it hurts

knowing I'm not enough

knowing I've failed

knowing I couldn't save them

✨🌌✨

he is my all

he is my hero

he is an annoying prick

but he's my dad

and I am his daughter

and we've broke

we've scarred

we've hurt

we've faced it all

together

we've been betrayed

they've stabbed us

pried us open

demented us

and even so

he's been there from day one

by my side

even in the black or white

even in the roughest of tides

without hesitation

built me

made me

stronger

wiser

sharper

happier

taught me pranks

wiped my eyes

punched the guys that hit on me

kept me safe

warm

loved

he never let anyone hurt his family

he laid down everything

for us

for me

took the hits even if we can

accepted criticism

even when it hurt him

as long as it never hurt us

never hurt me

my safe haven

my father

my first love

my first heartbreak

he is my first

and will always be my last

and i will protect him

as he had protected me

with all my life

with all my soul

✨🌌✨

she's always been there

always present

always lovely

she's seen me through my worst

through my best

through everything

she's wiped my tears

laughed at my jokes

cried when i hurt

but she loved me

through my faults

my weaknesses

even if I'm not hers

she accepted me

no doubt

and she'll always be my mother

no one will replace her

not even the real one

for she's stuck by me

by my side

kept me in her arms

throughout troubles and problems

loved with all she had

even when she had nothing

she's my mother

and i am her daughter

and i will protect her

as she had protected me

with all my life

with all my soul

✨🌌✨

he's led me places

taught me faces

taught me to fight for myself

and what i love

he's taught me to value

life

friends

family

happiness

he's guarded me throughout my life

and kept me safe

he's Happy

no matter what attitude

no matter what circumstances

I've relied on him

all of my life

with my life

and i will protect him

as he had protected me

with all my life

with all my soul

✨🌌✨

he's taken me out on dates

to the arcade

to cute little diners

taught me how to shoot my first gun with my dad

stole me my first ice cream when mom said no

hid me from dad in hide and seek

took me out shopping

took me out to the Air Force base

let me fly my first jet

picked me up when nobody was available

uncle Rhodey was there since day one

when dad didn't know what to do

when mom didn't know what to do

when nobody knew what to do

even when i didn't know what to do

he always knew

and he helped make it better

make it safer

happier

he's always been there with us

and he is family

forever

and i will protect him

as he had protected me

with all my life

with all my soul

✨🌌✨

no flesh

no blood

no bones

only a picture of a face I can imagine

ever present

wise

more than just a system

he's led me places

taught me phases

provided what I needed

provided what I wanted

gave light to darkness

gave sound to silence

in just one snap

one ask

one word of plea

JARVIS is my friend

my best friend

he's been there on the first day

to my second, to my third

to my darkest

to my lightest

to my happiest and saddest

and even to my last

forever

eternal

in my eyes

in my father's eyes

more than just a system he's built

more than just a system I've enhanced

even and equal to the real Jarvis

a family

my family

and i will protect him

as he had protected me

with all my life

with all my soul

✨🌌✨

so many faces

so many places

I've traveled far and wide

met kings and queens

met the wise

met the all-knowing

and yet when the days go dark

when the tiredness seep into my bones

when sleep clutches me in it's hold

I'm back to where it all began

back in the arms of the people

whom I call home

whom I call family

whom I call friends

my father

my mother

my friend

my uncles

forever, no matter what time and place

my love for you will transcend

my love will conquer everything

space

time

forces

universes

I will always remain

in your arms

in your heart

in your soul

to the very depth of my soul

my being

with every scar

with every tear

every drop of blood and broken bones

I will forever love you

no matter what

and I wish

I've done enough

that I've done my best

to protect you

to shield you

to love and cherish you

with all my life

with all my soul

even if I'm wounded

even if i scar

even if I cry

even if i end up

just a little broken