part : 22
Shehnaaz came in front of Sidharth and blushed thinking about their engagement. She is so happy that finally she is getting hitched. Maybe not the wedding but this engagement is also special to her. When Sidharth's cold hand touched her warm hands, she felt a shiver running down her spine. She looked at him immediately to see if he noticed a change in her or not but Sidharth didn't look at her. After some time when he did, he broke their eyelock which started to irritate her.
Why he is ignoring her? What happened to him? Did he like her in this dress? Will he spend his day with her today before he leaves? Many questions started to run through her mind at that spot. Her thoughts broke when someone pulled her into a hug, she looked towards the person and noticed it was Rita. Shehnaaz smiled as she is best from his family. Rita is very understanding and best as a mother-in-law. Her smile is always heartwarming to her.
"Can't wait to see you as my daughter-in-law Sana", said Rita and kissed Shehnaaz's cheek. Shehnaaz smiled feeling motherly love. Rita gestured for Sidharth to join hug and the trio shared a hug. When Sidharth's hand touched her shoulder Shehnaaz looked at him to see his reaction but he looked unaffected. Soon he broke the hug and left from there as he felt his phone buzzing inside his pocket.
After some time he came back to see family members dancing with each other along with Shehnaaz. He wants to tell her that he needs to go today to meet the directors and he can't spend time with her. He is very disappointed and knows that he is going to hurt her but he is helpless. Nothing goes as per his choice. It never went just like he thought. He noticed that Shehnaaz was looking at him and he looked down with regret.
"How am I going to apologise?", Sidharth thought and took a glass of soft drink to calm himself. He closed his eyes to control his irritation and he is unable to gather courage. She is looking just like a fairy, how can he break her heart? Director asked him to come for a shoot within an hour as he found one mistake in it. He closed his eyes as his eyes were getting teary thinking about happenings in life. Just then he felt someone's hand on his shoulder and turned to see Shehnaaz standing behind him with tears. Did she get to know he need to leave right now? He wondered
"Why are you not talking with me? Can't we talk for some time?", Shehnaaz asked in a meek voice. Sidharth nodded as he knows a few minutes will not matter and he can take his time out for an innocent girl like her. Both went towards his room, when they entered his room Sidharth held her hand and pressed her hand a little
"Will you say something? Why are you ignoring me? ", Shehnaaz asked confusing Sidharth as he never ignored her then why she is asking this? Who will ignore her when she is looking breathtaking beautiful? He just wants to pull her close and kiss her chubby cheeks
"Wow, my mind is already on a cheap track. I need to control myself today. This is good that she not going out wearing this", he thought and again turned his face aside as by looking at her he don't know why his desires are on today. She is not the first girl whom he touched or who is beautiful then why his heart is feeling something for her? What is that feeling?
"Sidharth look at me and tell me why are you ignoring me?", Shehnaaz asked angrily and came in front of him. Sidharth shooked his head and tucked Shehnaaz's loose hair strand behind her ear. Shehnaaz shivered due to his touch and looked down as she is feeling shy with his intense gaze.
"I am not ignoring you. You are looking very beautiful. Just like a fairy how can I ignore you?", Sidharth said in a husky voice and started to caress her cheek softly, Shehnaaz started to breathe heavily and felt her knees going weak. She looked into his eyes and asked her question
"No Thank you for this compliment. Tell me what's the problem?", Shehnaaz asked, damn he realised he should not be here but in the shoot. That made him regret that he has to hurt this beautiful girl. He stepped one step back and held Shehnaaz's hand in his.
"I... I can't spend time with you today. Sir called me for the shoot", Sidharth said. Shehnaaz is shocked hearing this but does she have any right to interfere? Of course not, Sidharth already cleared that she should not come between him and his career. His career is his first priority, and that hurt her as she wanted to spend some time with him.
"It's ok. Who am I to come between you and your career? Go", Shehnaaz said sarcastically and took a long breath as her eyes started to get watery thinking about his departure. She wants to stop him but she feels that she doesn't owe any right to this. He would have stayed if it was possible. She made it in her mind, she started to feel very bad as today they were unable to spend time together.
"I'm sorry", Sidharth apologized and rubbed his hand on Shehnaaz's shoulder but rather than giving peace, this hand was making her emotional. She blinked her eyes several times to control herself from crying now. She thought she will bid audio to him after hugging him tight and at the airport, not at home.
"I... Is this the last meeting?", Shehnaaz asked
"Maybe yes as we might take flight together with the whole cast", Sidharth said with hesitation as he noticed Shehnaaz's expressions which are not happy but how he is going to ask the same? If this was some movie then the hero would have kissed the heroine, he is feeling like doing the same but controlling himself as they are at the initial of thier relationship. And they are not lovers, they need time to understand things and move on with each other. In movies, he has kissed many of his co-actors but that was just because of the shoot. For the first time, he is feeling like kissing one girl but he can't.
Shehnaaz nodded and passed a fake smile towards him, she clutched her dress tightly. She wore this dress for him, she thought they will roam the whole house together at least but everything is shattered now. She wants to hug him but at the same time, she wants him to initiate this hug today. She is still not satisfied with his reply that he wasn't ignoring her. She doesn't want to anger him by asking the same question again. He can also do something, why does always she have to start a conversation?
"Ok, so I am leaving Shehnaaz. I am taking my bags with me to shoot", Sidharth said and pulled her into a side hug then noticed Rita coming and went towards her
"I'm going to shoot mom and will take flight directly with cast", he said and hugged his mother tightly
"For me, he showed doubt and here he told truth directly without any doubt wow. And I got just a side hug that too for few seconds", Shehnaaz thought and her eyes welled with tears. She turned her face aside and wiped her tears as she should not get jealous of the mother-son bond. She should not question that otherwise, she will end up losing him forever.
"Ok byee mom", Sidharth said and kissed the forehead of his mother and after meeting other family members he came out. Everyone was standing there in front of him, he want to engulf Shehnaaz in a hug but how to do that? In front of his family members, he won't want to show himself as desperate. He is a private person and wants to keep everything private and he will. With these thoughts, he left without knowing that he needed to clear a few things with Shehnaaz.
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So in the end I would just say one thing for upcoming chapters I'm going to show the dark side of Bollywood and reality. Whatever I'm going to show doesn't show my mentality. It depends upon plot and reality mai yeh hota hai toh mere likhne se fark ni padega. Yeh yaad rakhna ki Bollywood pe likh rhi hu mai. People talk about the mentality that's why clearing it before.
I will be showing Sidharth movie scenes with one actor so don't blame me later. Huff finally engagement day ended.
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