PART 93
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Entangling his fingers with hers, sidharth was holding her hand keeping it in his lap while handling the steering with other hand driving in the city of Mumbai.
It was midnight so the roads were not too busy to get stuck in the traffic yet vehicles could be seen on roads.
Shehnaaz was sitting beside him in extreme worry and restlessness which was bringing tears in her eyes again and again.
Sidharth was continuously caressing her knuckles with his one hand trying to keep her calm while she couldn't help the tears forming in her eyes.
"Naaz, bola na rona nhi hai..pohnch gye hum bss" sidharth scolded her keeping his concentration on the road. His gaze was fixed on road yet he knew she was silently crying.
He softly told her not to cry several times in the whole drive knowing she was worried. He himself was worried too. Her not listening to him made him scold her.
His patience to see tears in her eyes was gone now knowing later it will affect her health.
Her eyes starts to ache soon after crying. He had witnessed before too that crying only pains her more with the headache and her eyes gets swelling which hurts later.
Though her worry was justified yet he didn't want his naaz to affect her health. He scolded her for her only.
"Bhut time lag rha hai..jldi chalao na sidharth, please" said shehnaaz wiping her tears after getting scolded.
Her low voice laced with worry and stress melted that thin layer of his anger which was rushing through him because of her tears.
He scolded himself for scolding her. He needed to keep his patience when she was stressed.
"Just pohnch gye baby.. stress kyun le rahi ho itna...pohnch gye bss" keeping his voice as soft as he could he tried to comfort her while concentrating on driving.
Within 10 minutes they were in hospital premises. Parking the car sidharth got off the car walking towards her side while she too came out of the car.
Holding her hand sidharth led her inside keeping her close being his over protective self while she quietly followed him in anxiousness.
"Mrs. Gurmeet Shergill?" sidharth asked the receptionist while she looked at both in shock and surprise. Ofcourse she had recognised the both but seeing them together made her look at them in suspicion.
Shehnaaz was too worried to notice her but sidharth's sharp eyes could see the suspicion in her eyes which he didn't like at all.
He does not allow anyone to give him questioning looks and this time his naaz was too with him so it was totally unacceptable.
"Room no??" clenching his jaw he banged his hand on the reception table while his extreme low harsh voice made the receptionist shiver on her place.
Shehnaaz looked at sidharth getting angry but she didn't understand the reason nor she herself was in a condition to know.
"208 Sir, 2nd floor...this way sir" receptionist managed to utter scared of him while showing them the way to lift.
Ignoring her sidharth pulled shehnaaz along leading her towards the lift. Entering the lift sidharth was about to push the button just then four men entered the lift discussing some reports in their hands.
The lift being not so big didn't let the people inside to have a sufficient distance from each other.
This did not go well with sidharth as shehnaaz was also there. Wrapping his a around her shoulder he pulled her closer creating a sufficient distance of the men standing beside them.
The lift stopped on the second floor while the men didn't move. Keeping shehnaaz sticked to himself sidharth took her out while the men inside the lift didn't realize who was there with them in the lift.
Holding her protectively sidharth led her towards the room her dadi was admitted in. Reaching the ward they found mr. shergill roaming anxiously infront of a room.
Shehnaaz rushed to her father while sidharth followed her.
"Papa" reaching to him she called her father taking his attention.
Seeing his daughter standing infront of him a sense of relief went through him.
"Sanu puttar" her father instantly took her in his embrace hugging her while sidharth stood at a distance looking at them.
Rajbir ji's eyes welled up. Finally his daughter was there. He was not alone. Last two hour were so heavy for him as he felt himself so alone when his mother went ill suddenly.
Few tears rolled down his eyes while he hugged his daughter tightly. He needed his daughter at this difficult time to hold him.
Feeling her father getting emotional shehnaaz rubbed his back trying to comfort him.
"Papa rona ni hai..aap bhut strong ho haina? ro na ni hai" she kept rubbing his back consoling him while sidharth stood there seeing how his naaz was consoling her father showing herself so strong while she herself was crying in the car.
He had realised this thing that though his naaz was sensitive and soft like kids but she has a sense of responsibility too in her.
Calming her father she broke the hug and made her father sit on one of the chairs placed outside the room. Kneeling infront of him she held his hands after wiping his tears.
"Papa aap kyun itni tention le rahe ho. Dadi theek ho jayegi, dadi bhut strong hain..aap jante ho na phir kyun tention le rahe ho...aap dekhna dadi theek ho kar fir se hmare paas hongi" she talked so maturely making her father understand with her soothing words which did help.
His father did feel relieved after listening to his daughter. Only a family member could soothe with such words which he needed the most at that time.
"Bhut samjhdar ho gya mera puttar" patting her head her father smiled at his daughter. His princess took his worry in an instant just with her words.
His eyes then moved to sidharth who was standing beside them at a distance. Nodding his head at her father sidharth greeted him which her father reciprocated with a nod and a smile.
"Kaisi hain dadi.. doctor ne kya bola?" holding shehnaaz's arm sidharth pulled her up from floor making her sit beside her father while he too took a seat on the other side of her father.
"Abhi kuchh nhi pta hai.. doctor bahr nhi aaye hain abhi tak" rajbir ji said looking at the closed door in front of them. His mother needed to be fine, that's all he wished at that time.
"She will be fine..aap fikr na kren" keeping his hand on her father's shoulder sidharth said politely giving him strength while rajbir ji nodded his head quietly.
"Naaz dhyaan rakhna, mai thodi der mai aata hun" getting up sidharth said looking at shehnaaz to which she nodded at him and he left from there.
"Papa aap itni tention mat lo...dadi theek ho jayengi" holding his hand shehnaaz tried to ease his worry while she herself was worried for her dadi.
"Bass maa theek ho jaye...meri tention bhi tabhi dur ho jayegi" her father took a long breath while resting his head back.
Shehnaaz kept talking to him to keep him diverted from his worry. Her father felt blessed to have a daughter like shehnaaz in his life.
A while later, sidharth came back with two cups of coffee in his hands. He had observed her father being tired as his face looked all stressed with the worry and the tiredness.
Thinking coffee could help him he thought to bring some for him.
"Coffee...kafi thake hue lag rahe hain aap" standing in front of him sidharth forwarded the cup to him which he accepted knowing he really needed this.
"Thank you" sidharth nodded his head while he forwarded the other cup to shehnaaz.
"Sidharth mera mann nhi hai..tum pilo please" she denied not feeling like to have anything. This, her ignorance to herself always makes sidharth loose his temper.
Giving her a stern look he offered the cup again making her accept it instantly. She knew well that he wouldn't think before scolding her when it comes to her health.
She had cried all the way to hospital and they didn't know for how long they had to stay there. He didn't want her to be stressed and feel tired.
"Sidharth tum bhi pilo coffee..abhi pta ni kitni der lag jaye yahan" rajbir ji said taking a sip from his cup.
"Mai theek hun..aap dono piyo" denying politely sidharth set beside shehnaaz folding his arms against his chest.
"Sidharth, thank you so much yahan aane k liye..mai maa k liye bhut dar gya tha" rajbir ji said thanking him genuinely. He really needed them to be with him.
He and his mother were the only two in the house. The moment he got to know about his mother's health, he got panicked being all alone.
The guards helped him to take his mother to hospital. For the first time he had felt so alone in his life. His mother was ill and his daughter was also not there. That moment took his peace leaving him with worry and restlessness.
Reaching hospital the first thing he did was to call his daughter. He didn't care if the time was correct or not. All he needed was his family beside him.
The moment sidharth answered the call, he realised not only shehnaaz but sidharth was there too for him.
As he told sidharth about his mother's health, he felt the same worry in sidharth's voice too.
He had almost ordered sidharth to come there as if he was his own son and the way sidharth obeyed him telling him not to worry and assured him that he was coming, he knew sidharth has become as important to them as shehnaaz was.
"Sidharth bhi utna hi apna lga jitni shehnaaz apni thi."
That moment he knew he has two children now to worry for him. He has two children to love. Same was the feeling with sidharth.
The way rajbir ji demanded sidharth to come, sidharth himself felt that command of a father in his words.
There was a sense of right in her father's voice for sidharth which he truly felt. Her father's words made him feel a sense of responsibility towards him.
Rajbir ji's demand made sidharth listen to him just as if he was his father and sidharth was his son.
An honest and a beautiful connection was there between the two. An understanding, a sense of responsibility existed between them.
"Thank you ki zroorat nhi hai..hum hain aapke paas humesha...akele nhi hain aap" sidharth said with seriousness and a sense of responsibility in his words as well as his voice which shehnaaz could feel too.
The way sidharth and her father's bond was growing so naturally, she couldn't thank God enough. It was a pure bliss to see their understanding, their feeling the rights on each other and the most important they cared for each other.
She wished to see a strong and beautiful bond between her father and her sidharth in future soon.
The door opened taking attention of all the three. The doctor of a very young age, must be around 28 just as sidharth's age came out along with a nurse beside him.
"Dr. how is my mother? Kya hua hai unhe?" getting up rajbir ji asked in hurry being worried for his mother.
The fact that his mother was ageing scares him to the guts. Though he have had enough time with his mother, still no child wants to loose their parents ever.
Every child wish to have their parents beside them till their last breath. Mr. shergill too was still a child for his mother, a child who doesn't want to loose his mother.
"Mr. Shergill, aapki mother ka blood pressure bhut fluctuate kar rha tha....bp bhut high tha.. breathing level bhi kaafi down chla gya tha but don't worry she is stable now...we need to keep her under observation for few hours" the dr. explained politely while the three were relieved knowing she was fine.
"Dr. if you allow, can we meet her?" shehnaaz asked taking doctor attention.
His eyes moved to her recognising her and her looking cute in a over sized t shirt and lowers made him stare at her admiring her.
Sidharth had made her wear lowers before leaving the house. As they were in hurry, she couldn't change her shirt. The oversized clothes were making her look too adorable.
Standing just beside shehnaaz with his one hand in his pockets, sidharth tightened his fist seeing the doctor staring his naaz.
His eyes could caught that stare of doctor which was burning his insides.
His stern gaze was fixed on doctor who was busy in adoring shehnaaz. No one had the right to lay their eyes on his wife.
"Dr. can we meet her?" his deep strong voice laced with sternness took everyone's attention specially shehnaaz who could feel the sternness of his words but reason was unknown to her.
She looked at sidharth while he was glaring the doctor.
The doctor looked at him and it didn't take him even a second to recognize him. The strong stern gaze of him made the doctor divert his gaze. He was confused that what sidharth was doing with them.
"Um...you?" he asked unsure of what to ask exactly. There was fear and hesitation both in his voice.
"He is family" they heard rajbir ji's voice before sidharth could reply.
Sidharth looked at rajbir ji who gave him an assuring smile with a nod. Sidharth didn't need to say anything anymore.
There was no hesitation in his voice to add sidharth's name in his family in front of people. In fact he knew that he wouldn't hesitate to introduce sidharth as his son in law in front of the world.
He had recognised sidharth enough to know his real personality, to know that he wasn't what people think of him.
If sidharth agrees, he could throw a party to his business world announcing the marriage of his daughter.
He knew sidharth was capable enough to shut every mouth who will dare to question shehnaaz. He could handle every damn question.
But rajbir ji knew it will be sidharth's decision totally whenever he wanted to let the world know about him and shehnaaz.
Rajbir ji was okay with whatever they choose. He will respect their every decision.
Sidharth looked at her father silently as his simplest words were still ringing in his mind.
Though on the day of their marriage, rajbir ji had told sidharth the same words that he was part of Shergill family but today it was different.
The words had lot more depth which sidharth could feel. There was another layer of belongingness in his words which surely went deep in sidharth's heart.
It was recognition of them being a family in front of everyone present there.
"Yes you can meet her. Make sure not to disturb her" the doctor said still shocked getting this new information of Shergills having some relation with Sidharth Raichand.
"Thank you so much dr." shehnaaz thanked him politely for treating her dadi while rajbir ji moved inside to meet his mother.
"That's my work ms. shergill" the doctor smiled at her warmly which she reciprocated with a polite smile.
Her reciprocating doctor's smile didn't go well with sidharth. Her smile was only for him. She didn't need to smile at that doctor which triggered sidharth's possessive self.
He could not take the doctor's stare on her. Though it wasn't a bad one, it was just him admiring her yet sidharth couldn't take it.
Holding her wrist sidharth pulled her towards himself while giving a hard glare to the doctor who looked surprised with his act.
Shehnaaz looked at him surprised with his sudden while sidharth didn't look at her as he was busy glaring at doctor with his jaw clenched.
Keeping shehnaaz close to himself he pushed the door open and moved inside pulling shehnaaz along while she quietly followed him feeling his grip too firm on her wrist.
She could feel his mood wasn't so good and the reason, she had no idea.
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"Dadi kaise ho aap abhi?" sitting beside her grandmother shehnaaz asked caressing her hair.
Her father too was sitting beside her holding her hand while sidharth stood beside shehnaaz at a little distance.
"Theek hun puttar..umar ho gyi hai na to koi na koi bimari lgi hi rehti hai ab to..tum log pareshan mat hua kro" dadi said smiling weakly making the father daughter emotional while sidharth too felt a wave of sadness rushing through him hearing her words.
"Dadi koi umar ni hui hai abhi aapki....aisi baatein mat kro..aap jaldi se theek ho jao phir hum ghar jaa k masti krenge jaise pehle krte the" kissing her forehead shehnaaz caressed her hair while dadi smiled weakly at her.
"Maa dra diya tha aapne mujhe..aise mat kiya kro" rajbir ji said helplessly though knowing it wasn't in her control. Holding her hand he kissed it being emotional.
"Kuchh ni hua hai puttar mujhe..tu ghabraya mat kar" dadi said assuring him seeing the tears in his eyes. Nodding her head in no she gestured him not to cry giving him a smile which he reciprocated for her.
"Abhi theek hain aap?" sidharth asked as dadi noticed his presence in the room.
"Sidharth puttar...aaja mere paas aake baith..wahan kyun khada hai" dadi called him close. Moving towards her he stood beside her while dadi gestured him to sit beside her on the bed to which obeyed.
"Kaisi hain ab aap?" sidharth asked again with a genuine concern.
He couldn't deny that he cared for shehnaaz's every family member since always. There was always a sense of attachment with them in his heart since shehnaaz took his heart.
The moment he got to know that he loved shehnaaz, her every belonging belonged to him too.
"Theek hun...tu kaisa hai bache" dadi asked him warmly. She had always liked sidharth. Though he was always quiet, not talking much and always in a serious mood yet she had seen his goodness always.
"Mai bhi theek hun... dhyaan rakha kren aap apna" sidharth said with a smile while shehnaaz and her father were watching the two with smile on their faces.
"Tum sab ho to puttar mera khyaal rakhne k liye.. ghar aate rha kro dono..tum bachon ko dekh kar rooh khush ho jati hai..mil jaya kro hume bhi bache..ab to ghar bhi khaki khali lagta hai" dadi's words made sidharth realise that they have unintentionally ignored her father and dadi in these days.
The realisation of him not taking care of her family made feeling of guilt ran through him. He should have taken shehnaaz to her home to let her spent some good time with her family.
Her family had only she to rely on and so was with him. He too have only his naaz as his family yet he shouldn't have keep her to himself only.
In last days, his breakdown had totally made them forget her family. His vulnerability kept her engaged in him only.
He felt himself responsible for not taking care of her family. Because of him she couldn't meet her father and dadi.
The guilt started to eat his insides as he felt himself irresponsible towards her family. This was her family but his heart had accepted them as his too.
The smile was no longer on his face yet he managed to control his emotions in front of her family keeping his face calm.
Shehnaaz was quietly observing him. She knew dadi's words must have affected him. Though dadi didn't intend to make him feel guilty but shehnaaz knew what sidharth must be thinking.
She herself was guilty for not taking care of her family but she didn't blame him at all. He wasn't at fault.
It was her responsibility to look after her family, though sidharth too will always be there for them.
He never stopped her from visiting her family but the situation didn't let them meet her family.
She had talked to her father on call but that wasn't enough. It was her responsibility to meet them, to know if they were doing well or not.
A knock on the door took everyone's attention. A nurse entered inside asking them to move out as dadi needed to take rest.
After meeting dadi once sidharth, shehnaaz and her father moved out of the room letting dadi have proper rest.
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Reaching in the parking lot sidharth moved towards his car. Standing against the call door he slowly leaned against it.
The moment they moved out of dadi's room he left from there to deal with the guilt eating him up from inside.
The guilt inside was triggering his emotion of anger slowly. He could feel anger building inside him as the thought of him not taking care of her family kept taking his peace away.
This anger, he was feeling on himself. Why didn't he realise that her family must be missing her? Why didn't he realise that they could have needed her too?
The moment her father told him about her dadi's health, he could feel helplessness in his voice. That helplessness was because he was alone handling everything.
Guards were there but that didn't matter. What he needed the most was his family beside, their moral support. That helplessness of her father was really bothering sidharth now.
Why didn't he think to take her to her family to have her time with them? Was he being too selfish keeping her to himself totally ignoring her family.
He never wished to keep her away from her family but unintentionelly without realising they surely left her family aside.
How her father must be feeling for not able to meet his daughter, thinking she didn't come to meet him. How much her dadi must be missing her only grand child.
His naaz too must have missed her father, dadi. She couldn't tell him thinking of him being emotional and vulnerable at that time.
The more he thought, the more his anger overpowered his senses. He should have understood her family's feeling too.
Fisting his palm he was about to bang his hand on the car door but her soft hands from behind held his hand.
It was his naaz, he knew!!
Turning towards her he found her glaring him angerily but like every other time, her anger couldn't fear him as she looked too cute in anger too.
"Humesha yahi karna hai na tumhe sidharth..mujhe bolte ho k mai apna khyaal ni rakh skti..khud ko dekha hai" pulling his hand back holding it in hers she scolded him while he stood there looking at her silently.
She was scolding him so sincerely that he wanted to be scared of her but couldn't feel any fear inside.
"Kya karne wale the sidharth abhi? aur Kyun?" glaring him she asked while checking his hand if he had already banged it before her reaching there.
Sidharth kept observing her care towards himself. The way she was checking his hand as if he was a kid, he wanted to love her with more depth.
She couldn't meet her family because of him and here she was again standing beside him, for him.
He knew she didn't have anything against him at all. She wouldn't even blame him for not letting her meet her father and dadi. He knew her too well and the same was with her.
How did he got so lucky to get her in his life. He wanted to keep this precious soul protected always.
Sometimes he feel her too good for himself but he didn't know how good he himself was.
"Sidharth mai kuchh puchh rahi hun na..kyun krte ho tum aise" she scolded him again but this time her voice held worry more than her cute anger.
She never liked him hurting himself like this in his anger. It always hurts her more than him.
Sidharth kept looking at his naaz with a smile on his lips while a thin layer of moistness was there in his eyes.
He could feel the worry in her voice for himself. The thought of her caring for him always makes him emotional.
Only she could bring his emotions out which he could easily hide infront of the whole world except her.
His emotions could come out raw in front of her only and the same happened again.
Taking a step closer to her he held her face in his hands looking into her eyes. Her eyes had extreme worry for him which he could see and that made him more emotional.
"I am so sorry naaz. Mai kabhi nhi chahta tha tumhe tumhari family se dur rakhna. Family ki importance bhut achhe se pta hai mujhe..fir bhi ye glti ho gyi" his words came out heavy as his emotions overwhelmed him.
That thin layer of moistness in his eyes made her heart ache for him. Those tears were because of her.
She couldn't let him blame himself for something he wasn't at all responsible for. It wasn't his mistake to apologize for.
Keeping her hand on his which were holding her face, she brought them close to her lips kissing his both palms showing her immense love for him.
Moving closer to him she stood on her toes cupping his face in her hands while he bent his face for her to hold.
"Sidharth you don't need to apologize. Tumhari koi glti nhi hai. Tumne mujhe nhi roka kabhi papa aur dadi se milne. Meri glti hai, maine dhyaan ni diya k ghar jaa k papa aur dadi se mil lun. Tum kahin galt nhi ho isme, tumhe guilty feel krne ki zroorat nhi hai" looking into his eyes she said every word with seriousness as well as politeness lacing in it.
He kept his hands on hers looking at her with moistness in his eyes while her words did soothe him. Her words did help him to feel relief from the guilt which was eating him up.
"Ab ye sab sochna band kro aur khud ko blame mat krna sidharth. I know you care for papa and dadi too. Jab papa bimar ho gye the, you made sure to make him fine arranging the doctor and nurse for papa till he didn't get fine. Hum khud mai thode busy ho gye the bss aur kuchh nhi. Aur tumse pehle ye meri responsibility thi papa aur dadi ka khyaal rakhne ki to glti meri hai tumhari nhi"' she kept her words as soft and polite so that he doesn't feel any guilt any more.
"Tumhari galti nhi thi naaz. Hum dono ki thi par ab hum dhyaan rakhenge k dubara ye glti na ho" sidharth didn't like her blaming herself the same way as she didn't like him.
Everytime they think about each other before themselves. That was something which would always keep then together because they understand each other's every unsaid word, they feel each other's every unexpressed pain, every unexpressed feeling.
"Haan abhi hum dhyaan rakhenge aur tum ye apna hath todna band krdo sidharth. Jab bhi gussa aata hai tumhe, apna hath todne lag jate ho. Nhi kiya kro aisa, mere se nhi dekha jata" she said seriously yet the worry for him could be felt in her words.
A soft smile came on his lips listening her words. Nodding his head at her he kissed her forehead while holding his hands she kissed his both palms.
"Abhi andar chalein, papa k paas" standing on her toes she wiped those drops of tears from the corner of his eyes.
Running his hand in his hair he inhaled a sharp breath making himself calm.
"Chalo" holding her hand in his they both moved inside.
He will make sure not to let her father and dadi feel alone anymore. He didn't want to feel this guilt ever again. She was equally important to them too and he will make sure they have their time with their daughter.
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"Excuse me dr." shehnaaz called the doctor seeing him in the corridor as they were moving to dadi's room.
Sidharth fisted his hand as she called the doctor. Why she had to call him? He himself would have asked him whatever they wanted to know while shehnaaz was completely unaware that her calling the doctor was making her husband's blood boil.
"Ji, miss Shergill. kahiye" the doctor came towards them with a smile plastered on his face seeing shehnaaz which sidharth very well noticed and now he really wanted to give a tight punch on his face to remove that smile off his face.
Clenching his jaw he looked at the doctor with that deadly stern gaze of him. Who was he to smile at his naaz?
Sidharth just couldn't tolerate that knowing well how the doctor was admiring her before. Only he had this right to admire his wife, to smile at her,to stare at her.
"Dr. dadi ko kab tak discharge kiya jayega. Kitni der under observation hain vo" shehnaaz asked politely while sidharth's grip on her hand tightened taking her attention.
Her eyes moved to him while his gaze was on the doctor and this time she could see him glaring at the doctor.
She was confused as why he was glaring the doctor as she failed to see how the doctor's gaze was fixed on her with admiration for her.
"2 ghante ho gye hain unhe under observation aur abhi tak bilkul stable hain vo. Agr unka bp dubara fluctuate nhi kiya to agle ek ghante mai, your dadi will be discharged" doctor said smiling at her to which she just nodded her head.
Witnessing sidharth holding her hand did confused him but he chose to ignore it while sidharth was standing there fisting his hand trying to keep his calm.
"Thank you doctor" she said and sidharth quickly pulled her hand to walk away from there before his loose his temper there only.
He didn't want the doctor's admirable gaze on his wife anymore. If he was somewhere outside, he would have lost his temper till now.
"One second, ms. Shergill" doctor called her from behind as they took few steps towards dadi's room.
Rubbing his index finger on his forehead sidharth gritted his teeth in frustration. Frustration of that doctor talking to her again and again.
Everytime the doctor called her ms. Shergill, he wanted to tell him that she was Raichand now.
This doctor seriously didn't want what was his talking to shehnaaz doing to sidharth. He was totally unaware of the fact that sidharth was developing an unnecessary disliking towards him which could lend him in trouble.
"Ji boliye" shehnaaz asked turning towards the doctor who was now standing just behind shehnaaz while sidharth too turned only to get his anger triggered more.
Sidharth was holding himself back only because he knew that the doctor wasn't looking at her in a bad way. There was nothing disgusting in his gaze yet he couldn't tolerate any gaze on his naaz.
"Pehli baar mila hun aapse aaj par aapke songs bhut sune hain maine. Bhut achha gaati hain aap. Aapke har gaane k lyrics dil ko chhuh jaate hain aur aapki awaaz bhut sukoon deti hai" the doctor praised her making her smile.
"Thank you so much dr. " she smiled at him which truly didn't go well with her sidharth.
His over possessive self just couldn't take that. She could have thanked him even without giving him that smile.
He was totally loosing his patience now. His mind couldn't give logical reasons of him as he just loose his senses to understand how his possessiveness make him behave.
"Naaz, chlo" tightening his hold on her wrist sidharth glared hard at doctor and pulled her along with himself walking away from there while she silently followed him feeling the sternness in his voice.
The doctor standing there with a frown looking at the two. Sidharth holding her hand and her obeying to him really surprised him and his mind was filled with confusion now.
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Opening the door of an empty room sidharth pulled her inside closing the door behind locking it.
Pushing her against the nearby wall sidharth caged her in his arms against the wall while shehnaaz took some seconds to understand his sudden move.
Moving her eyes up she looked into his eyes. Those deep oceanic eyes of his were red looking into hers and she could feel herself shivering seeing his strong gaze.
His jaw was clenched while his eyes were fixed on her only. She didn't understand what made him angry all of sudden.
They were all fine when they came back from the parking lot then what happened to him? Did she do something wrong?
His red eyes flashing the anger building inside him always scares her. She needed to know why was he angry?
"Sidharth tum...." she couldn't complete the sentence as sidharth held her jaw with his fingers digging in her skin. Pulling her face up he leaned closer to her letting her feel his warm breaths while she stood there totally caged under his hold.
"Why did you smile at him?" his words were strong and stern and so was his gaze at her.
His possessiveness for her wasn't letting his mind think, how he was behaving at that moment.
Every little thing related to his naaz effects him too deep after his breakdown. His that strong shell to tolerate things had broken with his breakdown and that makes him loose his control on his emotions for her.
This restlessness easily engulfs him nowadays when it comes to shehnaaz. That restlessness comes out in him being emotional or him being angry.
These two emotions of his gets triggered easily after him letting his vulnerable raw self come out. The same happened this time also which made him go strict with shehnaaz too.
His stern voice scared her while confusion was all over there in her mind. She didn't know what he was talking about. Whom did she smile at and when?
"Sidharth..mm.. kiski baat kar rhe ho...kisko smile di maine" she managed to ask under his strong hold and his breaths on her face did made her shudder in his arms.
No matter how close they get to each other, their proximity always effects her to the extreme.
She always feel those shivers in her body under his dominant self.
"That doctor!! that bloody doctor" sliding his hand around her waist sidharth pulled her to himself pushing her front against himself.
The way he said each word while gritting his teeth she knew he was furious. But her giving a genuine smile to doctor as he appreciated her work couldn't make him this angry.
She did not know about the doctor's admiration for herself which her husband didn't like at all.
"Sidharth he appreciated my work to maine thank you bola with a genuine smile..why are you getting so angry.. please calm down..relax kro" her hand moved to his cheek caressing his stubble softly as she tried to calm him.
Her words again did their magic in calming his nerves. He just needed to calm himself down to understand that he was over reacting under his possessiveness, under his emotional self.
Holding her hand which was on his cheek he kissed her palm. Loosening his hold on her he leaned against her loosening his weight on her while keeping his head on her shoulder.
Her hand reached to his hair. Caressing them she held his shoulder handling his giant body against herself.
"I am sorry naaz. I overreacted" he mumbled in her neck while his lips touched her skin with his every word making her inhale sharp breathe.
How she could help him to understand himself was just so precious for him. She could make him understand his actions which he fails to understand.
"Koi baat nhi. Relax sidharth..kuchh ni hua hai" she whispered running her fingers in his hair while he stayed there breathing in her neck while inhaling her fragrance which could calm his restless heart.
She knew well how his emotions gets triggered so easily nowadays. He was already extreme possessive for her and this triggering just pushed him to extreme.
Keeping his one hand on the wall beside her head sidharth took his weight off her as he was literally crushing her in him.
Calming himself down he moved his face out of her neck while she pulled his face down kissing his forehead.
"Abhi theek ho?" she asked giving him a warm smile which made him smile too. She always makes him feel blessed to have her.
"Hmm..chlo" holding her hand he kissed it and unlocked the room moving out.
Closing the door behind they moved towards dadi's room with a smile on their faces.
No one could handle sidharth the way shehnaaz does nor anyone could protect shehnaaz the way sidharth does.
Note-
A long chapter deserves........??????
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