Insecurities are a part of life, we feel insecure about many things and they stay for a while until someone helps to remove them. We can't stop thinking about that particular thing when starting to feel insecure.

Shehnaaz again tried to make herself believe Sidharth that it was just an act but her heart was not accepting her man with someone else, even if that is for the shoot. She want to talk with him now, only he can help her here but when she called him he didn't answer. She sighed in defeat and decided to call Jankee

"Even she is a singer and husband actor so she can help me", with these thoughts she dialed Jankee's number. Jankee picked up her call on the first ring making Shehnaaz face lit up

"Bhabhi I have one question. Sidharth and one girl are close in a dance. Maybe for the shoot but I am feeling very bad. Why? I want to believe him, I trust him but still, I am feeling like killing this girl. Why it is happening to me?", Shehnaaz asked, she don't know if this was insecurity or jealousy. What is the main difference between both of them? Shehnaaz sat on the bed holding her forehead as she is feeling that her head will burst out today

"It's ok Shehnaaz. It happens and you are not wrong here. Not even your Sidharth because people enjoy so you can trust him. And the acting is his work, Sana. That must be an offscreen video as they are not allowed to post anything related to their shoot on social media. So this must be a random don't worry", Jankee said which gave Shehnaaz relief. Just 2 words "Trust Sidharth" gave her peace. She was also thinking to trust Sidharth but just needed someone to say the same. Now she knows she should not think about this dance.

"What was the need to post it then?", Shehnaaz asked with a pout

"Did he post this?", Asked Jankee

"No, I saw this from his hashtag", Shehnaaz replied

"Then why are you doubting him? He is not posting anything that clearly means that dance was just for enjoyment. Everyone must be knowing there that Sidharth is committed. Shehnaaz if you want to stalk then do but if you have any problem with him then talk with him directly", said Jankee raising her voice at Shehnaaz thinking. She is not there otherwise she would have slapped Shehnaaz who is doubting Sidharth just because of one video that she sees mostly daily. Shehnaaz needs to make herself strong and make seeing this type is video her habit.

"Our relationship is private", Shehnaaz said shutting her mouth for a few seconds

"Then I have nothing to say", Jankee said

"You are scaring me now", Shehnaaz said in a low voice, call her immature but she gets scared and insecure easily and she can't help here.

"Don't be scared. Just believe him and this dance is normal Sana. Your brother dances with many girls but I know only I rule over his heart so take it easy and who will call him an actor if he doesn't act nicely?", Jankee asked to which Shehnaaz hummed in response. She understood that she need to take this easy, like normal but it is not easy to see your life partner with someone else. How can she take it normally when all these things are new to her?

"Do you want to go there? Should I arrange your tickets?", Jankee asked as she have only this idea that would help her. Hearing her Shehnaaz jumped in excitement. Finally, she will be able to meet him again, and she can spend time with him. This is exciting her very much but one question

"My project here?", Shehnaaz asked

"Take 2- 3 days to shoot in advance or complete shooting and then go. I will arrange tickets ", Jankee said

"Thank you so much bhabhi", Shehnaaz shouted excitedly and kissed over the phone. Jankee smiled seeing her excitement, she knows Shehnaaz can't see her but still sometimes we just smile thinking about our family members.

"Stay happy Sana and spend some time with him there and talk with him ", Jankee suggested and declined the call. Shehnaaz again dialled Sidharth's number but again Sidharth didn't pick up. She guessed he must be sleeping because of the time difference and later she also slept at night.
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Sidharth was sleeping peacefully when his alarm started to ring. He turned it off by tapping on the watch and felt sun rays hitting on his face. He groaned in frustration as he wanted to sleep more today but now his sleep is disturbed. He opened his mobile phone to check the time but his eyes noticed something else

6 missed calls from Shehnaaz

They are together for months and till now Shehnaaz never called him continuously more than twice. He started to feel tense thinking about her. Why she was calling him? What happened? Anything serious? What if she leaves him suddenly? What he will do? Is she fine?

Many questions started to ring in his mind, he dialled Shehnaaz's number and immediately being tensed. He started to pray that problem should not be serious and she should be fine. His phone was on silent mode he doesn't know how it went on silent mode. Maybe by mistake as he didn't turn silent mode on

"Hello Shehnaaz how are you?", Sidharth asked worried for her well-being. Shehnaaz woke up hearing the sound of her mobile phone ringing and noticed the time 3: 20 am in midnight. She groaned in frustration thinking who broke her sleep but when she noticed caller I'd her lips curved upward.

"Hello, Sidharth. I'm fine, what about you?", She asked and sat on the bed. She yawned in sleep as she is still sleepy but she don't want to end her conversation with Sidharth. She wants to ask him if can she come there to meet him. Will he like it?

"Ohh no problem now you have to talk with me. I'm fine Shehnaaz. I'm sorry I was sleeping that's why I couldn't answer your call. How are you? Good morning", Sidharth wished her and went towards the balcony to get fresh air for himself. He heard the chirping sound of birds which looked soothing

"Here it is midnight and it's ok. Shooting started?", Shehnaaz asked, before going to sleep she decided to scold Sidharth for not picking up her phone call after a long lecture but now she didn't feel like fighting with him. She has got some minutes with him how can she waste them arguing with him when he was sleeping?

"No. We just enjoyed yesterday. Like we danced and played together. Today is shooting day. By the way any problem? I mean 6 missed calls from you are strange and you picked up my call at midnight. Is everything fine? Shehnaaz please tell me if you have any problem ", Sidharth asked in a soft voice which melted Shehnaaz's heart but she don't want to spoil his mood by bringing that topic here. She will talk with him regarding this there and will tell him about her past too now because she started to trust him and understood that it is the right time to share everything with him

"Nothing serious just want to ask can I come to meet you? After completing my shooting? Will anyone mind it? ", Shehnaaz asked

"Of course, you can. I will be glad to find your presence here ", Sidharth said hiding his excitement level after hearing her words. She is coming here, wow. Sidharth started to smile crazily thinking about her arrival, he can't wait to meet her now.

"What if someone from your crew member questioned?", Shehnaaz asked her doubt as she don't want anyone to question her

"Nobody has the right to question me. My life is my wish. If you want to come, you can. If anyone questioned I am not a child to keep quiet. I also want to meet you by the way", Sidharth said sending shivers down her spine with his angry voice, he became angry suddenly and that is just for her. This made her cheeks heat up in crimson red colour.

"Sachii so will you take me out? I mean you should not bore a beautiful girl there", Shehnaaz said, hearing which Sidharth giggled. He is very happy and wants to start dancing here but just because of the phone call he needs to control himself and his excitement level. Right now he is holding the grill of the balcony to control himself.

"First come then I will show you this place. We will enjoy it. And you are my life partner so you have all rights on me. Order me where you want to go", Sidharth said and this was not out of blue, he knew what he said and he mean it. He started to consider her as his life partner, they are engaged but for him, she is his life partner now. He respects thier relationship and wants to keep it strong and the only way to do this is by confessing to her that he considers her his family member.

"Life partner?", Shehnaaz asked to confirm whether she heard this word right or not. She felt shivers running down her spine hearing this word for her. Her cheeks heated more when he replied with a "Yes you are". They kept on talking for an hour as Shehnaaz was not ready to cut the call. She kept on warning him that she will not pick up his call again that's why even he spent his time over the phone while running too. He doesn't want to disappoint her ever.

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