they don't, still cool.

"Too bad I don't care about what you're saying, Jimin" You respond to him as if he is the most unimportant thing in the entire universe and you smirk when you hear him scoff.

"Okay, enough with you two!" Eun-bi decides to cut in to your little war, "We have to talk about the competition and the song."

"What about it? Did you make any progress Y/N" NamJoon asks turning to look at you.

"Yeah... About that... You guys are asking me to write about... Well.. Teenage hormones...I have no idea what to write. I need inspiration. So please do enlighten me and tell me how you felt around girls when you were teens" You say jokingly but seriously at the same time.

"Don't you have an incident to write on? Like what the hell had you been doing your teenage years? Reading books?" Yoongi says giving off the impression that he's uninterested.

"She hasn't done anything" Eun-bi speaks out of the blue giving away your 'secret'.

Well, you've never been ashamed of your choices but it's not like you'd go around and tell everyone that in your 22 years( Korean way of counting) of life you haven't had a boyfriend or even a little bit of romance.

"Thanks for keeping quiet, Eun-bi" You say quite annoyed.

You don't mind the six boys knowing and maybe teasing you a little about your inactive love life, you know they won't take it too far. It's the seventh boy that you mind; You want Jimin to know as little about you as possible. That way he has less things to attack you on and it's easier for you to ignore him once he is teasing you on matters that don't affect you at a great level.

"Are you serious?" NamJoon asks, his eyes wide.

"Yes, NamJoon, it's true." You say not really excited to have this conversation, "Why so shocked?"

"I mean... Had you been Korean I understand... But where you're from... People are not as conservative as here...I'm just shocked..." he explains.

"Yeah, well, I'm the exception, the outcast, the different one back there" You say referring to your country.

"Your the different one here too" Jimin comments, not looking at you.

You fake a gasp and say, "No shit, Sherlock!! I didn't notice!"

"Don't you two dare to start again!" Eun-bi cuts in, "Now we'll all sit down and tell her how we felt in our teens" She says and sits with Tae on the bench opposite of you, "Who wants to go first?"

There is an awkward silence and then you realize that probably no one wants to talk about the stupid mistakes and questions they had when the hormones would kick in, in their teenage years.

"Gaahhh" you exclaim, "This is too awkward, I'll got read a book later to get the idea."

"Are you sure?" Hoseok asks.

"You guys, even though I would love to hear your embarrassing moments in front of girls, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable, so, Yeah I'm sure" You smile at him.

Suddenly you feel something hard colliding on your back and you wince in pain while turning around to see what it was that hit you that hard.

You see a football ball lying on the ground, you sit up from the bench and take the ball in your hands. You look up searching who made you their target. Suddenly, you see a boy jogging up towards you.

"I am so sorry, I didn't mean to hit you with that ball Are you okay? " He says in a thick British accent.

"No, it's okay, I'm fine" You respond.

You look up to the person and see it's a very handsome boy, with captivating blue eyes. You're lost in his eyes until he speaks to you and you come back to reality.

"You're not from here, are you?" he asks with an award winning smile.

"I... Um... no...I'm not, I'm guessing you're not either?" You respond, your smile getting bigger.

"You got that right! And the fact that I do not speak Korean makes it just perfect" he replies comically.

"Cody!!!" Yells someone and the boy's head snaps towards the direction he came from.

"Uh... My friend is calling me, Sorry again" he gives you an apologetic look, "I hope to see you again sometime" he winks at you and speeds off to wherever he came from with the ball in his hands.

Shocked, you turn around and awkwardly sit on the bench next to Yoongi, who is grinning like a Cheshire cat.

"What?" You ask pretending that you have know idea of what they are thinking.

"You like him" Namjoon comments with a smirk.

"How are you so sure about that, cupid?" You tell him sarcastically.

"You're face gave it all away the moment you looked up at him." Namjoon smirks.

You widen your eyes, "Really?"

"I thought you said your not interested." Says an annoying little voice that belongs to an annoying jamless person, yes you are aware of the inside joke, you don't use it on him too often, though.

You clear your throat and return to your serious self, "I'm not"

"That's why you turned as red as a tomato when he winked" Tae continued the teasing.

You burst out laughing at your own silliness, "I did?" it's probably the only way they'll stop teasing you.

"Yes, you did" Namjoon responds.

You grin but on the inside you can't help but yell at yourself for acting that dump in front of Cody, as he appears to be named. He probably thinks you might like him and he'll have you for an easy one and probably will lose interest in you. But then again... Why would you care if he is interested in you or not?

Wow... Y/N? Is this the beginning of a crush? If yes...Is it going to last?
Do you really want a crush right now?

You think to yourself, this really isn't the time for me to have a crush... Too bad you don't get to chose when you'll have a crush and when you don't... It just happens.

Even if it is a crush... It won't last long...it never does... So...I'll just wait until it fades away.

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