So I asked Mom to get me a few sketch books for school which most of them are for school but I asked her for one extra than I needed. I plan on using it for vent art and notes, Get out my pent up stress through art. If anything it keeps me from becoming suicidal again if quarantine hits me hard again, I could always draw harm instead of do it.
I know that might seem distasteful at best but I usually don't depict myself, I usually depict my persona which is very different from myself. I just hope Mom and Dad don't decide to look through it for no reason, It's gonna have some very private thoughts in it.