Shehnaaz POV :

Just 10 days now haaye 10 din baad main ja rahi hu socha nahi tha life itni choti hogi lekin jitni choti life hai utni hi khubsurat bhi, kiu? Are baba aapko support karne wali family mil jaaye pyaar karne wala partner mil jaaye aur kya hi reh jaata hai fir life me. Waise socha to maine bhi bohot kuch tha life ko lekar ki future me ye karungi wo karungi but yaha to mere present me jine ke laale padhe hai *sad smile* Sidharth sahi kehta hai past to chala gaya aur future kisine dekha nahi to present enjoy karo, Present me jio na ki future me ab sochti hu ki kaash itni expectations na lagai hoti life se because death is unexpected aap kitna bhi bhag lo soch lo but maut ek zindagi ka wo kadwa sach hai jo jaante to sab hai lekin maante nahi, ab lagta hai ki bass apna present jee lu ji bhaar kar taaki achi yaade de jaau sabko, jaana to sabne hai ek na ek din bass meri time limit thodi kam thi but main khush hu mere is phrase me meri family mere saath hai mera pyaar mere saath hai mere pass hai ab jo hona hoga ho jaaye, bohot kuch jhela hai life me kar lenge maut ka saamna bhi has kar. Bass aap logo se bhi request hai jo chala gaya use bhul jaao aane wale kal ki fikar na karo jo hona hai wo hokar rahega apni jindagi jio khushi ke saath aur rakho rab par vishwas".
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Sidharth : "oye moti phir khayalo me kho gai?".

Shehnaaz : "haaye yaar soch rahi thi kya hoga aage i mean mereko ab future ki tension nahi hai ab main apna present enjoy kar rahi hu bass soch rahi thi ki agar".

Sidharth : "abhi tu boli na ki future ki tension nahi hai aur phir bhi bakwas kar rahi hai".

Shehnaaz : "haaye tu samjh na meri feelings sidharthhhh"

Sidharth : "acha sorry" he laugh.

She move toward window and open it, the cold breeze touch her face it's monsoon season in Mumbai which she loved the most, Sidharth hug her from behind and keep his chin on her shoulder.
They enjoy the rain throughout the window sitting silently. When the raindrop's touch the ground it's make the most soothing voice ever.
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Shehnaaz POV :

Bass kuch din aur phir main bhi hamesha ke liye in baarish ki bundho ke saath chali jaungi *giggle* yakin nahi ho raha itna kam waqt bacha hai mere pass jese ye baarish kuch time ki khushiya apne saath laati hai waise main bhi kuch time ke liye is duniya me aai thi haaye baba ji suno jab main jau na to baarish karna bohot saari taaki main khushi khushi ja saku apna favourite season enjoy karte hue.
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Sidharth POV :

Sab kehte hai baarish khushiya laati hai lekin mere case me to aesa lag raha hai jese ye aasman bhi ro raha hai kiuki mera ishq jo mujhe juda ho raha hai. Nahi pata aage kya likha hai kismat me magar ab haarne laga hu totne ke bikharne laga hu judai ke is safar me ab thakne laga hu.
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Sidharth : "kitna acha hai na bass shanti se bethe rehna baarish ki aawaz sunte rehna teri chappad chappad se to bohot behtar hai" he tease her.

Shehnaaz : she look back and glare him "ha sahi hai sahi hai chali jaungi na jab 10 din baad to karte rehna miss meri chappad chappad"

Sidharth : "zayda bakwas nahi karne lagi tu haan" he said angrily.

Shehnaaz : "haan kar rahi to shuru kisne kiya".

Sidharth : "maine kuch bola aur tu uska matlab kuch aur nikal rahi hai meri galti hai ye bhi"

Nurse enter and say "sir mam aap phirse jhagad rahe hai?".

Shehnaaz : "dekha" he slap him but lightly "dekha karadi bezati tune meri sabke saamne".

Sidharth : "abe zayda haath nahi chal rahe tere karu police me complaint domestic violence kar rahi hai tu" he smirks.

Shehnaaz : "haan kar na aur tu kiu karega la main hi karti hu de mujhe mera phone".

Sidharth is about to answer her but nurse intrupt.

Nurse : "sir mam aap apna jhagda please baad me continue karna abhi mam aapko MRI ke liye le kar jaana hai chahiye".

Shehnaaz look at Sidharth with fearful eyes, her eyes filled with tears.

Sidharth : he gulped his saliva "aap... aap chaliye main laata hu usko". He said to nurse she nodded and left.

Shehnaaz : she hold his hand "maine nahi jaana Sidharth please" her voice cracked.

Sidharth : he cupped her face "baby jaana to padega na itna seh liya hai thoda sa aur, aur kal bhi to tu gai thi na hua kuch nahi na meri jaan please mere liye chali ja please".

Shehnaaz : "tu bhi chalna saath please".

Sidharth : "shehnaaz baby try to understand aaj kaam hai mujhe kuch formality complete karni hai aaj shehbaaz rahega tere saath".

Shehnaaz : "lekin".

Sidharth : "lekin wekin kuch nahi tu sherni hai meri samjhi abhi tujhe apni bimari se nahi pehele apne dar se ladna hai agar ek baar dar ko hara diya to samjh jaana ki teri bimari apne aap theek hogi kiuki tujhme usse ladne ki himmat aayegi samjhi".

She nodded her head as yes and closed her eyes, tears start flowing from her eyes. Sidharth wiped them.

Sidharth : "bohot kimti moti hai aese zaya mat kar inhe" he said dramatically.

Shehnaaz : she giggle "kaha se sikh raha hai ye bakwas tu".

Sidharth : "internet meri jaan internet" he laugh with her. He kissed her forehead before leaving. "Darna mat hmm" she nodded and kiss his hands and left for her mri.
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Shehnaaz POV :

Haash after coming back i feel like i come out from coma kya sach bol rahi hu ek baar mri machine me ghus jaao hila nahi jaata dar ke maare but shukar hai khatam hua ye bhi sukoon mila but ek minute ye room ki lights kiu off hai aur nurse kidhar gai abhi to yahi thi mere piche amma ho kya raha hai room se to main zinda nikli thi phir ye aakho ke saamne andhera kesa, i shout when suddenly light turn on and my breathe hitched, my eyes filled with tears and in no time my tears start falling from my eyes because my hospital room is decorated with candles, ballons, flowers and lights. No no no sidharth is standing infront of me with a bouquet in his hand and when he move away i saw a neon light on which it was written "will you marry me?" Ye Sidharth karna kya chahta hai. I gasped when he come near me and sit on his knee and forward his hand in front of me.
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Sidharth : he Chuckle "i know tere dimaag me kya chal raha hoga but wo sab kachra nikal de dimaag se because wo bekar hai waise bhi" he rub his nape and smile sheepishly "well socha to maine bohot kuch tha ye karunga wo karunga but itne se time me yahi ho paya aur in cheezo main acha bhi nahi hu as you know but aaj kuch confess karna chahta hu tujhse" he smile "Shehnaaz kaur gill jisne 20 saal pehle ek sakht ladke ka dil churaya tha" he giggle with her "4 saal ki ek yellow dress pehni ladki jisne cute si do ponytail bandi thi pink cheeks and lips, beautiful brown orbs eyes which take my heart forever tha to 4 saal ka tha magar dil jabhi cheen liya tha tune mujhse phir himmat karke tujhse dosti ki yaad hai main tujhe chenaaz aur tu mujhe cidhalt kehkar bulati thi" she nodded and laugh with him loudly remember their childhood "bass tere us cidhalt kehne ne is sidharth ka dil le liya phir dheere dheere dosti hui aap se tu tak ka safar kitna khubsurat tha aur kab bit gaya pata hi nahi chala, nahi pata chala kab teri nashili aakho me hum dub gaye nahi pata chala kab teri baato me hum beh gaye nahi pata chala kab tere ho gaye" he laugh "i know bohot bakwas dialogue bol raha hu but you know me right aesa hi hu mere liye my actions speak more than my words but shehnaaz kaur gill agar aaj tak is sidharth shukla ne kisi se sacche dil se pyaar kara hai to wo sirf aur sirf tu hai aaj tak ye dil sirf tere liye dhakta aaya hai aur sirf tere liye dhakega aage bhi meri har saas me tera naam hai agar tere srk ke style me bolu to "Itni shiddat se maine tumhe paane ki koshish ki hai, ki har zarre ne mujhe tumse milane ki koshish ki hai. Kehte hain agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaaho to puri kayanat usey tumse milane ki koshish main lag jaati hai" *he mimic srk * ab agar hamare bich ye kayanat bhi aai to barabar rainbow banane ki takat rakhta hu main bhi so" he take a deep breath "Shehnaaz i love you more than i love watching news" she laugh because she know he is addicted to news "isse zayda ab main kya hi proof karu to miss shehnaaz gill kya aap apna sur name change karna chahengi gill se shukla banna chahengi 'will you marry me?'".

Shehnaaz : "Sidh......sidharth tujhe pata hai main" she said in cracking voice.

Sidharth : "meri jaan tu jaanti hai ki hume nahi pata what future hold for us but atleast abhi apna present to enjoy kar sakte hai na aur present me main tujhse shadi karna chahta hu dekh tere pass teen options hai Option A. (Yes) Option B. (A) and option C. (B) ab bata kya lengi".

Shehnaaz : she giggle "kutte saare same hai".

Sidharth : "ha to mujhe bhi to same answer chahiye mrs. shukla dekh yaar ab jaldi bol mere knees me pain start ho gaya chal tere liye ek baar aur puchta hu wo bhi punjabi me "tu mere naal viah karegi?".

Shehnaaz : "You're the love of my life, and my answer is yes, yes, yes!"she hug him tightly and both cry in happiness. Their family members also happy for them they watch them from some distance.

Sidharth : "i love you" he kissed her forehead.

Shehnaaz : "i hate you ka opposite" she giggle.

Sidharth : "abe ae ye mera dialogue hai"
He laugh.
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Shehnaaz POV :

He proposed me, i really wanted to scream loudly that finally mr private insaan proposed mehaaye sacchi kya surreal feeling thi amma meri bhi shadi hogi wo bhi sidharth se finally wo mera pati banega but kya... main.... kya main uski zindagi barbad kar rahi hu aesa karke uski to puri life padi hai aage usne to koi bhi mil jaani hai jo uska khayal rakhe jo uska saath de puri zindagi meri to zindagi ka barosa bhi nahi is pal hu agle pal nahi kuch nahi pata mera lekin Sidharth wo to ek normal wife deserve karta hai na baba ji aap kiu kar rahe ho aesa hamare saath lekin ek baat ki khushi hai ki sidharth ki suhangan bankar is duniya se jaungi, baba ji is kuch palo ko main sanjho ke rakhna chahati hu apne pass apne kaleje me chupa kar rakhna chahati hu itna to haq hai na mera meri zindagi par please ye mat cheenna mujhse aur taqat dena mujhe. Ab jeena chahti hu uske saath par kismat par bharosa nahi, ek pal ki khushi to puri zindagi ka gham de likh jaati hai.
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"Life is much better when you living in your present moment, never think about your past it brings tears, don't think about the future it brings fears, just live this moment with a smile"
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That's it for today ❤️

Hope you all like it.

Thanks for reading 🤍