part : 41
"Happy ", asked the video editor who edited the video from Sidharth and Shehnaaz who looked very enthusiastic to watch the video. They asked the video editor to show them the video, they wanted to see what it looked like. Do they look perfect with each other?
"Yes I can't wait to tell my fans about this video Sidharth", Shehnaaz jumped in excitement again and hugged Sidharth tightly. For her, everything is going well and dreams are coming true. Nowadays she doesn't mind negative comments also because Sidharth is always there to support her. Sidharth smiled and rubbed his hand on her back softly. He doesn't care what people think of him and his relationship with Shehnaaz now. He let people take their pictures and tweet about them also because he knows what to do with his life now.
He understood the difference between secret and private relationships. Keeping a relationship secret means welcoming insecurities because partners will always doubt what if he/she left me. Nowadays Sidharth wanders freely with Shehnaaz and whenever someone asks about his relationship with Shehnaaz, he replies with a friend or best friend which doesn't make Shehnaaz feel insecure anymore now. Sometimes he keeps silent rather than giving a reply which confuses others and leaves them in doubt regarding his relationship with Shehnaaz. Sometimes to ignore this question he back answers by saying "Who are you to ask this question?".
He knows she will never come between his dreams and vice versa for her. He wants to give her the respect that she deserves. It hurts when he sees media and fans indulging his privacy. Why are they so interested in his private life? And why do they want him to marry as per their choice? On top of them media, always run behind him like a magnet. That irritates him as many times he has to stay a little far from Shehnaaz to save her from the media. He doesn't like when media people touch Shehnaaz. His blood boils when he sees someone misbehaving with Shehnaaz. He can tolerate misbehaviour with him but he loses his temper when someone misbehaves with Shehnaaz.
Shehnaaz kissed his cheek and came out of the hug. She noticed him thinking about something and wondered what he is thinking. Is everything in his home fine?
"What happened Sidharth? Everything fine? ", Shehnaaz asked softly. Sidharth turned towards her and noticed worry lines on her forehead. Why she is tense now? Can't she understand he doesn't want to see her tensed? Why does she always take the pressure? He moved his hand towards her forehead and traced his thumb over her forehead. He touched worry lines and removed them from her forehead. Shehnaaz smiled seeing his gesture and caressed his cheek softly with love
"I'm fine. Let's go", Sidharth said and held her hand. Right now they are in front of the public otherwise he would have kissed her forehead to remove those worry lines. She loves him so much and gets worried so easily and that's the reason he wants everything special for her. For his wife and love.
Yes, he realised his love for her but he want to do something special for her. Something which she will remember for her whole life. He looked towards her lovingly while walking and intertwined their fingers together. Shehnaaz looked at him and noticed the pool of emotions, she don't need confession in words because she knows what he feel for her. His respect, care, and understanding level always show the amount of fondness for her in his eyes. In this modern world, it becomes so easy to confess love and cross the limits but Sidharth always gave respect to her choice as well as her body.
He always stayed within his limits and now she has immense respect for this guy. She can't explain the amount of love she has for him. Sidharth opened the door of the car for her and gestured for her to enter. Shehnaaz smiled and sat inside the car, Sidharth also sat in driving seat. Shehnaaz waited for him to place his hand on the gear, and when he did she placed her hand on his and held his hand. She lifted his hand towards her lips and kissed his palm
"Thanks a lot for your support, Sidharth. My family is growing because of you. I love you so much. You are the best", Shehnaaz confessed giving all credit to Sidharth because of his support and encouragement. If not for him then she would have given up on this industry a long ago.
"You have to cross me also", Sidharth said intertwining their fingers together. He pulled her hand toward his mouth and kissed her hand. He then moved his hand toward his beard and rubbed her fingers on his beard softly. This act made Shehnaaz shiver and sent a tickling sensation in her body, Shehnaaz started to breathe heavily because this act looked sensual to her. She tried taking her hand back but Sidharth didn't let her instead he rubbed his beard on the back of her hand more tightly and then kissed her palm
"Sidharth", Shehnaaz whispered his name as she is falling weak because of the touch. She looked down shyly and held the seat of the car from another hand to support herself from falling. Sidharth smiled and moved his other hand toward her face. He pushed her hair strand back which was falling on her face, today he is going to confess his love for her and hence her lips are looking tempting to him. He is feeling very hard to control himself today. She is looking breathtakingly beautiful in normal jeans and a top.
Shehnaaz started to breathe heavily as she guessed what was coming next and closed her eyes tightly but again Sidharth disappointed her by kissing her forehead and leaving her hand and going back suddenly
"This man agrr", Shehnaaz cursed him mentally and killed him many times for breaking her hopes every time. Why he is stopping himself when she is not ready? She can't even ask this because she feels very shy to ask this. She stepped back and looked out of the mirror. She is very irritated right now because of his behaviour.
Here Sidharth controlled himself with great difficulty. He pulled a water bottle from the back of his seat and drank half of the bottle in a go to control his burning desires. He sighed in relief when he felt his desires are under control now.
"I wish for your success Shehnaaz. You will beat everyone", Sidharth said softly looking at Shehnaaz through the mirror. Shehnaaz who was huffing in anger felt her anger vanishing hearing his soft voice. Her inner self told her that Sidharth controlled himself for her.
"We are one Sidharth and I don't believe in competing with you. You know that", Shehnaaz said clearing her main point as Sidharth always says he wants her to beat him. Her dream is not this, she can't beat him and challenge him ever. He is unique and the best. She can fight with anyone but not him.
"Say this after marriage when we will become one baby", Sidharth teased her closed window from her side. Shehnaaz looked at him with a glare but when she noticed his smirk, she looked outside again as she felt her cheeks heating up. She thought of his words and realised that she want him in her life, that is her dream now
"That is my dream now. Wow, I can't wait to marry you Sidharth", Shehnaaz said dreaming about thier marriage. She imagined both of them in a wedding dress and marrying each other.
"Forgot scolding from parents", Sidharth teased. Shehnaaz glared at him angrily and slapped him lightly on his arm
"Don't make me remember that. They literally killed me and blamed me for everything. And I was wondering what black magic you did that they were blaming me. Why they were not noticing that I'm a girl and I can also have some insecurities", Shehnaaz laughed remembering how her parents overreacted when she told them that Sidharth married her. Rather than supporting her, they blamed her.
"I can also have those because you are beautiful. I can't see you with someone else ", Sidharth said and closed his eyes tightly controlling his anger. He felt like killing Asim who recently became her friend and is sticking with her calling himself her fan.
"My heart just beats for you. So don't take tension. I will kill myself if this heart felt love for someone else. But I promise I will never cheat you. Even if you died I will always cherish you and will stay your Shehnaaz forever", Shehnaaz said looking into his eyes with love.
"What are you saying Shehnaaz? Are you out of mind? Don't you know how my heart quivers thinking about your death? I can't think of it yar", Sidharth shouted angrily with the fear of her leaving him. He can't imagine his life without her.
"Ok, I understood because I also can't live without you. I will forget living my life without you Sidharth. If I stayed alive then one thing is sure I will never behave the way I used to behave with you. You are my home, that home which is very safe to me. I can proudly say that my body is not my respect but you are. I love you ", Shehnaaz confessed her feelings to him again with the same amount of love that she had before. Sidharth felt little difficulty in moving as they are in the car but slowly he moved towards her and kissed her forehead as well as her cheeks to show his love for her
"Don't make me emotional otherwise I will marry you again I am warning you ", Sidharth said joining their forehead together. If someone looks from far then it will look like they are kissing each other.
"Please don't because I can't handle angry Shehbaaz again. I felt very guilty for hiding that truth from him and the fact I told the truth to...", Shehnaaz said and was about to blame herself but Sidharth interrupted her knowing very well what she was about to say.
"Shehnaaz it's ok. He also understood that because he also loves you with them ", Sidharth said and kissed her eyes when Shehnaaz closed them
"Ok leave it. Let's go", Shehnaaz said to which Sidharth hummed and went back as he was feeling uncomfortable inside the car. Moving in a car like this is difficult otherwise he would have held her close to him. Sidharth started driving and Parked his car near one cafe
"Do you remember this place?", Sidharth asked pointing towards the door of the cafe.
"Yes we meet each other and then our next meet was on set", Shehnaaz said remembering the past and how they were.
"Yes, you know Shehnaaz till today nobody touched this stupid heart of mine like you and your voice did many times. That day when I fought with you, I felt so guilty for lashing out at an innocent girl like you. I was thinking about you the whole night that I overreacted", Sidharth started pouring his feelings for her starting from the beginning of their relationship which holds a special place inside his heart
"Forget that", Shehnaaz said and dragged him inside the cafe. To thier luck, the same chair is also free today so they sat in the same place where they sat on their first meet
"Shehnaaz from the time I met with you and from the second I said yes to you I found myself falling for you. My love grew more and more with each passing day. I used to think love doesn't exist. I have acted in love many times but never thought I will ever fall in love but your innocence did wonders. You are a pure soul Shehnaaz. It pains here whenever you cry", Sidharth said pointing towards his heart from his index finger. Shehnaaz looked towards his chest and then at his face which was showing pain. Her Sidharth feels her pain. She felt blessed to get Sidharth as her life partner
"I will not cry ", Shehnaaz said and removed his hand from his heart
"At first I thought if you will keep dieting and will become fit then nobody will blame you for anything. But I was a fool, I realised later that I should not change you. You are the best version of yourself. I don't have any problem with your fat also. I realised that a few people love barking and will try to find mistakes in a flawless person also. We are imperfect and our imperfections make us perfect human beings.
I used to feel your pain when you used to cry because of hate. That time I used to think about why it matters to me. I should not care but every time it used to matter. I always wished your success. Love and confession always roll in my mind because I have confessed love many times and in a dramatic way but for you I want to keep it simple and memorable Shehnaaz", he said and held both of her hands tightly in his ti gain strength to continue sharing his feelings without fumbling.
"You can't imagine how you have changed my views of you and other people. This love confession might look normal but I promise you will remember this till the end of your life. In movies, male confesses with cheesy lines. We have to learn those and tell the female same but here you are not just s protagonist but my wife and my love. Feelings should come from the heart, not from Google right?", Sidharth asked to which Shehnaaz nodded and kissed his hand
"I never realised that this chance became my dream. I was selfish before. I thought if I said yes to marrying you then mom will never ask me to meet any girl. We gave our relationship a chance that too just to save ourselves and see today don't want to leave each other
Ek moka kab mere dil ka jaruri hissa ban gya pata he ni chala( I never realised when this chance became an important part of my life. You are an important part of my life and you are my lucky charm. I love you Shehnaaz. I love you from the core of my heart", Sidharth confessed and moved his chair towards her. He hugged her tightly as if his life depends upon her now, he want to kiss her now but because of the public, he can't. Now he will marry her and then he doesn't need to control himself anymore.
Shehnaaz's heart skipped a beat hearing his confession. Indeed it's the truth of her life. Initially, thier relationship was just a chance and they were using it as a card to stop thier parents to stop forcing them to the wedding but now this relationship became a part of thier life. They can't imagine thier life without each other. Thier bond changed and especially thier feelings for each other. 2 strangers turned into lovers today.
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Note bhi hai aaj as in the last update I kept expectations that a few will react to the song and will tell me how are the outcome and it hurt like hell when only one reacted to it. Har update pe ni mangti mai reviews but at least jab mai mangu tab toh de sakte ho na? I always try to give my 100 per cent and harek cheez detail Mai deti hu for you all otherwise mera kya hai. Seedha dialogue likho and baat khatam. Can't I expect a response when I ask for it? Not even a bit?
400+ views in every update and votes hardly hit 90. Thoda toh taras kha lia karo yar. You can't imagine how much time it takes to write such a long update. A single heart emoji will not take much time if can't comment then at least vote. Last update mai sach mai bohot bura laga otherwise I wouldn't have pointed this out again because ek writer ki izat bhi dil se he hoti hai.
And mai free ni hu. MSc student hu maths ki and its hell hectic yar. Sab kuch deep mai padna looks difficult. Thoda sa time nikalti hu and what I'm getting?
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