Sidharth enter in her room and saw her sleeping peacefully. He didn't come last night because he didn't had courage to face her. He take slowly step towards her and give her a forehead kiss. She slowly open her eyes and whisperd "Sidharth".

Sidharth : he smile with tears "haan meri jaan".

Shehnaaz : "tu kiu nahi aaya tha kal mere pass" she said slowly because the doctors removed the oxygen pipe from her nose and attach the oxygen mask.

Sidharth : "mein yahi tha jaan".

Shehnaaz : her eyes filled with tears "tu nahi tha meine kaha tha mujhe tu chahiye mere saath hamesha tune promise thoda sidharth".

Sidharth : "to kya karta tujhe us halat me dekh kar mujhpar kya bit rahi thi hai thoda sa bhi andaza hai tujhe?".

Shehnaaz : "to mein kya karu yaar mere bass me nahi hai kuch hota to ab tak theek ho jaati shayd rab ji hi nahi chahate ki mein rahu ab tere saath" she chuckled sadly.

Sidharth : he join their forehead "I'm sorry mujhe hona chahiye tha tere saath lekin nahi hai mujhme itni himmat ki tujhe takleef me dekh saku".

Shehnaaz : "to phir meri chita to agni kon dega".

Sidharth : "thappad khayegi shehnaaz" he said angrily.

Shehnaaz : "sach hai sidharth aur ab mein bhi samjh gai hu ki zayda din nahi hai mere pass tujhe pata hai dar laga rehta hai ki kabhi bhi kuch bhi ho sakta hai kal bhi jab meri tabhiyat kharab hui to i thought mera time aa gaya isliye to tu chahiye tha mujhe mere pass".

Sidharth : "Shehnaaz please meri jaan trust me kuch nahi hoga tujhe just be strong".

Shehnaaz : "sidharth nahi ho raha sacchi nahi ho raha ab to meri body mein bhi itni energy nahi ki mein kuch saku khudh se mein haar rahi hu sidharth I'm sorry mein shayd zindagi ke is exam me fail ho jaungi".

Sidharth : "nahi shehnaaz please tujhe ladna hoga meri jaan mere liye please".

Shehnaaz : "sidharth please ye reality hai koi movie nahi aur meine reality accept kar li hai tu bhi kar le" she hold his hand

Sidharth : "nahi nahi karunga aur tu kiu itni jaldi haar maan rahi hai hoti ko hai tu apni zindagi ka fesla karni wali mein kuch nahi hu tera. Jeena nahi chahati tu mere saath bol".

Shehnaaz : "chahati hu sidharth chahati hu lekin bhagwan ke aage aaj tak kisiki nahi chali samjh agar wo mujhe unke pass bula rahe hai to zarur usme bhi koi bhalai hogi sabke liye".

Sidharth : "nahi chahiye yaar mujhe kuch tere siwaye".

Shehnaaz : "sidharth ek promise karega? Dekh tujhe meri kasam hai pura karna".

Sidharth : "koi faltu hua to nahi karunga aur ye kasam mein nahi maanta" he look other side.

Shehnaaz : "aaaa.. Sun to le kutte".

Sidharth : "bolo".

Shehnaaz : "wo promise kar mujhe ke mere jaane ke baad tu move on karega"she said slowly because she know the bomb is about to explode.

Sidharth : and that's it for him he stood up and glare her angrily "tu samjhti kya hai khudhko ki har baar jo tu sochegi wo hoga to mein bata du shehnaaz gill aesa kuch nahi hoga har baar teri nahi chalegi samjhi tu aur kya jabse chali jaungi chali jaungi laga rakha hai tujhe idea bhi hai jab tu ye sab kehti hai to hum sabpar kya bitti hai nahi pata hoga kiuki tu selfish hai bohot selfish kiuki tu sirf apne baare me soch rahi hai tu chahati hai ki tujhe sabse aazadi mil jaaye.

kabhi socha hai maa papa kya hoga maa ka kya hoga jinhone janam diya hai tujhe, papa jinhone apna sab luta diya taaki tujhe achi life style de sake, tu har baar hurt karti hai unhe kabhi mere mom dad ka socha hai jo mujhse zayda tujhse pyaar karte hai kabhi soch bhi nahi sakti tu kiuki you are a selfish person sirf apne baare me soch rahi hai family wale to jaaye bhad me.

are kabhi mere baare me socha hai nahi socha na tujhe pata hai Roz mar raha hu tujhe aese dekh kar lekin aap to sirf aur sirf apne baare me sochengi dusro ka kya wo to pagal hai jo sab kaam chod chaad ke tera khayal rakh rahe hai mannate mang rahe hai bhagwan ke saamne bheek maang rahe hai sirf isliye taaki tu theek ho jaaye lekin tera kya hai reh tu selfish" he vented all his anger on her, and left the room while banging the door.

Shehnaaz jump on her place hearing the loud voice. Tears flowing from her eyes continuously.

Shehnaaz : "mein... meine pareshan kar rakha hai hai sabko baba.... baba ji aapko pata hai na meine kuch jaan kar nahi kiya nahi hu....nahi hu mein selfish nahi hu.... mujhe chinta hai sabki mein kya karu...aap please mujhe jaldi bula lo please phir sab theek ho jayega sab... sab khush ho jayenge phir... shuru shuru me bura lagega phir time ke saath sab theek ho jayenge sid... Sidharth nhi aage bhadh jayega...mere rehte... mere rehte sab pareshan hai baba ji meine kuch nahi kiya kiu aap nahi bula rahe mujhe apne pass kiu meine sidharth, mummy, papa, maa, dad sabko pareshan kar rakha hai, sab.... Sab apna kaam chod kar mere piche mera khayal rakh rahe hai...baba ji mujhe bula lo please...meri wajhe se sab dukhi hai mein chali jaungi phir sab theek ho jayega" she cry non stop and talk with herself without thinking anything. Her head is paining alot she feel like it will burst in a second. "Ahhhhh" she scream in pain.

Hearing her scream her mother enter in her room and find her laying unconscious on bed. She inform doctor.
Doctor check her and inform them it happen because she take lot of pressure on her brain.

Sm : she is sitting beside her and caressed her hairs "abhi to theek thi na meri baat hui thi phir kya hua?"

Shm : "pata nahi mein pani lene gai thi jab sidharth tha uske saath phir jab me aai to iske cheekne ki aawaz aai aur andar aakar dekha to ye behosh thi".

Sf : "Sidharth tha to wo kaha gaya?".

Shm : "pata nahi bhai sahab mein aai to ye akeli thi".

Sm : "itna irresponsible kese ho sakta hai wo bola tha isko akele nahi chodna phir bhi chod ke chala gaya".

Shm : "rita ho sakta hai usko kaam ho kuch galti meri hai mujhe jaana nahi chahiye tha".

Meanwhile sidharth enter in room, he shocked to see everyone in room. Sudden fear run into his nerves . He look toward bed where shehnaaz is sleeping.

Sidharth : "kya.... kya hua?".

Sf : "kaha the tum?" He said sternly.

Sidharth : "ba... bahar gaya tha lekin aap sab yaha kese aur shehnaaz kiu so rahi hai is waqt abhi thodi der pehele to uthi thi ye".

Sm : "tu pagal hai Sidharth tujhe pata hai behosh ho gai thi ye".

Sidharth is standing numb he don't know how to react.

Sf : "bolo kaha gaye the isko chod kar?".

Sidharth : "mein... mein gaya to wo theek thi phir mein" suddenly he remember his outburst, he feel himself guilty for that.

Sm : "sidharth beta tu jaanta hai uski kya halat hai please aese mat jaaya kar usko chod kar pata nahi kya hua hoga jo achanak aese behosh ho gai meri bacchi".

Sidharth : "doctors ne kya kaha?".

Sf : "zayda stress ki wajhe se hua tha dimag par phir se pressure dala tha isne".

Sidharth left the room and move toward terrace, he lock the door and fall on his kness.

Sidharth : "mein.... meri wajhe se Shehnaaz.... Kiu... Kiu hu mein aesa kiu control nahi hai mera khudh par, kiu har baar mera gussa saamne wale par haawi hota hai" he pulled his hairs in frustration "jaanta tha uski kya halat hai fir bhi meine usko itna suna diya" he cry loudly. "Nahi hu mein uske layak she deserve better than me jo uska khayal rakhe jo usko pyaar kare mein nahi.... Kiu" he scream loudly and punch his hand on wall continuously "kitna dard hua hoga usko meine takleef di usko i don't deserve her i don't" he again fall on his knees and cry badly. Blood flowing from his hand non stop but he doesn't care for it.

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Shehnaaz POV :

I slowly open my eyes and my head is paining like hell. One second hua kya tha sab yaha hai lekin Sidharth nahi... Sidharth usne hi to lekin galti uski nahi thi so sahi tha hamesha se wo sahi hai sahi kaha tha usne mein hamesha hurt karti hu sabko ek baar phir se kar diya sab kitne pareshan ho Gaye meri wajhe se phirse. I don't deserve this love, merin layak hi nahi hu is sab ke. Mumma, Papa deserve a better daughter. Shehbaaz deserve a better sister. Mom, dad deserve a better daughter in law and Sidharth... he deserved a better wife. Meri tarha nahi jisko apni zindagi ka hi nahi pata, Everyone deserve better except me. They did alot for me aur badle me mein kya diya sird dard sirf aur sirf dard. Baba ji please ab jaldi bula lo ab mein is sab ko aur takleef me nahi dekh sakti.
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Sidharth is sitting beside her when she open her eyes. Both said together "sorry".

Sidharth : his eyes filled with tears "tu kiu sorry bol rahi galti meri hai".

Shehnaaz : she smile weakly "galti teri nahi hai meri hai mujhe faltu baatein nahi karni chahiye thi".

Sidharth : "I'm so sorry meri jaan tujhe pata hai na mera gusse par kaabu nahi rehta phir mein kuch bhi bol deta hai".

Shehnaaz : "it's okay sidharth i know tune jaan kar nahi kiya aur acha hua tune bola warna itne time se sab apne andar leker betha tha mujhe to pata hi nahi tha actually outburst bhi zaruri hote hai" she smile.

Sidharth : "lekin tune wo..wo move on wali baat kari mera paara wahi high ho gaya tu jaanti hai meine jab se pyaar ka matlab jaana hai sirf tujhse pyaar kiya hai aur phir bhi tu mein nahi soch sakta tere siwa kisi ke baare mein".

Shehnaaz : "i know isliye to sorry bol rahi hu chal ab aasu poch ek dam ganda baccha lag raha hai".

Sidharth : he wipe his tears with her shirt "ha hu baccha aur jesa bhi hu ab sambhal pure zindgai mujhe" he hug her.

Shehnaaz : "pagal"she giggle and hug her. A long tear escape her eye.

Shehnaaz POV :

Agar tujhe mere ye sab bolne se bura lagta hai to aaj ke baad mein kabhi tujhse kuch nahi bolungi sab apne tak rakhungi waise bhi zayda time nahi hai but i promise jab tak hu try karungi kisise kuch share na karu.

Sidharth POV :

I promise shehnaaz apna gussa control karunga jitna ho sakega but tujhse kuch share nahi karunga aaj meri wajhe se itni takleef hui tujhe aage se tera aur zayda dhyan rakhunga.
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Sabr, Shukr, Simran....
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That's for today ♥️.

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