Day 2

Shehnaaz POV :

"2 kgs kam ho gaya *pout* haaye 3 din me 2 kilo kam just 14 days then this body will disappear for forever *smile sadly* aa rahi hu baba ji bass aaj ka mila kar 14 days left"
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Sidharth enter in her room and saw her standing on weighting machine. He check her weight and gulped his saliva in fear it's show 2 kgs less jabki he check her weight two days ago now it show less.

Sidharth : "oye moti" he slightly slap on her head.

Shehnaaz : she look at him and smile "oye moti nahi hu dekh 2 kilo kam ho gaya mera weight do din me hi" she giggle with tears in her eyes.

Sidharth : he look away he didn't want to show her his tearily eyes "ha to achi baat hai na ki tu patli ho rahi hai atleast thoda to tera wazan kam ho raha hai".

Shehnaaz : she know he try to control her tears "idhar dekh".

Sidharth : "ha nahi faltu time nahi hai dekh packing bhi nahi ki tune pata hai na hospital jaana hai phir bhi" he push cloths in her bag when the bag is already full.

Shehnaaz : "kutte dekh na idhar kya pata kal ho na ho" she said dramatically but regret when he turn, his eyes turn red. She gulped her saliva and look down "sorry".

Sidharth : "bohot shok hai tujhe marne ka na to chal abhi chalte hai balcony se kud ke jaan de dete hai ya bata train ke aage aana hai ya fir zeher laau" he rub his forehead to stop himself. He badly wants to cry loud but at the same time he wants to show that he is strong otherwise she become weak. He hug her she sob softly. "Mat bola kar tujhe pata hai nahi le pata main itna fir bhi bakwas karni hoti hai tujhe". Shehnaaz giggle with tears. "Abe main kuch samjh raha hu aur tu hass rahi hai".

Shehnaaz : she pout "wo sorry galti se lipstick lag gai tere shirt par". She giggle because she know how much he hate makeup. He always want her with no makeup but she love makeup alot and she always rub her makeup with his shirt or t-shirt just to irritate him.

Sidharth : "abe moti yaar ab saaf karna padega".

Shehnaaz : "ha to rehne de na aese hi warna ladkiya tujhe ghurengi atleast ye dekh kar wo samjh jayengi ki tu kisiki property hai".

Sidharth : he laugh "property seriously".

Shehnaaz : "ha tu hai shehnaaz property kisine dekha na tujhe aakh utha kar to phad ke rakh dena hai maine samjha" she point her finger toward him.

Sidharth : he bend down his head and said dramatically "samjh gaya malkin aaj se main aapka gulam". Shehnaaz laugh and kiss his cheek.
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Shehnaaz POV :

"Ye galiya ye chobara yaha aana na dobara ab hum to gaye pardesi ki tera yaha koi nahi *giggle* i know bakwas karti hu mein hamesha but kya karu sidharth ki zid ki wajhe se main hospital ja rahi hu pata nahi wapas is ghar me aa paungi ya nahi, pata nahi? Pata hai mujhe ki zindagi bachi nahi meri magar aaj bhi ek ummid hai, kya karu is zalim dil ka, ye dil hai ki maanta nahi *laugh* okay fine i admit aesi serious situation me mujhe bohot bakwas gaane sujh rahe hai but kya karu yaar aasu ruk nahi rahe, dil maan nahi raha,haath kaap rahe hai, per hai ki jese tham se gaye hai yakin nahi ho raha meri journey bass yahi tak ki thi is ghar me matlab i know shadi ke baad mujhe jaana tha but ab to shayad permanent ja rahi hu main lekin ha ghar ye mat sochna ki ye aakhir baar main tumse baat kar rahi hu ab ya to apne pero par aaungi ya safeed chadar me chaar kandho par, par aaungi zarur *giggle* such a filmy dialogue na but bye ghar i will surely miss you".
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They all are sit in car even sidharth parent's are also with them.
(Sidharth's mom = Sm, Sidharth father's = Sf)

Sm : "Shehnaaz tu sherni hai aur sherni kabhi darti nahi samjhi tu" she kiss her forehead.

Shehnaaz : "i know maa par mujhe apni aakhri time aapke saath sabke saath bitana tha na ki us gande se hospital me".

Sidharth : "ganda hospital to aese bol rahi hai tu jese waha holiday manane ja rahi hai".

Shehnaaz : "ha hai meri holiday 14 days ki" she look away.

Sidharth : "Shehnaaz ab tune kuch bakwas ki na to sach me ek chamaat marunga dekh le ab tu" he said and focus on driving.

Shehnaaz : "maa dekho ise" she hit on his head.

Shm : "oh ho baccho jesa ladna band karo shehnaaz shanti se beth".

Shehnaaz : "ha ho jaati hu shaant wese bhi 14 din to hona hi hai hamesha ke liye shaant".

Sidharth : he shout on her "maa samjha lo apni beti ko warna sach me main marunga isko bakwas karni har waqt ise".

Sf : "shehnaaz beta sidharth sahi keh raha hai aur kiu negative soch rahi hai sab acha hoga" he ruffle her hairs.

Shehnaaz : "sorry" she held her ears cutely.

Sidharth : "baat nahi kar raha mein tumse karo bakwas bako gand" he rub his forehead. Shehnaaz look at sm and sf for help but they signal her as no. She pout sadly.
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Dr : "hmmm last stage hai cancer ka" she look sadly at shehnaaz "aur upar se copd ki bhi problem hai dekhiye i know thoda mushkil hai but we try our best kai cases me hota hai ki patient bach jaate hai but main aapko koi jhuti ummid nahi dungi chances kaafi kam hai"

Shehnaaz : "i know na Sidharthhhhh let's go home yaar mujhe nahi rehna yaha".

Sidharth : "tumse pucha kisi ne chup karke betho waha " he look at her angrily.

Shehnaaz : "magar" she try to talk.

Sidharth : "finger on your lips now".

She place her finger on her lips like a cute innocent child.

Shf : "doctor but chances hai na to hum ye risk zarur lenge meri beti ki zindagi ka sawal hai aur main nhi chahata ki hume baad me is baat ka regret ho ki humare pass chance tha but hum dar kar piche hat gaye" he said blankly he still not accept the fact but he stood stronger for his daughter.

Sm : "doctor surgery kab karni hai phir kitna kharcha hoga aap bata dijiye".

Dr :  "okay aap me se koi ek mere saath chaliye aur saari formalities puri kar dijiye". Shf nodded and left with her to complete the formalities.

Shm and sm are crying standing in a corner for their daughter they don't want to show her crying faces so they left the room shehbaaz already left to take some food for everyone.
Shehnaaz is crying, her head in hung down she sob softly. Sidharth sit beside her.

Sidharth : "kya hua mere baby ko" he said in childish voice.

Shehnaaz : "mat karo mere liye itna yaar mere kya barosa abhi hu kal nahi"

Sidharth : he take a deep breathe "dekh shehnaaz soch agar kal tera maths ka exam hai aur har haal me tujhe pass hona hi hona hai aur tune kuch taiyari nahi kari to tu kya karengi?".

Shehnaaz : she think for sometimes then answet "pehle to baba ji se ardas karungi ki is baar bacha le bass" she giggle with him "phir koshish karungi ki pass ho jaau".

Sidharth : "last tak koshish karegi?".

Shehnaaz : "ha but abhi maths ka exam kaha se aa gaya bich me".

Sidharth : "jab tu maths ke exam me fail nahi hona chahati to ye to phir bhi zindagi ka exam hai yaha fail hona chahegi kya? nahi na to try kar na aakhir ka koshish kar, kar apne baba ji se ardas bol ki is baar pass kar do agli baar saala koi bimari apne pass aane hi nahi dungi phir dekh kese wo teri sunte hai"he held her hand and kiss on it.

Shehnaaz : "but agar zindagi ke exam me fail ho gayi to?".

Sidharth : "fail to tab hogi na jab try nahi karegi try kar lad ja ard ja ki mujhe jeena hai bass, apne liye nahi mere liye nahi to atleast apne parents ke liye soch kitni khushi hogi unhe jab pata chalega ki tu pass ho gayi balki top kar diya tu jitegi meri jaan main hu mom dad maa papa shehbaaz sab hai tere saath tujhe itni aasani se haarne nahi denge tujhe jeetna hoga harana hoga apne dar ko samjhi".

Shehnaaz : she hug him and cry "mai.. main try karungi sidharth main try karungi".

Sidharth : "he smile with tears "that's like my shehnaaz" he kiss on top of her head. "Tu jeetegi shehnaaz tu zarur jeetegi kiuki agar tu haar gai to tera ye sidharth haar jaayega haar jayega tera Sidharth,tujhe jeetna hoga" he said to himself and hug her tightly. Shehnaaz slept in his arms he softly make her laid on bed and move outside he need some fresh air badly so he reach on hospital terrace when he reached he closed the door tightly and cry loudly, he control himself alot but now situation is not in his control. He just cry and let his emotions out. He know no one hear his voice because his is on top floor.
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Sidharth POV :

"No no no *he scream* nahi nahi nahi cheen sakte aap usko mujhse nahi reh paaunga main aadat hai wo meri wo gandi aadat to main nahi chod sakta bhagwan agar aapne cheena na mujhse usko to mar jaunga main mar jaunga *cry loudly* nahi jaane de sakta usko jaan hai wo meri adhura hu main uski jagha are ek bimari kam thi wo maut ke muh me dhakel diya aapne usko ek baat yaad rakhna agar usko kuch hua na to barbad kar dunga puri duniya ko aap par vishwas karti hai wo had se zayda har baat par baba ji baba ji karti hai ye silha diya aapne uska are agar alag karna tha wo milwaya kiu.... kiu milwaya usse maar raha hu main bhi uske saath haalat dekhi uski kitni patli ho gai meri jaan sab aapki wajhe se hua sab aapki wajhe se agar aapki zid hai usko bulana to meri zid hai uske saath aana barbad hu main uske bina aur aabad hu uske saath agar jiyenge to saath marenge to saath ek second nahi launga khudh ko khatam karne me samjhe aap bhagwan sun rahe hai aap. Haath jodta hu rehne do usko mere saath *cry loudly and beg to god* aap jite main haara nahi karta tha aap par vishwas ab aapke saamne haath jodta hu mat cheeno usko mujhse mere jeene ki wajha hai wo meri jindagi hai wo. Bheek maang raha hu aapse bhagwan ji please please please.....Nahi Sidharth aese kamzor nahi padhna main.... main ha best se best doctor ko bulaunga but meri jaan ko bachunga kuch nahi honge dunga use. *again cry loudly*.
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Shehnaaz POV :

"Pata nahi main rahu na rahu kal, sab itna kar rahe hai mere liye kese batau jeena mujhe bhi hai ladna hai apne dar se lekin ab himmat nahi hai thak gai hu haar rahi hu mera dar jeet raha hai mar rahi hu roz andar se mera dar mujhe roz khaaye ja raha hai andar se baba ji agar mujhe kuch ho to bass mere Sidharth ko sambhal lena wo nahi le paayega itna aur mumma papa ka bhi dhiyan rakhna aur mom dad ka bhi aur shehbaaz ka bhi *cry loudly* mujhe jeena hai baba ji please mat bulao abhi please bheek maang rahi hu aapke saamne aur agar bula rahe ho to sabko sabar do mujhe sabar do kiuki ab nahi ho raha hai i want peace now dar lag raha bohot zayda nahi dekh paa rahi hu sabko aese totta, bass sabka khayal rakhna mere bad aap par vishwas karke aap ke pass aane ko taiyaar hu please sun lena meri itni"
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That's it for today ❤️.

Hope you all like it ❤️ahh it's too difficult to write something emotional 🤧🥺. Hates off to all the writer's who wrote emotional stories.

Thanks For Reading.