part : 42
"Sidharth... I don't know what to..", Shehnaaz was about to say that she don't know what to reply but Sidharth interrupted her by placing his hand on her lips. Shehnaaz looked at his hand and kissed his fingers softly and held his hand in hers softly. Just like she is his Shehnaaz, he is also hers. Her husband Sidharth Shukla.
"Let me complete, please. Only 2 women are important in my life mom and you. I can't imagine my life without you both. I want to earn and spend everything on you both to provide you luxury. I want to complete your every dream and want to marry you. A grand wedding if you prefer that. Everything will be your decision", Sidharth said looking into her eyes with love. His eyes were screaming his honesty and pure love which is very hard to find in this cruel world. Especially in this industry where everybody tries to push others down here, this man wants her to grow. This makes her feel so blessed.
"We decided to take time", Shehnaaz asked shocked by the sudden change in his decision. She somewhere guessed that it is just because of her otherwise he prefer keeping everything private. For her, he is doing it and for her, it means a lot. She felt special and her heart thumped hard thinking about how much she mattered to him now. He is not a person who expresses feelings easily. Sidharth placed his other hand on thier intertwined fingers and pressed her hand tightly to assure her with love that he is not joking right now. He kissed her fingers one by one as he desire her. He wants to see her with him but not without marriage. Her respects matter to him a lot.
Shehnaaz shivered when she felt his lips kissing her fingers one by one. She could feel his love for her here. She knows Sidharth is not a guy who lusts for her. She trusts him and can give everything to him because she knows that he will keep her captivated. She kept staring at him while he was kissing her fingers with utmost love which felt so surreal. He always maintained his limits and now when he is showing his rights over her, she is feeling so blessed to be his wife. No man can ever make her feel so special as he does every time. He made her believe that she can gain success, she is beautiful and that her character is not bad.
"Hell with time now. Will you marry me?", Sidharth asked making her heart skip a beat again. She shivered thinking about the wedding. She felt goosebumps thinking about her life with him. Her getting ready in red lehnga and waiting for him is her dream. She blushed to dream about her wedding with him and looked down shyly.
Marriage to him is like her dream coming true and she waited for it for a long time but she doesn't want to marry him by going against him. He needs privacy and now she also enjoys that with him. As he respects her, she also respects his choice.
"Yes of course I can't deny it because we are already married but you like privacy. How can you ask for a grand wedding?", Shehnaaz asked curiously as she knows this is not Sidharth's words. She knows how much privacy matter to him and she also guessed why he asked this. That's the main reason she doesn't want to marry again. Also, the date they got married is very special to her because that's the day when their journey took a U-turn.
"Because you don't like when I call you friend. I don't want any misunderstanding Shehnaaz. I'm scared to lose you. I know I look like a fool by saying this but I can't let you go now. I fear divorce and the fact that it is very common in this industry", Sidharth said sharing his insecurities with her thinking that Shehnaaz might feel him as a fool. He confessed it today because he decided to open up fully in front of her. The guy who is sitting with Shehnaaz is her husband, not any actor or famous superstar. This boy doesn't want to act in front of his special lady.
"I will not misunderstand you. And you are not a fool Sidharth. I promise we will never divorce. We will sit and solve our matter. I don't want to announce our wedding and I am sure about this decision. I love the reactions of fans now when they get curious seeing us together", Shehnaaz said with a smile. Sidharth believe her because she replied looking into his eyes.
"Whatever you prefer. I am fine with everything. Even if you want to make our relationship public. I won't mind. I'm serious", Sidharth said telling that he was joking or saying this because of fear. He said that because his heart asked him to say that.
"And I'm fine like this. Can we simply accept this marriage and live with each other? Like husband and wife?", Shehnaaz asked which took his heart. His respect for Shehnaaz increased hearing Shehnaaz because she said the same which he decided before falling in love with her
"Let's go ", he said and dragged her out of the cafe hurriedly. Now he can't wait to live a married life with her. He already purchased a house for all of them
"Where?", Shehnaaz asked but Sidharth didn't reply and started to drive. After half an hour they reached an isolated place and Shehnaaz noticed one beautiful house. Sidharth asked Shehnaaz to enter and opened the doors to welcome her.
"I don't have anything to welcome you. Laxmi of this house my wife", Sidharth apologized as he wanted to welcome her like she is his newly wedded wife and his family is welcoming her in his house but he don't have anything present right now. Shehnaaz came towards him and hugged him tightly
"Your Love and respect are enough to welcome me. Thank you so much Sidharth", Shehnaaz said and looked into his eyes. Sidharth held her cheeks in his hands and looked into her eyes. His eyes travelled to her lips now as now he want to seal his lips with her to mark thier relationship. He raised his eyebrow asking for permission as he was controlling himself for a long time. But not anymore. Shehnaaz blinked her eyes assuring him and closed her eyes waiting for him to move further finally. Sidharth smiled and kissed her.
After 5 minutes he broke the kiss and joined thier forehead together. Finally, he kissed the love of his life. They came into a relationship by chance and married due to love. Shehnaaz blushed and hugged him again and kissed his shoulder realising that he was not a fool but a gentleman who controlled himself with difficulty just for her respect.
"You are the best person I ever meet. You are my Sidharth, my baby", Shehnaaz said and rubbed her hand on his back to feel her man with her. Sidharth kissed her hair as well as her forehead to show his love for her. He is now crazy for her and the fact that they will accept this marriage and will live with each other is exciting him as he can't wait to spend his night and early morning with her. Where he doesn't need to control himself and doesn't need to think about media and people. Just him, her and his mother.
"Keep calling me your baby because I am only your baby", Sidharth confessed. Shehnaaz giggled hearing him and broke a hug after some time to explore the house. The house is empty right now and their voice echoed in the room. There is only one bed present in the room and one table in the hall with 2 chairs. She loved the interior as well as the exterior and want to live forever with him.
"Wow, this small is so beautiful Sidharth. Is this for us?", Shehnaaz asked. Indirectly she is asking about Rita as she loves Rita a lot and will feel her heart breaking if Sidharth will behave like other boys who forget their parents after falling in love.
"Yes including mom but she doesn't know about this place. This will be a surprise for her too", Sidharth told while playing with her soft and silky hair. Shehnaaz hummed in response and kissed his cheeks very tightly
"Love you ", Shehnaaz confessed
"Love you too baby", Sidharth confessed and kissed her lips again. Shehnaaz blushed hard when they broke and turned her face aside to hide her red face. She covered her face with her hand and thought "how he was controlling himself? Now he behaving like a shameless boy "
Sidharth smirked seeing Shehnaaz feeling shy because of him and turned her towards him. He held both of her hands in one hand and traced his finger from her forehead to her fingers with another hand which made Shehnaaz shiver. She closed her eyes tightly as his proximity is making her go weak now. She felt difficulty in standing still now as his touch is affecting her.
"This is starting. As you are mine now then wait and watch. Many things are left Shehnaaz. Don't feel shy because I won't be able to control myself anymore", he said in a husky voice leaning towards her face again which made Shehnaaz shiver. Sidharth removed her hand from her face and joined their forehead together. Shehnaaz closed her eyes tightly as she knows what was coming next. She wonders why she was thinking of him as unromantic when he is ready to touch her anytime. He was just waiting for her approval.
Sidharth traced both of his hands from her shoulder, and arms, till her hands slowly which was making Shehnaaz's legs go weak. She started to breathe heavily due to his proximity. Sidharth intertwined their fingers together and brought them towards their lips. Her lips touched his palm and his lips touched her palm. Sidharth kissed her knuckles and then her fingers softly. Here he is free as he doesn't have to fear cameras. He kissed her fingers and after some time he left her hand and placed his hand on her cheeks. He caressed her cheeks and kissed her again shocking Shehnaaz. Once he broke the kiss, Shehnaaz stepped back and turned her face aside
"I was thinking you are innocent ", Shehnaaz said trying to catch her breath. Sidharth came behind her and hugged her from the back
"I never called myself innocent. I always desired you but never crossed my limits because I respect you Shehnaaz. Once you say no, I promise I will not touch you", Sidharth said keeping a stone in his heart
"And I never denied. You have all rights on me, Sidharth. And only you hold these rights ", Shehnaaz said kissing his palm which was placed on her abdomen. They moved towards the bed and lay down thinking about their new journey and their married life after accepting each other completely.
Shehnaaz kissed his forehead and Sidharth kissed her's at the same time and they promised to stay loyal to each other. They told thier decision to family members who agreed to thier decision and wished them a happy married life. Sidharth brought a set of chuda, bangles, vermillion and a nuptial chain for her. He made her wear everything with his hand while kissing her palm, neck and forehead with love.
One day Shehnaaz and her friend Advik were talking with each other and Sidharth came there. He went towards Shehnaaz and pulled her into a hug and kissed her forehead. They decided not to tell about thier relationship and maintained thier relationship private which now feels normal to both of them. Shehnaaz accepted the offer for web series for the first time on the insistence of Sidharth and felt awkward reading the script for today as she need to kiss him and she is not comfortable doing this. She told the same to Advik who was assuring her that it was just for one time and Sidharth heard that. Advik left leaving them as he don't want to fight with Sidharth.
He is also working on the same series but as a supporting actor whereas Shehnaaz and Advik and the main characters. He now regrets asking Shehnaaz to say a yes as seeing her discomfort he is feeling bad. Also, he can't see her with someone else, he knows he needs to hide himself during that scene otherwise he will kill that boy. He trusts Shehnaaz completely but not Advik and his intentions. Also, how can he let someone touch his girl?
He doesn't stop her from hanging out with boys and hugging them but the web series is something which is disturbing him. He is feeling jealous when he saw another man leaning towards her face. That scene boiled his heart and he realised what Shehnaaz felt before. He could feel the same burning anger and insecurities, even after knowing the amount of love for him in her eyes.
"Sidharth kiss me before this scene as I will imagine you in his place and then will come to you later. I will never say yes to these series because I feel that I'm cheating you. Sorry baby. I should not have said a yes and see I'm trapped now", Shehnaaz said with tears while looking down because of regret. Hearing her apology Sidharth panicked and held her face in his and forced her to look into his eyes
"You are not cheating on me and you should not apologise. We apologise for the mistakes my love. Love you. Just finish this mess because I...", Sidharth replied softly and was about to say that he can't see her with someone else but remembered her apology and stopped himself in middle
"I... I want to spend time with you. Don't... Don't stay there with him after shooting ok?", Sidharth asked to which Shehnaaz replied ok with a chuckle as she sensed his jealousy and found him very cute. She felt the same many times when Sidharth hugs her in front of others forgetting that they haven't made thier relationship official. Still, they love and respect each other choices. That's what they learnt from each other and accepted wholeheartedly.
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Thank you so much for the love in the last chapter and also in the whole story❤️✨.
Agar koi dikkat ho toh bta dia karo and don't think like I don't interact. I do that but pata bhi toh lage ki koi kuch bolna chahta hai. I don't add questions because nobody replies. Bura toh lagta he hai na jab aap apna time nikal ke likho and aapko koi reply tak na mile. Uss wakth sach mai bura laga islea kaha. Sorry agar kisi ko hurt hua ho toh.
Next will be the epilogue or last part. Depends upon my mood. If I feel something is left then I will give 2 chapters otherwise take this chapter as the last ✨❤️
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