I've come to realise not too long ago that I have some emotional issues. I often dart rather quickly between over emotional and completley neutral for no apparent reason. I have a feeling this started around 5 years ago but it's slowly gotten worst, It sucks that I no longer have the drive to see my guidance counselor or tell my parents about my issues though that probably wouldn't end up well anyways.
After my whole experience in 8th grade my minds been fucked up, I went through a really rough patch where I felt I couldn't rely on anyone. I have a better support system and now the thoughts I had back them have not returned all that much only a few times when I feel really down on my luck. I'm grateful for who I have in my life now but I'm worried that I'll turn back into who I was and that those thoughts will return. Though I know I shouldn't worry about it, I'm far better off now.