Day 7

Shehnaaz POV :

I wash my face and my breathe hitched, is this me? I question my self and the answer is a big no nahi kabhi aesi thi hi nahi mein na socha tha aesi hongi. Kya life hai yaar *chuckle* bass kuch din aur.
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She enter in her room and shocked to see her all school friends.

Shehnaaz : "haaye tum sab yaha?" She said in excitement.

Meeti : "hey beautiful" she hug her.

Shehnaaz : she rolled her eyes "kaha beautiful yaar mere beautiful baal hi chale gaye".

Asim : "are to jaane de na budhape me to. Waise bhi jaane hi the" he laugh.

Shehnaaz : "hehe very funny kutto tum saare aaye kese yaha waise to saare busy padhe rehte ho".

Kushal : "abe ek to tere liye time nikal kar aaye aur tu hume as a kutta consider kar rahi hai not good".

Vikas : "ha yaar khushi galat baat".

Shehnaaz : "are bade bade log bhi aaye hai wah" she giggle.

Vikas : "kuch bhi yaar tujhe to pata hai main kitna busy chalta hu time nahi milta".

Sidharth enter in room, he also get shocked to see them.

Sidharth : "abe saalo tum kab aaye?".

Meeti : "izzat hi nahi hai hamari to biwi kutta bulati hai aur pati saala sahi hai bhai bohot sahi jodi hai".

Asim : "bilkul sahi kaha hum to bekar hi aaye ".

Sidharth : "tumhe ye baat ab pata lagi ki tumhari izzat nahi hai" he chuckle and sit on bed "waise itne saalo baad yaad aa hi gai".

Kushal : "chal be tujhse milne aaye bhi nahi hum shehnaaz se milne aaye hai".

Shehnaaz : "ha last time dekhne aaye hai" she giggle but stop after receiving glare from everyone.

Vikas : "bakwas karne ki aadat nahi gai na teri?".

Shehnaaz : she pout "sach hi to bola".

Sidharth : "kuch zayda hi sach nahi bolne lag gai aap".

Meeti : "sach me hum to aapse milne aaye the ki ek group reunion ho jayega lekin aap ko to bakwas karni hai kare aap".

Vikas : "aap to hai hi mahan bole jo bolna hai".

Shehnaaz : "ahahah acha sorry aage se nahi bolungi lekin ye aap wala deadly treatment mat do".

Asim : "aa gai line par".

Shehnaaz : "waise ek baat to hai meri bimari tumhe yaha khich hi laai haina".

Kushal : "chal be apni bimari ko itni importance mat de theek ho jayegi tu aur ek to hum milne aaye upar se chai pani kuch pucha nahi".

Meeti : "aur nahi to kya jabse miya biwi taane. Maare ja rahe hai".

Vikas : "wahi to upar se tumne shadi me bhi nahi bulaya gussa to hume hona chahiye".

Sidharth : "are yaar itna time nahi mila magar jab reception karenge to zarur bulaunga"

Hearing about their reception shehnaaz smile fade away.

Shehnaaz : "kya mein rahungi jab tak?" She question herself in mind. She saw everyone talking and laughing with eachother enjoying every moment she also want to live with them but she has a doubt on her destiny. She come out from her thought's when meeti called her.

Meeti : "ye dekho ye madam ko shayd abhi se apne reception ke khayalo me kho gai" she giggle.

Shehnaaz give a fake smile but Sidharth notice her eyes which show only fear. Fear of leaving them, fear of death, fear of loneliness.

Asim : "waise honeymoon par kaha ja rahe ho?".

Kushal : "ha jaise ye private shukla bateyega hume".

Sidharth : "wo... wo kuch socha nahi abhi tak".

Shehnaaz : "pata nahi moka milega bhi ya nahi" she whisperd but sidharth hear her. He just control his emotions he also face fear of her death what if death make them apart from eachother will he able to live without her. No, his heart say, he never imagine his life without her but what if destiny play a game with them.

Vikas : "are kaha khoye ja rahe ho dono miya biwi".

Shehnaaz : "wo" she is about to say something but her head start paining badly. "sidharth ahh" she hold her head from hand but from other she hold sidharth hand like if she didn't hold his hand he will disappear.

Sidharth : he get scared he hold her tightly "she....Shehnaaz kya hau?" He start rubbing her back because she start taking deep breathe. He shout and called doctor. Kushal run to called doctor in few minutes doctors come inside her room and told everyone to leave the room but sidharth tightened his grip on her hand he is not ready to leave her.

Doctor : "sidharth aap please bahar jaaye we need to check her".

Sidharth is standing like a statute his eyes filled with tears his mind stop working.

Shehnaaz : "n... na... nahi" she hold his hand more tightly. "Nahi....sidharth.... sidharth.... chahiye" she said with a lot of difficulties.

Doctor : "sidharth aap bahar jaao wo aese kamjor padh jaayegi please, nurse attache the oxygen mask fast, her heart rates are getting down".

Her eyes slowly getting down she open them with difficulties but she look at him and nodded her head as no she didn't want to leave him. She want him with her in her last time. She hold his hand tightly but sidharth slowly start moving backside as doctors told him to do. She nodded no, tears start flowing from her eyes slowly she closed her eyes and sidharth leave the room. Tears continuously flowing from his eyes, he is still shocked what just happen suddenly. They are happily enjoy just few moments back and suddenly darkness cover them. Destiny again play his cruel game with them.

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Sidharth POV :

Kiu.... Kiu......kiuuu. Khush the na hum thodi der pehele phir kiu hum hi kiu wo hi kiu. Mujhe kar dete jo karna tha wo kiu. Nahi ho raha mujhse ab sacchi nahi ho raha. Padhne laga hu kamjor insaan hu mein bhi emotions hai mere bhi nahi chupa sakta, jiske kandhe par sar rakh kar sukoon se ro paata tha aaj wo hi zindagi aur maut ke bich lad rahi hai. Kya karu mein kya karu kese bachau tujhe shehnaaz ye sidharth nahi reh sakta tere bina mar jaunga. Haar raha hu ab.
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Sidharth and his friends are waiting outside her room. Then her family member's come.

Shm : "sidh.... sidharth kya hau kesi hai meri bacchi abhi to theek thi mein gai thi to bolo" she is crying badly.

Shf : "sidharth beta bolo na kesi hai Shehnaaz".

Sf : "sidharth bol".

Everyone asking him non stop questions and he is sitting totally numb there.

Sm : "sidharth" she sit beside him and caresses his hairs.

Finally he look toward her. His eyes are red, hairs totally messed up, dry lips, tears flowing from his eyes. He hug her, a sob left his mouth.

Sidharth : "mo... mom hum.... hum dono khush.... khush the mom abhi thodi der... pehele.... achanak us.... usko wo dard hua.... bohot dard hua mom... usko ro rahi thi.... mom usko.... usko. Kuch hoga to nahi na? Bolo na". He is crying like a child hugging his mom tightly.

Sm : "kuch nahi hoga mera baccha usko sherni hai wo abhi dekh theek hogi na phir kese daant lagati hai tujhe itna rone par". She said to him but from inside she is hell scared of her.

Sidharth : "pakka wo theek ho jayegi na? Mujhe chod kar to nahi jayegi na?".

Shm : she sit beside him "kiu jayegi wo beta naaz to uske sid le liye bani hai na kaha jayegi wo tujhe chodkar aur agar gai na to do thappad lagaungi uske aur khich ke wapas laungi usko tere pass".

Sidharth cry and hug her. It was the most difficult for everyone. One second is passing like a one whole year. They support eachother, they stand for eachother but from inside only they know how they control their emotions how they fight with them. They are emotionally and mentally weak but physically they try to stay Stronger for eachother.

After sometime finally doctor come out.

Shf : "doctor shehnaaz kesi hai? Theek hai meri bacchi?".

Doctor : "dekhiye wo filhal to theek hai.physically to wo already weak hai but aese me i think wo mentally and emotionally weak padh rahi hai, dimag par jayega zor dalne ki wajhe se hua tha ye sab thankfully zayda kuch nahi tha but make sure wo khush rahe Maine unse bhi abhi andar yahi kaha baaki aap log bhi dhyan rakhe, kai baar insaan ko dawa se zayda dua asar karti".

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Shehnaaz POV :

Huh! Aaya bada doctor mereko advise dene, are jab insaan ko pata hai ki wo do teen din ka mehman hai to wo ye bhi na socha had hai bhai okay fine i admit mein hu overthinker but jab halat hi aese ho to insaan kaha jaaye abhi ki baat le lo maut ke muh se wapas aai hu lagta ha. Ek second ke liye to laga sabko kho diya lekin ye din dur bhi to nahi na, aaj nahi to kal phirse mujhe yahi sab face karna hoga, baba ji shakti dena mujhe aur aaram naal apne pass bulana zayda takleef mein le nahi paungi na.
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All her family members and friends meet her they make sure that she didn't feel alone, she listrmen everyone but her eyes are searching for one particular person, she badly wants him but he is no where.

Sm notice her, she understand her she sit near her "time de thoda usko aa jayega bohot dar gaya tha wo". Sm told her, she nodded half heartly she know he need sometime to forget everything which happened few hours ago but she want him near her.

Other side Sidharth is sitting alone on the terrace of hospital, he calm his nerves last few hour's are very difficult for him he almost lost her. It ain't easy to see your love die infront of your eyes. Tears continuously flowing from his eyes. "Nahi kho sakta tujhe nahi hu itna Strong nahi hu".
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“The life you have left is a gift. Cherish it. Enjoy it now, to the fullest”.

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That's it for today ❤️

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