Day 3

Shehnaaz POV :

"Hello everyone well here I'm sitting in my boring hospital bed and listing my favorite song with my favourite person who glare me deadly for hearing this song in this situation well Sidharth don't like this song but i like it aao dikhati hu uska reaction"
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Main rahoon ya na rahoon
Tum mujhme kahin baaki rehna

Kisi roz baarish jo aaye
Samajh lena boondon mein main hoon
Subah dhoop tumko sataaye
Samajh lena kirno mein main hoon

Main rahoon ya na rahoon
Tum mujhme kahin baaki rehna
Bass itna hai tumse kehna
Bass itna hai tumse kehna

Sidharth : "shehnaaz for god sake please stop this song warna main ye tera phone tod dunga"he said angrily.

Shehnaaz : "kya hai yaar sidharth sunne de na itna acha hai song ".

Sidharth : "sun ek kaam kar ghus ja isme hi" he rub his forehead controlling his emotion's.

Shehnaaz : "acha sorry na bebu aa mereko hug karke so thodi der".

Sidharth immediately hug her and laid beside her and hug her tightly as much as possible he hide his face in her chest and wrap his leg around her waist.He sob silently as well as shehnaaz only she know how much she try to act normally infront of everyone.
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Shehnaaz POV :

Oh baba ji do something yaar bula lo ab apne pass nahi rehna maine ab, apne sidharth ki aakho me aasu dekhe hai maine sirf aur sirf meri wajhe se i know mere pass time kam bacha hai well aap log soch rahe honge main hamesha negative kiu sochti hu actually meri bimaari mujhe sochne par majbor karti hai like today i went in bathroom and look my reflection in mirror i actually look like a zombie. Dark circles, Dead skin, Dry lips ufff i run my finger in my hairs to set them but more hairs falls off ahhhh my lovely hairs fall, only me and sidharth know how much i love them actually I'm hell possessive for them but now look where destiny took me i saw myself dying regularly but slowly slowly, my condition is like that i eat poison and now it kill me from inside slowly *laugh sadly* 13 more days till I'm gone forever *huff* forever. Now it's become more and more difficult for me. I know Sidharth and my family more suffer than me they always try to motive me but main to haar rahi hu roz kese batau nahi rahi ab iccha jeene ki but jabbhi sochti hu kisi na kisika chehra saamne aa jata hai huhhh a long tear escape my eye but i feel like that my eyes are also become dry now.
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Their parents enter in room and saw them sleeping peacefully they clearly saw the dry tears marks on their faces shm she control herself and try to wake up them with lots of effort they finally woke up.

Sm : "ache se neend aai baccha" she asked Shehnaaz.

Shehnaaz : "ji maa bohot ache se" she smile weakly now her muscles also give up on her. She felt weak now.

Shf : "chalo achi baat hai aaram karo aur doctor ne kuch dawaiya prescribed ki hai wo le lo time se unhone bola hai sab theek hoga"

Shehnaaz : she chuckle sadly "ye aap mujhe bata rahe ho ya apne aap ko?".

Everyone for a second become silent.

Shehnaaz : "oye ki hoya mazak kar rahi hu" she laugh weakly and start coughing. Sidharth start rub her back and she is coughing non stop he give her water but she is coughing continuously, shehbaaz run to inform doctor, she keep her hand on her mouth she feel something wet on her hand she slowly look at her hand which is filled with blood. Sidharth notice it. He freezed for a minute his eyes filled with tears. Suddenly she start to feel nausea she run toward washroom and vomit. Sidharth hold her hairs from one hand and from other he rub her back. Both get shocked because the color of vomit is bloody red.

Sidharth : "kuch.... kuch nahi hoga tu ghabra mat okay" he hug her tightly, he feel hell scared now he hold her close to his heart.

Shehnaaz : she is also scared of loosing him she start murmuring "sidharth..... sidharth main.... main ja rahi hu sidharth...sidharth main...ja rahi hu sabse dur" she clutch his shirt tightly and cry loudly "nahi..... nahi jaana mujhe Sidharth... tu... tu kuch kar.... tu tu mu.... mu... mujhe chupa le kahi haan chupa le kahi sidharthhhh".

Sidharth : tears falling from his eyes non stop "kuc.... kuch... Kuch nhi hoga meri jaan" he try to calm her down while his is hell scared but he composed himself "aur kya bakwas kar rhi hai ha kahi... kahi nahi jayegi tu main main jaane nahi dunga tujhe kahi nahi" he kissed on top of her head. And rub her back.
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Dr : "her condition become worst now maybe she don't have much time as we expect".

Sidharth : "what rubbish is that ha is baat ke paise milte hai aapko, patient ki life ko safe karne ke bajaye you said ki she don't have much time " he said angrily.

Shehnaaz : "shant ho ja sidharth sach hi to bol rahi hai wo" she said weakly.

Sidharth : "tu kiu bolti hai bich me ek lagaunga chamat tere"'.

Shehnaaz : she murmur "kutta".

Sidharth : he glare her "suna maine".

Shehnaaz : she glare him back "haan to sunnane ke liye hi bola maine huh".

Shf : "chup bilkul chup jab dekho ladte rehte ho doctor aap bataye kya karna hai".

Dr : "dekhiye aapke kehne par humne hamare best doctors ko bulwaya hai wo log parso tak aayenge phir wahi batayenge ki kab surgery karni hai".

Shehnaaz : "main to keh rahi hu surgery rehne dete hai".

Sidharth : "tu phir boli bich me".

Shehnaaz : "ha bolungi baba ji ne muh diya hai mujhe to uska pura pura istemal karungi main".

Sf : "ek kaam karo dono utho aur bahar nikal kar lado yaha hamare sar par mat lado".

Sidharth/Shehnaaz : "sorry". They both said sorry. Both glare eachother.
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Sidharth POV :

Surgery i hate this word meri shehnaaz ki jaan khatre me hai aur main chah kar bhi kuch nahi kar pa raha hu kaash uski jagha main hota kaash uski har takleef meri hoti, kaash huh. Uske saamne kitna bhi strong ban lu lekin andar se main kitna dara hua hu ye sirf main hi jaanta hu pata hai mujhe ye surgery important hai uske liye lekin usko khone ka dar andar hi andar se khaaye ja raha hai, usko takleef me dekh kar main tut raha hu ab *tear fall down*.
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Nurse : "mam please it's important now chaliye hamare saath".

Shehnaaz : "n.... nahi pe...pehle sidharth ko bulao".

Shehbaaz : "moto chal yaar Sidharth kaam se ghar gaya hai please chal".

Shehnaaz : "nahi main nahi jaungi jab tak sidharth nahi aata".

Sidharth enter in room and look at them in confusion. Sf take shf with him to his village so he can sold his land to make money which is required for the operation.

Sidharth : "kaha nahi jayegi?"

Nurse : "sir mam ko MRI ke liye lekar jaana hai aur wo ja nahi rahi".

Sidharth : he blink his eyes to shehbaaz, shehbaaz nodded and left them alone "oye moti kiu nahi jaana it's important na baba aur ye baat to tujhe kal se pata hai na ki tujhe aaj mri ke liye jaana hai phir " he caresses her face.

Shehnaaz : she pout "mujhe dar lag raha hai "

Sidharth : "kiu meri jaan" he said softly.

Shehnaaz : "ahahah" she hug him tightly "maine na ek video me dekha tha ki wo na us machine ne ek aadmi ko apne andar khich liya tha".

Sidharth : he broke the hug and glare her "maine tujhe kaha tha ki ek baar dekh le machine kaam kese karti hai aur tu waha us aadmi ki death dekhne beth gai".

Shehnaaz : "wo video apne aap aa gai" she look down.

Sidharth : "pagal ladki puri video dekhi suni?".

Shehnaaz : "English me thi aadhi samjh nahi aai" she pout. And he laugh loudly.

Sidharth : he pinch her nose "gadhi subtitle padh leti are wo aadmi oxygen cylinder lekar andar gaya tha na isliye machine ne use khich liya becoz wo metal ki thi samjhi".

Shehnaaz : "haww matlab pushpendar ko bhi bahar rakhenge phir main saas kese lungi normally".

Sidharth : "meri jaan to wo denge na tujhe oxygen kiu tension le rahi hai"he kissed her forehead.

Shehnaaz : "magar mujhe dar lag raha hai tu bhi andar chal".

Sidharth : "Shehnaaz wo allow nahi karenge na baba".

Shehnaaz : "mujhe nahi pata tu bhi chalega".

Sidharth : "okay fine ek baar waha chal phir dekhte hai".

He take her to the MRI room. Shehnaaz is hell scared hearing the voices which come out from room.

Shehnaaz : "Sidharth kitni khatarnak aawaz aa rahi hai" she clutch his hand.

Sidharth : "baby tu sherni hai na dar mat kuch nahi hoga".
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Nurse : "mam koi jewellery ya kuch aur ho to wo nikal dijiye".

Sidharth : "don't worry Maine sab kuch hatwa diya hai"

Shehnaaz : "doctor kya main sidharth ko apne saath andar le jaau please" she make a puppy face.

Dr : he smile "no miss gill this is not allow".

Sidharth : "doctor please main pakka ek kone me khada rahunga promise".

Dr : "okay fine but aap gate ke pass hi rahiyega machine ke pass mat jaana aur aap bhi sab ache se remove kar de make sure kuch bhi metal body par na ho".

Sidharth nodded and remove his belt, ring and watch etc.

(I know MRI room me patient ke alawa koi allow nahi hota infact Doctors bhi nahi hote but mere time par i was hell scared so they allow my father inside the room but he stand near the gate with a safe distance from machine)

They give them headset so that the voice which come out from machine can't damage their ears. Well it was hell dangerous voice. Shehnaaz is scared when they told to laid down on machine bed she hold Sidharth hand tightly, Sidharth kiss her eyes she close them he left her hand and stand near door. Slowly machine take shehnaaz inside. This process take half an hour to take half side pictures of her brain. All the time Shehnaaz is just praying to her baba ji.
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Sidharth : "dekha kar liya na aese hi dar rahi thi tu" he side hug her and said to her when they come out from mri room.

Shehnaaz : "but main bohot dar gai thi" her eyes filled with tears.

Sidharth : "aww mera baby chal koi ni ab dar nikal gaya na wese reports shaam tak aayengi aur ek same test kal hoga". (Wese it will take 1-2 weeks but when its urgent they give us early)

Shehnaaz : "du... dubara kiu?".

Sidharth : he make her sit on bed "baby abhi complete brain test nahi hua na half side hui hai half ka kal hoga tere brain par zayda zor na pade isliye aaj half side kara hai".

Shehnaaz : she winched like a child "ahhah mujhe ab phirse us gandi si machine me nahi jaana".

Sidharth : "tu bole to sajwa du" he set her oxygen tube on her nose.

Shehnaaz : "sidharthhh tujhe pata hai pure time na main jaap kar rahi thi haaye headset lagane ke baad bhi itni tez aawaz aa rahi thi main to statue ho gai coz mujhe dar tha ki machine mujhe khich na le" she told her experience and he hear her with full focus. Later they both have their dinner and lay down on bed hugging eachother tightly.
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Shehnaaz POV :

Haaye aaj ka ek aur din nikal gaya but I'm happy ke meri zindagi ke har mod par mere saath mera sidharth khada hai i know ye dikhata nahi hai jatata nahi hai but darta bohot hai dekha hai maine isko raat bhar mera haath thame mujhe niharta hai jese agar isne aakhein band kari to main gayab ho jayengi hehe waise aap log soch rahe honge ki main to so rahi hoti hu to mujhe kese pata chalta hai are bhai pyaar ki aakhein to khuli hoti hai meri aap bhi kholo aur phir dekhna apne partner ko kitni aasani se samjh paate ho wese 12 to baj gaye yaani 12 more day's huhhh chaddo yaar ab jo hona hoga ho jayega ab main kya hi kar sakti hu chalo bye neend aai hai mujhe aap bhi jaao ek neend ki jhappi pao.
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That's it for today 🤧.

Hope you all like it 🤍.

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