Shehnaaz is sitting in her room totally lost in her thoughts. Her mother enter in her room.

Shm : "Shehnaaz puttar ki hoya kaha khoi hui hai?"

Shehnaaz : "kahi nahi mummy operation aaj hi na?"

Shm : "haan doctor se baat hui hai unki team aa rahi hai"

Shehnaaz : "mumma sona hai". She said innocently.

Shm : "to so ja na".

Shehnaaz : "aapki godi me sar rakhar".

Shm : her eyes filled with tears "aaja mera baccha".

Shehnaaz keep her head on her mother's lap.

Shehnaaz : "mumma jab mein paida hui to aapko kesa laga th?".

Shm : "jab tu is duniya me aai thi na to aesa laga tha hume sab mil gaya kehte hai agar pehli aulad ladki ho to rab ji aap par meherban hota hai aur tere papa to hamesha yahi kehte the ki unko beti chahiye jab tu hui thi na to pure hospital ne unhone mitai baati thi itne khush the wo"

Shehnaaz : "aur agar ab mein chali gai to". She said absent mindedly.

Shm : "sana mana kara hai na bakwas nahi karte maar khayegi tu".

Shehnaaz : "mumma mujhe dar lag raha hai agar surgery ke baad mein uthi hi nahi to?".

Shm : "beta kuch nahi hoga tujhe rab ji se mannat mangi hai meine tujhe kuch nahi hone denge".

Shehnaaz take a deep breathe and closed her eyes. Those 24 years of her life are flashed infront of her eyes like a movie and she got into deep slumber.

Sidharth enter in her room and saw her sleeping peacefully on her mother's lap. He smile blissfully. And capture their loving moment. Her mother saw him and try to get up from bed but sidharth stop her with his action. But her mother indicate him to come close he went toward them her mother keep shehnaaz head on Sidharth's lap. Shehnaaz struggle more into him. Sidharth smile she always understand what he want.

Shm : "mujhe pata hai tu chahata tha wo tere pass soye" she kissed his forehead "doctor's kab tak aayenge".

Sidharth : "abhi pata nahi mummy bola hai raaste me fhas gaye barish ke karan dekhte hai".

Shm : "mein mandir hokar aati hu".
She said and sidharth nodded.

After sometime shehnaaz open her eyes and saw sidharth is looking at ceiling with a blank face.

Shehnaaz : "Sidharth?".

Sidharth :"huh tu uth gai?" He wipe his face.

Shehnaaz : "kya hua?".

Sidharth : he try to smile "ku... kuch nahi".

Shehnaaz : "bata na tujhe pata hai tu mujhse jhut nahi bol sakta".

Sidharth : "dar lag raha hai yaar".

Shehnaaz : she chuckles "sidharth kiu dar raha hai ek na ek din to sabne jaana hai bass koi pehle chala jata hai koi der se jaata hai tension na le sab waheguru ke bharose chod de".

Sidharth nodded and hug her. Although she is hell scared from inside but she didn't want him to know about her inner situation. She make herself ready for everthing.
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Sidharth : he shout on some doctors "aese kese aap surgery delay kar sakte hai kal tak use kuch ho gaya to?".

Sf : "Sidharth shanti se baat kar beta"

Sidharth : "what shanti se dad aapne suna na ye log kya keh rahe hai".

Shf : "nahi ashok sidharth bilkul theek keh raha hai jab surgery aaj tay hui thi to kal kiu karenge" he said angrily.

"Sir please samjhye is baat ko hamare doctors traffic me fhas gaye hai bahar kaafi baarish hai aese me wo nahi aa sakte".

Sidharth : "go to hell with those bloody doctors ek baat yaad rakhna agar usko kuch hua na pure hospital ko yahi dafan kar dunga" he said angrily and left.

Sf : "doctor please aap unhe bole ki jaldi aaye kahi der na ho jaye unhe".

"Don't worry sir hum unke saath contact me hai wo kal tak yaha pohoch jayenge" the Doctor said.
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Shehnaaz : "kya hua aap sab aese kiu khade hai? Surgery aaj hi hai na?"

Shehbaaz : "Moto teri surgery kal hogi".

Shehnaaz : "kiu?".

Shf : "beta doctors baarish ki wajhe se phas gaye hai kal tak hi aa payenge".

Shehnaaz : "oh" she only said this because now she has to wait for one whole day. She somehow make herself strong for surgery but now she again feel low.

Sidharth : "tu tension mat le bass ek din ki baat hai phir teri permanent problem solve ho jayegi".

"Haan shayad hamesha ke liye meri problems solve hongi because mein bhi hamesha ke liye chali jaungi". She thought in her mind.

Baaz : "kidhar kho gai?".

Shehnaaz : she give them a fake smile "kuch nahi" but everyone know that IRS a fake one but they want to make her feel bad that's why they decided to stay silent.
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Sidharth : "muh khol".

Shehnaaz : "yaar sidharth mereko phirse ye boring khana ni khana isme na taste hota na kuch".

Sidharth : "are meri maa pichle 13 din se sab yahi kha rahe hai tere liye taaki tujhe akela na feel ho isliye mom ne to yaha ke chef se recipe bhi le li" he chuckle at the end.

Shehnaaz eyes filled with tears because of her everyone had to suffer. They sleep uncomfortably and had less sleep, they eat what she eat, they make themselves bald, they spent most of the time in hospital she feel herself burden on them.

Sidharth : "ro kiu rahi hai meri jaan" he cupped her face.

Shehnaaz : she cry with hiccups "Kiu.... kiuki sabko mer....meri wajhe se problems ho rahi hai koi sahi se so nahi pata.... Koi dhang se khana nahi khata sab meri wajhe se mein.... mein bojh ban gai sab par".

Sidharth anger touch it's peak but he control himself because her condition is not good, his one word affect her brain so he stop himself.

Sidharth : "shehnaaz meri baat sunegi dhayan se baby tere wajhe se koi kuch nahi kar raha to ye baat dimag se nikal de tereko pata hai koi dhang se nahi so pata kiuki sabko pata hai tu yaha takleef me hai koi khana dhang se nahi kha pata kiuki pata hai tu pet bhar ke khushi se nahi khati aur sab ye terepe taras kha kar nahi kar rahe ya khud ko problem me nahi daal rahe sab isliye ye kar rahe hai kiuki tujhse sab bohot pyaar karte hai tere bina ek ka bhi man nahi lagta hai kuch karne ka man nahi karta kiuki tu sabki zindagi me ek light ki tarha hai tu hai to sab khush hai tu nahi hai to sabki life sirf darkness hai tu kisipar bojh nahi hai tujhse hum pyaar karte hai isliye te karte hai samjhi".

Shehnaaz nodded while looking down Sidharth make her look at him and kiss her forehead.

Sidharth : "kabhi khudh ko bojh mat samjhna sabse azziz hai tu hum sab ko".

She hug him and hide herself in her personal heaven.
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That's it for today ❤️.

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