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The sun rays peeking through the trees surrounding the Raichand mansion were falling on this beautiful house situated in the centre of the jungle.

The sounds of chirping birds were echoing in the whole jungle. The month being of November kept the weather cold outside while the two souls in this house were snuggled up into each other's arms.

Engulfed in the warmth of each other they were sleeping peacefully holding each other closer.

Stretching his hand which was curled around her waist he pulled his leg up keeping it on her thighs and snuggled more into her neck.

Her petite form was completely caged under him yet she was sleeping in all the comfort she needed.

Breathing in her neck he finally opened his eyes. Moving his face out of her neck his eyes captured the beautiful sight of his baby sleeping in his arms.

Her lips were parted a little making her look like little babies with her baby hair covering her forehead. The glow of their love making was shading her cheeks.

A contented look was there on her face which brought a warm smile on sidharth's face.

Pushing her hair back from her forehead he kissed there. He then realised their position. A slight chuckle left his mouth realising how he was almost crushing her beneath himself while she was still sleeping comfortably.

Pulling her more to himself he kept his face back in her neck while snuggling into her with his leg pulling her both legs to him letting their every part cuddle with each other.

Nuzzling his nose in her neck he placed a soft kiss on her jaw. The soft skin of hers against his lips made him feel to touch her more.

Trailing softest kisses on her jaw he observed how her lips curved into an adorable smile as she felt his touch in sleep.

Smiling at this adorable sight of his naaz responding to his kisses even in sleep, he placed one long kiss on her neck making her take her long deep breath too.

Not wanting her to wake up from her peaceful sleep he finally stopped himself and closed his eyes holding her close not wanting to get up when his naaz was there in his arms.

A while later she stirred in her sleep leading to open her eyes seconds later. Finding herself all caged she turned her face towards sidharth. His eyes were closed making her assume that he was asleep.

A smile crept her face realising how adorable he looks while sleeping only if she knew that he was awake and her every little act would be observed by him.

Struggling in his hold she managed to turn herself towards him. Caressing his cheek with her thumb she kissed his forehead while a smile made its way on his lips again.

Letting her assume that he was smiling in sleep he stayed the same keeping his eyes closed wanting to see what would she do next.

Pulling herself a little up she kissed his both eyes pouring her love in her sweet kisses. It was the rarest chance which she got of him sleeping and her showering her love on him without shying.

The innocent baby of his didn't know that he was not so innocent like her when it comes to romance.

Pecking his nose her eyes stopped on his lips. Looking at his eyes she confirmed herself that he was sleeping. Smiling cutely she leaned her face on his bringing her lips closer to his.

Closing her eyes she pecked his lips for some seconds. The moment her eyes opened again she felt her breathe hitched in her throat.

With a glint of naughtiness in his eyes he was looking at her with his intense gaze. For moments she forgot to blink her eyes.

Realising her lips were still pressed against his she tried to move back but only if sidharth let her.

Holding her shoulder he pushed her back on the mattress with himself leaning on her keeping their lips connected.

Caging her beneath himself he took her lips in his kissing her with all his passion for her. The kiss was soft yet he took her senses away leaving her breathless.

Letting go of her lips he kept his face in her neck calming her breathes while letting his lips brush against her skin.

Braathing heavily under him she closed her eyes while he waited for her to calm her breathes.
Once she was calm he moved his face out of her neck.

"Kya kar rahi thi naaz?" looking into her eyes he asked in his deep husky voice making her feel the heat on her cheeks. Moving her eye lashes down she stayed silent not knowing what to say.

"Mujhe sota dekh k mera fayda utha rahi thi..hmm?" tracing his finger on her jaw to her chin, he pulled her chin up making her look into his eyes again.

"Tum sone ki acting kar rahe the" she understood till now that he was wide awake and was pretending to be sleeping. The realisation was making her cheeks go more red.

"Agr acting nhi krta to pta kaise chlta k meri biwi ko mujhe sota dekh k mujh par aise pyaar aata hai" tracing his thumb on her lips he kissed her cheek making her smile shyly with his words.

"Tum kab uth gye the?" she asked with utter innocence in her words as well as her eyes making him look at her with adoration in his eyes for her.

"Jab tum mujhe aise kiss kar rahi thi" touching his lips on her forehead he whispered making her inhale a soft breath feeling his soft touch.

"Aur aise" he then kissed both her eyes bringing a warm smile on her lips. Pecking her nose he earned a softest giggle of hers.

"Aur fir..." looking into her eyes once he moved his gaze down on her lips making her lips shiver. The next moment he took her lips in his again sucking them softly for some seconds.

Leaving her lips he pecked them once and laid beside her again taking her in his arms. Keeping her head on his shoulder she closed her eyes taking in a long breath.

Both stayed in the bed embraced in each other's arms not wanting to get off the bed. Entangling his fingers in her hair sidharth was playing with her hair.

"Naaz" called sidharth looking at the sealing with his fingers still in her hair caressing them softly while she just hummed to his call keeping her eyes closed.

"Pain to nhi ho rha?" his soft words and that concern filled tone made her smile warmly. His care always makes her heart flutter. Her sidharth was a true gentleman.

"Nhi" keeping her hand on his chest she snuggled into his arm making him pull her more closer.

"Sidharth" she called him after a while while this time he just hummed in response.

"Bhukh lgi hai" moving her chin up she looked at him like a baby does to his or her mommy. Moving his face down he found her looking at him with a pout knowing he was the one going to cook for them.

Chuckling sidharth bent his face down and smooched her pout making her pout turn into a shy smile.

"Bath lelen pehle?" he asked her as if was asking to a little baby while she nodded her head nuzzling her nose on his shoulder.

"Chlo fir" in a swift motion sidharth was off the bed and the next second shehnaaz was in his arms startled as he was so fast in his movement.

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Entering inside the washroom he made her stand on the floor. Turning back sidharth closed the door and took a step towards shehnaaz.

"next time sidharth... remember baby?" holding his hands at his back he leaned closer to hers whispering in her ear.

Her petite form shivered as his lips touched her earlobe. Giving a sensual suck on her earlobe sidharth moved toward the bathtub while shehnaaz stood there with her cheeks heated up.

Seeing shehnaaz still standing near the door he chuckled inwardly knowing how his simplest move affects his baby.

Shaking his head with a smile playing on his lips he filled the bath tub with warm water knowing it will relax his naaz after their last night love making.

Shehnaaz was looking at sidharth keenly thinking how perfect husband sidharth was. A smile was there on her lips as she felt herself to be the most luckiest girl for being loved by a man like sidharth.

In a matter of seconds her mind took her few hours back. That woman in sidharth's car,the thought rang in her mind making her smile fade.

She could feel the same weird feeling taking over her again. That irritation without any reason was spoiling her mood again.

"Come naaz" coming towards her sidharth took her in his arms while her mind was occupied with the thought of that woman.

Why any other woman was around her sidharth? She wasn't liking it at all.

Dropping her near the floor sidharth was about to speak but stopped seeing her lost in her thoughts.

He stayed quiet and just observed her. It looked like she was talking to herself and with every thought passing through her mind , she was making faces with a pout forming on her lips.

He observed how a frown came on her forehead while thinking something and then she scrunched her nose in annoyance.

Sidharth could not stop the chuckle which left his mouth seeing how adorable his baby was looking with those expressions of hers. What was his baby thinking? He didn't know what was going in her mind but he was enjoying her expressions.

Wrapping his both arms around her waist he pulled her closer making her collide in his chest. The chain of her thoughts broke while she looked up at sidharth.

"Kya soch rhi thi baby?" tucking her hair strand behind her ear he asked with a sweet smile on his lips while she was still pouting.

He looked at her with a frown as her expressions were showing her annoyance again. What was bothering his naaz, he was unable to understand.

"Sidharth raat ko tum kisi kaam se gye the na..to vo..mm" she looked at him wanting to ask him about that woman but wasn't able to form a proper sentence.

Humming to her sidharth observed her quietly waiting for her to speak it out whatever she wanted to.

"Vo tumhare sath car mai koi ladki thi na..vo humari car mai kyun thi?" encouraging herself she asked him with her disliking towards the girl reflecting in her tone.

She has complete trust on sidharth but she wasn't liking that annoying feeling and to get relief from that she needed to talk it out to sidharth.

Her words made sidharth look at her in surprise. That meant she heard her voice while talking to him on call.

The way she said that why that girl was in their car, he could feel her disliking towards the girl she did not even know.

Her nose scrunched with the thought of some other woman sitting with sidharth in their car
was expressing her annoyance towards the thought.

He just stayed silent for moments looking at her. She waited for to speak with her expression still the same. She couldn't hide the weird feeling inside from her sigh.

Was his naaz getting possessive for him? Was she feeling jealous of some other woman being around him? She clearly wasn't liking it. It was bothering his baby.

His lips were slowly curving into a smile with the thought of his wife getting possessive for him. He was liking it.

Seeing him smiling while lost in hid thought made her feel more irritation. What was he thinking which was making him smile? She had asked him something and he was just smiling.

"Sidharth..hass kyun rhe ho? Batao na kyun baithi thi vo ladki humari car mai" shaking his arm which was wrapped around her she asked him with irritation.

Hiding his smile he chuckled inwardly seeing how was she getting annoyed. This annoyance was in a positive way for him and he wanted to enjoy it.

Sidharth Raichand was again in a mood to tease his wife who was looking adorable with those cute expressions of hers.

Loosening his hold on her he took a step back from her with a slight smirk on his lips. She looked at him with a cute frown as he didn't reply her rather moved away from her.

Looking into her eyes he held the hem of his t shirt and pulled it out of his head in swift motion. The frown of hers was gone and now her cheeks were deep shade of red.

Chuckling at the fact how she still feels so shy in front of him, he took a step closer to her. Curling his arm around ger waist again he pulled her to himself letting her hand rest on his bare chest.

"Tumhe kyun jan na hai naaz k vo ladki humari car mai kyun baithi thi?" lifting her chin up asked sidharth looking into her eyes while his question made his baby angry. Why he just couldn't answer her question?

"tum bata kyun nhi rhe ho..kyun baithi vo humari car mai" giving him her cute angry glare she asked him getting pissed off with him not replying.

He wanted to laugh seeing the way it was annoying her. He never knew that his little baby was this possessive for him which she perhaps herself didn't know.

He was loving this shade of his naaz. The more she was pouting glaring at him, he was finding her too tempting at the moment. Leaving this teasing session he felt like showering his love on her again but this teasing had its own fun.

"baby mai kaam se gya tha na to jiske sath kaam tha vo to humari car mai baithe gi hi na" tracing his finger on her nose he gave a sweet peck there as her scrunched nose was making her look too adorable.

He knew his words would irritate her more h
but he wanted to see her reaction. He wanted yo see what would she do next or what will be her next words.

His words did annoy her more. Why he had to do any work with some woman? He should be having all men in his work. No woman should be near her sidharth.

Twisting her lips she was questioning and answering herself in her mind. His lips were curving into smile observing her reaction. He wanted to laugh loudly but was keeping a control not to spoil his teasing game.

"Sidharth tum ladkiyon k sath kaam mat kiya kro" looking at him she said her thoughts loud letting him know what was going in her mind.

Not realising herself that she was getting jealous with the thought of sidharth working with any women she was letting it out infront of him simply.

His innocent baby didn't know that her husband was enjoying her jealousy, her possessiveness for himself.

Smiling at her innocent demand he pulled her closer and pressed his lips at the side of her forehead while playing with her hair. An adorable smile came on her lips feeling his lips but her thoughts made her pout again.

"Kyun baby..kaam kyun nhi karna ladkiyon k sath?" asked sidharth with so much innocence making shehnaaz feel like making him understand what was she feeling.

"Mujhe nhi achha laga koi bhi ladki tumhare aas paas ho" looking at him she pouted while expressing her disliking so innocently. She could not bare the presence of any woman in his life except herself.

He couldn't control the smile which she was bringing again and again on his lips with her cute complaints and demands.

She had no filter in front of him. Whatever was in her mind, she was expressing it in front of him like an innocent child not knowing that he was just teasing her.

"Kyun ni achha lag rha baby? kaisa lag rha hai tumhe mera kisi ladki k sath kaam krna..gnda lag rha hai?" tucking her hair strand with which he was playing behind her ear he asked softly wanting her to say how she was feeling.

Most of the women just do not accept
infront of their men that they actually gets jealous seeing any other women around them just the way men do for their women but here sidharth was having the golden chance to hear it from his wife that she couldn't see any women around him.

She was telling him everything just like little babies share everything with their mother. He was seeing another shade of his naive and innocent baby.

"jab maine tumse baat ki thi na aur koi ladki boli thi peechhe se to mujhe itna vo lga na..bss mujhe bilkul bhi achha ni lga..aisa mann kar raha tha k tabhi wahan ja k uss ladki ko car se bahr nikal dun...mujhe ni pta bss tum nhi kroge kisi bhi ladki k sath kaam" ordering him cutely yet dominantly she twisted her lips wanting him to listen to her.

How would he handle this cuteness of his naaz. He could never deny any of her demands especially when the demand was too cute just like her but the problem was that there was no girl working with him.

He had never involved girls in any of his works but his baby was taking his teasing too seriously.

"To tum chahti ho k koi bhi ladki mere aaas paas na rhe siwaye tumhare..haina?" caressing her cheek sidharth asked sweetly as if was asking to a kid to which she nodded her head agreeing to him simply.

"kyun naaz?" holding her closer he kept her pressed against himself while his eyes were observing her every little expression enjoying this talk of them to the most.

"kyunki tum sirf mere ho na sidharth" without even thinking for once to answer him she uttered those words looking into his eyes even before she herself could realise her own words. The words came out of her mouth so naturally as if they were meant to be.

His heart skipped a beat listening to her words. He literally felt himself breathless for a moment as the simplest words of hers held the deepest intensity within them.

The next moment a wave of relief washed through him realising the deep intensity of her love for himself.

His naaz too could not see him with any woman except herself just the way he couldn't and that made him feel all the way more connected to her. He literally felt both of them to be a part of each other.

"Tumhara hi hun mai naaz" he kissed her forehead with extreme love in his eyes for her bringing a warm smile on her face. His words did soothe her heart from that weird feeling she was dealing.

"Waise naaz jo tum ye feel kar rahi ho na k tumhe achha ni lga koi aur ladki mere paas ho...iss feeling ko pta kya kehte hain" talking to her he took her complete attention and holding the hem of her t shirt he pulled it out of her neck leaving her upper self bare infront of himself.

She let him do whatever he was doing as her complete attention was on his words. She wanted to know what was this feeling which was pissing her off.

He wanted to keep her distracted not wanting her to get conscious again and it was working.

Holding her wrist he pulled her closer letting their bare chests collide with each other. Feeling her curves pressed against his hard chest she realised that she was half bare and next she felt here's going on mute again.

Her hands rested on his chest while he curled his arm around her waist keeping her closer.
Leaning his face closer to hers he breathed on her ear.

"Isse jealousy kehte hain naaz" whispered sidharth in her ear bringing a frown on her face and then she was confused as how was it jealousy. Never in her life she got jealous of anyone.

"Mai kabhi kisi se jealous nhi hoti sidharth" she said being all serious while looking at him.

"Jealous to tum hui ho baby par in a good way" he chuckled seeing how she didn't like to be called jealous not knowing that it was jealousy in a positive way.

"Mujhe ni pta bss tum sirf mere sidharth ho" not knowing what to answer him she just let her thought come out the same way it was building in her mind.

Her words were soothing his heart to another level. He got to know something beautiful about their relationship.

She was making him feel the most precious person in her life and she herself had no idea what her words were doing to his heart.

Smiling at her words he touched his cheek with hers while his lips brushed against her jaw.

"Possessive ho rahi ho apne sidharth k liye naaz" breathing closer to her ear he sucked her earlobe making her digg her fingers in his bare chest.

Processing his words in her mind she was stunned. The way she was feeling, was it possessiveness? She had no idea but realising her own reactions, she was agreeing to his words in her mind.

Looking into his eyes she tried to understand if it was her possessiveness for her man while sidharth gave a sweet peck on her lips nodding his head at her letting her know that she was thinking right.

A shy smile came on her lips while she hide her face in his chest with the realisation of her own possessive demands she just made to him in last few minutes.

"bss sharmana chalu..haina" teasing her again he held her waist tightly lifted her feet up the floor and moved towards the bath tub while she clinged onto him like a baby with her face still hidden in her neck.

Dropping her near the bathtub sidharth took her face out of his chest. Holding her chin up he kissed her button nose.

"waise naaz jis ladki ki tum baat kar rahi ho na..matlab payal k baare mai vo..." stretching the words he tried to tease her again by the mention of payal again.

Just with the mention of another girl he could see her button nose scrunching while she twisted her lips in annoyance.

It was a treat to watch his naaz being his possessive wife. He was in love with this naaz more.

"mujhe ni sun na kuchh bhi koi payal ya kangan k baare mai" getting angry with him she turned her face to the other side while he laughed at her words.

Dipping his face in her neck he placed soft kisses there while his hand caressed her bare back making her seal her lips again.

"tumhari vo payal ya kangan mere dost ki wife hai..un dono ki help krne gya tha mai..ab apna gussa shant krogi please.. mujhe bhut dar lag rha hai tumse" nuzzling his nose in her neck he said being as cute as she was making her smile too.

Keeping her head on his chest she wrapped her hands around him embracing herself in his arms making him inhale a sharp breath as she was literally crushed against him.

Keeping his one hand on her back he slid the other hand down to her hips. Tucking his thumb in her lower he pulled it down making her hold tight on him.

Lifting her up he pulled the lower completely out of her legs and threw it on the floor. Holding her up he placed her in the bath tub filled with warm water.

Once she set inside he pulled his lowers down too and joined her in the tub. Sitting inside with his legs open he pulled her towards himself making her lean her back on his chest.

Sliding his one hand around her stomach he held her firm against himself while his other hand moved up to her curves making her chest heave up as she inhaled a sharp breath.

He knew last night, it must be little too much for her as he worshipped her more passionately then their first time.

She must be feeling sour. Giving her a soft massage would make her feel relaxed. He wanted to make her feel loved in every way.

"loosen up your muscles naaz..you will feel relaxed" keeping his both hands on her curves he massages her using his hands in the softest manner.

Leaning her head on his chest with her lips parted she moaned ever so softly feeling her muscles relaxing slowly.

His touch wasn't sensual this time as he just wanted to soothe her body yet she could feel sensations in her whole body. 

Her soft moans were making it difficult for him to keep a control on himself. Pushing her hair on the other side, he bent his face on her shoulder placing sensual kisses on her neck.

The touch of his lips on her skin made her breath his name as she felt soft pleasure taking over her.

His hands kept soothing her making her feel all the tiredness of last night converting into soft pleasure.

Kissing down her shoulder he brushed his fingers on her arm moving down to her hand. Entangling his fingers with hers he sucked her neck while his other hand kept caressing her curves softly.

Them being all bare under the water was making them want to drench themselves in their desires.

Holding her arm he turned her towards himself. A gasp left from both of their mouth as their lower parts came in contact with each other.

Clutching his arm tightly she tried to handle the sensations which were starting to paas through her body while her sidharth was feeling the same effect of her warmth against him.

Clenching his jaw sidharth tried to keep himself relax as them being this close wasn't helping him at all. He didn't want to make love to her for now knowing she was sore.

Pulling her closer he embraced her in his arms letting them feel each other without doing anything.

His lips came in contact with the soft skin of her neck again making him give her sensual kisses there which made it more difficult for both of them to keep a control on themselves.

The more he felt her skin with his lips, the more his desires started to take over his senses. Holding her up he made her stand on her knees letting her upper part come out of water.

Making her lean on himself he kissed her curves making her grip his hair the very next second.

He started to worship them with extreme softness just to make her feel loved, to pleasure her without any pain.

"feeling good baby?" asked sidharth moving his face away from curves wanting to hear from her that how was she feeling.

"mm.. hmm" mumbled shehnaaz with her breathes heavy as he again started to worship her making her feel knots forming in her stomach with the sweet pleasure he was giving her.

Her fist on his hair tightened while her other hand clutched his shoulder as she felt her knees going weak to support her in standing still.

"Sidharth..mai..mm..." she breathed as the pressure was building inside her but she wasn't able to get that soothing feeling which she had felt before after her every release.

The pressure was building inside her but it wasn't reaching to the point to let her release as sidharth moved his face away from her curves.

Sensing her body tensed up with the sweat beads forming on her forehead while breathing heavily, he realised that she was close to her release but was not able to do so.

"sidharth.. please..i ..mm" she tried to voice out her need but was unable to say. Seeing her desperate need he pulled her closer while his hand moved down to her warmth.

Easing his finger inside her he pleasured her to the extreme to let her have her release while her hands gripped his shoulders tightly feeling immense pleasure taking over her.

"you feeling it naaz?" asked sidharth while pleasuring her with his fingers. She was a complete mess with the pleasure her husband was giving her.

He kept doing his work in her warmth while she kept her head on his shoulder letting her heavy breaths fall on his neck.

"sidharth" a loud moan left her mouth as she came on his fingers breathing heavily. 

Her whole body relaxed against him while he held her in his arms letting her calm herself down.

"feeling better?" asked sidharth a while later to which she nodded her head resting her face on his shoulder.

Holding her in his arms he got up and moved out of the tub. Taking her under the shower he switched it on and cleaned her properly along with himself.

Once done he moved out of the shower taking her in his arms with her legs wrapped around his waist and her arms around his neck.

She was totally tired after her release and just needed food now. He was there to take care of his baby.

Taking a towel he wiped her face and moved down wiping her whole body. Wrapping the towel around her and the other one around himself he moved out of the washroom.

"Sit naaz" keeping her on the bed he moved towards the wardrobe. Taking shorts for himself he quickly wore them and got a pair of t shirt and shorts for her too.

"bhukh lgi hai baby?" asked sidharth lovingly while pulling the towel off her body.

"Bhut" mumbled shehnaaz while sidharth dried her hair and made her wear her clothes.

"Chalein neeche?" once done getting het ready sidharth asked trying to take her in his arms. Holding his hand she stopped him.

"Yahan baitho please" pulling his hand she made him sit beside herself to which he obeyed willingly.

"Tum mera bhut khyaal rakhte ho sidharth par mai nhi rakhti tumhara..mai nhi kar pati tumhari care jaise tum meri care krte ho" looking into his eyes she said with sadness laced in her tone making him frown that what made her think this.

She had always observed how her sidharth care for him in every little thing. Few minutes before too he cleaned her and now got her ready too.

He treats her like queens but she never did anything for him. The thought started to rang in her mind while he was getting her ready.

He was the one who never got love in his life. She should be the one taking care of him the way he do of hers.

Suddenly she was feeling herself too useless for him. She felt she was failing to give him the same love which he showers on her.

The thought made her eyes well up with tears which he noticed the very next second.

"Naaz if u cried, i will not talk to you" he warned her sternly not wanting to see her crying. That was his weakness.

He couldn't tolerate tears in her eyes already her words were making him feel anger building inside him.

His words did their work and now she was sitting silently controlling herself from crying.

"meri taraf dekho" his voice was still stern which made her obey to his words instantly. He didn't like her words for her own self. What made her think that she doesn't care for him?

It was her stupidity to let any such thought cross her mind. He wanted to scold her for thinking herself less than him but knowing how sensitive and emotional she was, he couldn't scold her.

Getting off the bed he kneeled in front of her. Taking her both hands in his he made her look into his eyes.

"Pehle ye batao what made u think this rubbish" he kept his voice calm but she could feel the thin layer of anger laced in his tone which was letting her know that her words and her thought wasn't appreciated by her husband.

"tum hi to sab kuchh krte ho sidharth..khana bnate ho jo k mujhe banana chahiye tumhare liye, mere chhote chhote kaam krte ho, pamper krte ho mujhe, khud se zyadan mera khyaal rakhte ho..ye sab mujhe karna chahiye tumhare kiye par mai nhi krti..pta ni mujhe bhut bura feel ho rha hai..i feel i am failing as your wi..." before she could utter the last words, his strong stern gaze made her shut her mouth right there.

His eyes were turned red with just the thought of what she was about to say. How dare she think anything such for herself?

He felt his anger taking over him with her words. Does she know what she means to him? Does she even know what do she do for him? She has no idea what was her importance in his life.

Everything was good in between them. They were always so understanding with each other then what made her think this way. He never let her feel anything such because there was nothing as such.

Getting up he held her wrist pulling her up and pushed her against the wall. His red eyes were glaring her dangerously making her eyes move down not able to look into his eyes.

"Don't you dare to move your eyes down naaz" warning her sternly while keeping his both hands around her on the wall behind. She was quick to look back into his eyes again not wanting to increase his anger.

"Aaj bol diya naaz.. Zindagi mai dubara mujhe ye lafaz na sun ne milen tumhare muh se..samjh aaya" caging her petite form with his giant body he breathed every word on her lips making her lips shiver.

Realising he had asked something she quickly nodded her head in a yes scolding herself in mind for angering him.

Angry Raichand always scares her!!

"Apne dimag se ye bakwaas nikal do naaz k tum meri fikr nhi krti..khana bnana hi fikr krna nhi hota.. tumhe pta bhi hai k kya ho tum mere liye" holding her jaw with his fingers he pulled her face closer to his. She had nothing to say now.

"kitni baar to btaya hai k tum meri zindagi ho par tum iss baat ka matlab nhi smjhti shayad. Tum mere paas ho..meri life mai ho, mujhe pyaar krti ho, mujhe ye feel krvati ho k mai duniya ka sabse lucky insaan hun that i got you naaz" his voice softened this time making her look at him with her eyes going teary again.

"Jo tumne bola na k mai tumhare liye ye sab kuchh krta hun..do u even know k mujhe kitni khushi milti hai tumhari liye ye sab kar k..ye sukoon milta hai k mai akela nhi hun.. mere paas bhi koi hai jiske liye mai khana bna skta hun..jise mai pamper kar skta hun..jis par mai apne paise kharch kar skta hun..mujhe khushi hoti hai naaz tumhare liye ye sab krke..mai dil se krta hun aur tumhe mai khud hi nhi krne deta kuchh kyunki mujhe tumhe humesha protect krke apne paas rakhna hai..tumhe kabhi kuchh nhi hona chahiye, iss dar se nhi krne deta tumhe kaam" pouring his heart infront of her he touched his forehead with hers fanning her face with his breathes.

His words were the deepest confession of his love for her as well as the pain of loneliness which he went through.

His words made her realise that how wrong thoughts she was about to develop in her mind. If she wouldn't have let it out infront of him,it would have affected both of them leading to fights in them. That's why it is said to talk it out before it leads to misunderstanding.

She couldn't thank God enough for blessing her with sidharth in her life. He was the best blessing for her.

Bringing her hands closer to his face she held it in her hands making him look at her.

"Gadhi hun mai..pta ni kya soch rhi thi baithe baithe..i didn't mean to hurt you sidharth..aage se kabhi bhi aisa nhi sochungi..maaf krdo please" with tears brimming in her eyes she asked him for apology in her softest voice melting his anger instantly.

Pulling her to himself he took her in his embrace while she too wrapped her hands around him pushing her face in his chest.

"Aage se aisi bakwaas bilkul bardash nhi krunga mai naaz" whispered sidharth sternly wanting her to take his words seriously while she nodded her head in his chest kissing him there.

"Abhi bhi gussa ho?" she asked after a while bringing a slight smile on his lips. Sighing he tightened his hold around her letting her know that he was not angry anymore.

"tum bhut pyaare ho sidharth" she whispered in his chest making him break the hug. What was she? She just called him pyaara.

"ye dekho phir tum bolti ho k tum mujhe pamper nhi krti..gunda hun mai ek aur tumne mujhe chhota sa baby aur ab pyaara bhi bna diya hai..kisi ne bahr sun liya na mujhe pyaara bolte hue tum to mera sara khauf khatam kar dogi logon mai" he said faking his dislike towards the sweet names she gave him but in his heart he just loved her calling him with those names.

That's what she was for him. She makes him smile, make him feel loved and sometimes make him feel behaving like babies. This happiness he could never get in his life without her.

"tum logon k liye gunde ho par mere liye to mere sidharth ho..mujhe tum pyaare lgte ho par jab gussa krte ho to bilkul pyaare ni lgte" she giggled on her own words making him adore her.

"Chlo ab ye pyaara pyaara krna band kro..bhukh ni lgi hai ab..haan" taking her in his arms he walked towards the door while she wrapped her arms around his neck.

"tumhe meri care krni hai na to next time tum mujhe aise utha k ghumna..theek hai" said sidharth in all seriousness while moving downstairs.

There was extreme silence. They both looked at each other and the next moment they were laughing their hearts out.

That's what she brought in his life. Only he knew what does these moments mean to him.

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The evening was pleasant with the weather little cold. Leaning against his chest sitting in his lap on the hanging bed in the balcony she was sipping her tea while using the mobile with her other hand whereas sidharth was quietly sipping his tea keeping her close.

Her instagram message box was filled with messages which she was avoiding to read since long.

Another message pinged on her mobile screen taking her attention. Sidharth too looked into her mobile with the sound of notification.

She just clicked on it thinking to finally check the messages. The message was one of her fans asking why she wasn't releasing any new songs.   Her fans were missing her.

She started to read all the messages one by one and most of them were about her taking break from her work while some were concerned if she was okay or not.

She kept reading the messages showing some cute one to sidharth too who was amazed to see the love she receives from her fans.

They were reading the messages together now laughing at some adorable comments while some made her emotional too to which sidharth would kiss her forehead calming her before she could cry.

His mobile rang taking his attention. Seeing the caller id he got up from the bed and moved towards the railing of balcony.

Shehnaaz kept reading the messages touched with the love her fans shower on her.

Another new message popped up on her screen. It was a Diwali wish from one of her fans in advance.

The message made her look for the date making her realise that it was just a week left in diwali. The next moment her mind took her to the breakdown of sidharth as his parents were murdered on the night of diwali.

She didn't know what do he do on diwali. She had an idea that he might used to drink and waste the Diwali night to escape from the painful memories of the day.

Her sidharth had suffered a lot in his life. She didn't want him to live in those painful memories anymore.

A thought was there in her mind to celebrate diwali with sidharth wanting to replace his painful past by creating new memories for them to cherish together.

Another thought was about his reaction. She didn't know how would he take it. She was scared that what if it made him angry but she was ready to take his anger to release his pain away from his heart forever.

Thinking to fill his life with sweet memories laced with their love she looked at him who was busy in talking to someone.

"Bhai aapko aana hi padega..vo muh nhi khol rha hai apna" rana said for the second time to make sidharth agree to come to their place.

"tu apne tarike se try kar..khol dega muh vo" sidharth said sternly this time as he didn't want to go leaving his naaz alone again.

"Sab kuchh kar liya hai bhai..agr aur kiya to mar jayega ye bina btaye hi" rana said making such took a deep breath knowing his presence was needed there.

"dekhta hun mai..khana khila usko..bina muh khole marna ni chahiye vo" commanding him he disconnected the call and stood there in silence.

He needed to solve this matter soon to save Raghav. Sidharth had talked to raghav in the afternoon and was relieved to know that he was doing fine.

Doctors were discharging him tomorrow morning. Sidharth had told him to take a month leave from office. He would get him and his wife directly from the hospital in Raichand mansion for their safety.

No one knows that Raghav was admitted in hospital nor anyone knows about Raichand mansion. That would be easy for sidharth to bring them here without anyone knowing about this.

He was even ready to introduce his naaz to raghav and payal. He hadn't talked to her about their arrival yet but he would do soon. He needed to ask her if she was comfortable or not.

"Sidharth aa jao ab..hogyi baat" hearing her voice he walked back to her. Sitting beside her he took her in his arms while taking the mobile from her hand he kept it aside.

"I need to talk about something naaz" sidharth said being all seriousness while holding her closer.

"Mujhe bhi karni hai baat" turning towards him she too said in a serious tone taking his complete attention.

Note-

Diwali is coming. What do u think kya hoga?

One more Chapter to hit century. Excited? Aapka to pta ni par mai bhut hun.

Also the day sidharth talked about his parents death, 24 saal pehle uss date ko diwali thi and diwali ki dates change hoti rehti hain. I hope kisi ko confusion nhi hogi with the thought k uss ne to diwali wale din hi sab bataya tha to ab Diwali kahan se aa gyi.

And lengthiest chapter till date!!

Also jo vote and comment nhi krenge, unko mommos khane ki bhut bhut craving hogi par mommos milenge nhi. Then vo dubara yahan aayenge,vote and comment krenge tabhi unko mommos khane ko milenge..😌😌