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Resting his back against the bed sidharth was sitting on the floor. His eyes were closed while head was resting back on the edge of bed. His one leg was spread straight while the other one was folded upward letting him support his arm on his knee.

His hand had a bottle of alcohol which was near to finish. That was not enough. Another finished bottle was lying on the floor beside his leg.

The scenario inside the room shocked shehnaaz. She was surely not expecting this. He was disturbed but this was something she couldn't bring her mind into.

Realising that she was standing there like a dumb she quickly ran towards him. Kneeling down infront of him she kept her hand on his leg.

His eyes were still closed making her heart feel a deep ache inside.

The bottle in his hand took her attention. Seeing both the bottles nearly empty she felt he was in desperate need of alcohol the way he rushed to this room avoiding to answer her.

She was aware of his drinking habit but he never drank infront of her and she somewhere knew he never crossed his limit or may be he did but she didn't know.

She slowly held the bottle which was in his hand and tried to pull it but his grip was too strong. She tried but couldn't take the bottle from his hand.

Shifting more closer to him she stood up on her knees and cupped his face in her hands.

"Sidharth" she called him softly. Moving his head a little up sidharth opened his eyes. Her breathes stopped in her throat seeing his eyes which were extreme red.

What shocked her more was his eyes were moist. She could see tears in his eyes and that made her heart ache.

Her sidharth was crying? What happened to him? Was she herself the reason behind his this condition. The only thought of her being reason of his pain made her stomach churn.

"Kya hua hai sidharth? Tumne itna drink kyun kiya?" holding his face in her hands she asked him in her softest tone. But her voice betrayed her as she felt heavy inside.

Listening to her he silently looked at her . The moment he looked into her eyes she could see extreme pain in his deep ocean eyes. First time there was only pain in his eyes that she could see.

He kept looking at her for seconds. He was totally in his senses. His capacity to endure drink was extremely high that he never lost his senses after drinking. A slight tipsy he was for sure but he could understand what was happening around him.

He could see she was worried for him. Her eyes had restlessness for him. He didn't want her to get stressed because of him but he failed.

"Kuchh nhi, tum jao yahan se" his voice came out just as a whisper. Pushing her hands away from his face, he held the bottle close to his mouth.

"Sidharth chhodo ye, tumne pehle hi bhut pi li hai" she tried to take the bottle from him as he was about to take another sip. He pushed her hand away and took another sip.

His eyes had new tears forming as he drank more. Her heart cried seeing him like this. What happened to him? Why was he crying? And why he looked so broken? She had no idea, what pain he was going through.

The pain he had buried inside him and would always drink to bear that pain.

"Sidharth, please leave it. Utho yahan se. Room mai chlo please" she again tried to snatch the bottle from him. Drinking to this extreme would definitely harm him. She didn't want that at any cost.

"Naaz jao yahan se. mujhe akela rehna hai" sidharth strictly asked her to go while turning his face another side. Inhaling sharply he held the tears back which were about to fall down his eyes.

This was his pain and he alone had to bear it. She did not have to endure his pain. She deserved his happiness, his love, his care only but not his pain.

The extremely deep love of him for her didn't want to see her in pain, didn't want to see her worried. She didn't deserve his pain. It would break her too just like him.

Little did he knew that he was totally wrong this time. He needed to share his pain with her. She could heal his pain. She could help him. She could take this pain away from him.

"Mai nhi jaungi sidharth. I can't leave you alone like this. Please peena band kro pehle" she said angerily this time and snatched the bottle forcefully from him making him frustrate.

"Bottle do vapis" sidharth said angerily. His tone was hard scaring her but she didn't care about his anger this time. His health was more important.

It he had to shout her he could do but she wouldn't leave him alone. His anger wouldn't hurt her but his pain was hurting her.

"Nhi milegi. Chlo ab utho yahan se" keeping the bottle away she stood up and held his arm to pull him up too.

Questions were ringing in her mind continuously. She needed the answers which only he could give her. But seeing his condition she didn't want to ask him now.

His health was her priority for the time. He had drank over the limit. She was scared for him. He needed to throw up anyhow.

"Uth jao sidharth please" she again tried to pull him up but he was not making any effort to get up. He was just sitting there loosening his body. She didn't have the strength to pull his giant figure up by herself.

Huffing she set in front of him again. He looked at her once. Her eyes had tears brimming which made him turn his face to another side. That's what he didn't want. He didn't want her to see that pain in his eyes which he knew was clearly visible in his eyes.

He knew he didn't have the control on his emotions at that moment and he knew seeing him in pain would hurt her more than him. He would endure his pain alone but will not be alone to see her in pain because of him.

Biting her lips she held her tears inside as she knew he would never share his pain with her seeing her tears.

Moving closer to him she cupped his face in her hands again turning his face to herself.

"Kyun kar rahe ho sidharth aise. Mujhe batao na kya takleef hai. Kya hua hai sidharth. Please tell me. Mai hun na tumhare paas. Humesha!!" her voice got heavy seeing fresh tears in his eyes again.

Tears were brimming in his eyes again and again but he wasn't letting them fall down. He was pushing them back frequently.

He didn't want to fall weak but he didn't have the strength to keep himself strong too. His heart was wanting him to let it out. She was there and she will always be there with him.

Inhaling a sharp breath sidharth kept his one hand on hers which was holding his face. He was falling weak in front of her concern for himself.

Someone was there for him this time and the realisation was letting him fall weak in front of her. She will handle him, she will hold him into herself.

She moved more closer to him sitting in between his legs while caressing his cheeks with her thumbs.

A tear fell down his eyes even after controlling himself. He inhaled another sharp breathe not to let more tears fall down. Her lips pressed together as she tried to control her sobs while wiping his tear.

A sharp pain shooted in his head making him wince loudly. His head throbbed so hard making it difficult for him to tolerate. Holding his head in his hands he winced as he felt extreme ache in his head.

"Sidharth kya hua? please mujhe batao" she got extremely worried listening his wince. Him being in pain was breaking her insides so bad. She held her hands on his trying to comfort him.

"Sona hai mujhe. Sar dukh raha hai" gripping himself again he tried to get up. Shehnaaz stood up instantly and held his arm pulling him up. He had to take her support this time.

Standing along with him she wrapped his arm around her neck. He let her do feeling himself weak to stand. He didn't want to make her a part of his pain but he also had trust on her that she will handle him.

"Dhyaan se sidharth" wrapping her another hand on his waist she hold him more tightly as he stumbled while walking.

Keeping her hold strong on him she led him out of the room slowly.

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Balancing him with her one hand which was around his waist she pushed the door of their room opening it.

Taking him inside she carefully walked towards the bed and softly pushed him on the bed. Lying back on the bed sidharth held his head with his both hands trying to press it hard to reduce the pain he was feeling in his head.

He had seriously crossed the limit of drinking today. Though he had a good capacity to endure alcohol he shouldn't have drank to this extreme. Two bottles were surely not so good for one's health.

Seeing him wincing in pain, tears flowed down her eyes which she was trying to control so hard till now.

His legs were hanging down the bed while he was lying in an comfortable position. Wiping her tears she started to take off his shoes along with socks while fresh tears rolled down her eyes again.

Balancing herself on her knees on bed she pulled his head up keeping a pillow under his head. Getting off the bed she held his both legs and shifted them on the bed somehow. Making sure he was comfortable now she quickly ran out of the room.

Running downstairs she went to kitchen. Taking a lemon from freezer she quickly made a lemonade and taking an extra lemon she ran upstairs.

Reaching the room she ran inside and kept the glass on side table.

"Sidharth ek minute uth jao bas, ye pilo please. Tumne bhut zyadan drink kar li hai" caressing his cheek she pleaded him not realising her tears flowing continuously.

She had never seen him so weak nor she had handled such situation before. She was getting anxious with every passing second.

Wincing in pain he tried to uplift his head. She quickly hold his head in her hands while sitting behind him. Keeping his head on her shoulder she held him to herself while took the glass with other hand.

Bringing the glass close to his mouth she made him take a sip. Drinking a sip he instantly pushed the glass away hiding his face in her chest like a small baby not feeling like to drink more.

Her breathe hitched inside the moment his face digged in her chest. The situation was tough but she couldn't stop the sensations she just felt in her whole body with his touch somewhere she had never been touched by anyone except she herself.

The feeling was new but not wrong. It felt too intimate for her but the warmth of the feeling was smoothly intense.

"Sidharth pina padega ye. Theek ho jaoge tum, please thoda sa aur pilo" holding his head closer she whispered pleading him. Loosening himself into her hold he nodded his head in no.

"Sidharth thoda sa please" taking his face out she forcefully made him drink another sip. One after another and she was successful to make him half of the glass.

It was limit. He couldn't drink more. Moving his face away he digged it into her chest again. He felt himself to rely on her totally loosing himself into her.

Keeping the glass back on the table she held his head and carefully placed it in her lap. Making him comfortable she started to press his head trying to soothe his pain.

Moving his legs restlessly on bed he kept his hands on hers trying to press his head more hard. Taking the indication she started to press his head as hard as she could to take his pain away.

Another second he got up hurriedly as a feeling to throw up rushed through him. She too quickly stood up helping him to reach washroom. Before he could reach the washroom, he threw up near the washroom in the room only not able to control.

She quickly hold his one arm while wrapping her hand around his waist. He kept his one hand
on the wall beside to balance himself more while vomiting.

She kept rubbing his back anxiously. Her tears were unstoppable today seeing him in this condition.

Throwing out he held his head again as another wave of pain shoot inside his head.

"Sidharth mere sath chalo" holding him she walked inside the washroom while he just loosened himself totally on her feeling extremely drained out.

Making him stand in front of washbasin, she opened the tap.

"Muh kholo sidharth" filling water in her hand she asked him to open his mouth to which he obeyed tiredly. She rinsed his mouth and then sprinkled water on his face washing it clean.

Taking a towel on her shoulder she led him out of washroom. Making him sit on the bed she wiped his face properly which he just laid back not having enough energy to sit.

Keeping the towel on sofa she covered him with duvet and tried to get up but his hold on her wrist stopped him.

Gazing at her with his half opened eyes he let her know that he wanted her close to himself.

"Abhi aayi" bending on him she kissed his forehead letting him know that she will be there with him. He left her wrist unwillingly yet knowing that she would come.

Taking an oil bottle she hurriedly walked to him.
Sitting on the bed she took his head in her hands and placed it on her lap.

Pouring a sufficient amount of oil in his hair she started to massage his head with her finger tips giving him much needed relief from his pain. Moving his hand back he held ger wrist softly while she kept massaging his head.

With minutes passing his headache was subsiding with her massage. Feeling relief he slowly drifted to sleep. Making sure he was asleep she got up and kept the oil bottle back.

Shen then cleaned his vomit. It was the first time she was doing anything such but she did not feel bad even for once. She had grown up like a princess in her home and today she cleaned his vomit without any problem.

Washing the floor clean she went to washroom to freshen up and change her clothes into a night suit with buttoned shirt and lower.

It was 12 at night. Tiredly she went to bed and got into duvet making sure not to disturb his sleep. Lying close to him she started to caress his hair not wanting to sleep.

Feeling her touch in sleep sidharth opened his eyes lazily. Her gaze was on him only. He was not fully in senses yet he could see her moist eyes.

She handled him so well. His head ache was gone but the impact of alcohol was still there. He was not feeling good inside. There was unpleasant restlessness inside him which was churning his stomach.

He needed her to calm his nerves, to subside that unpleasant feeling inside. He needed to feel her warmth to feel peace inside.

For the moment he just wanted to think about himself. He wanted to keep his overprotective self aside and just wanted to feel her to soothe himself. He wanted to be selfish for once.

Shifting closer to her he hid his face in her chest. Again the same feeling she felt feeling his breathes on her intimate part. Her hands entangled into his hair even before she could process her own reaction.

His hand moved to her waist clutching it with all the strength he had inside. Pulling her into himself he digged his face deep into her cleavage letting his breaths fall on her skin. Her body was feeling burning sensation inside.

Inhaling sharp breaths she kept massaging his hair soothing his pain as well as giving him pleasure.

Neither he asked her to feel her nor she resisted him. He felt it's his right and she felt it's her duty. Neither it was forceful from his side nor it was against her will.

She was nervous yet comfortable while he was feeling her warmth. It was just a small step from both of them yet it was too intimate for both of them. Every little moment was something deep for them.

Breathing in her chest he had the urge to feel her more. His insides was still not at peace. He slowly pull his head out to look at her.

Her eyes were closed and her breathes were heavy letting him see his effect on her. Her  hand was massaging his head softly.

"Naaz" a slow tired whisper left his mouth as he waited for her to look at him. Opening her eyes she looked into his which were already gazing her.

Looking into her eyes with his tired ones he moved his hand to her front. Her breathe got heavier sensing where was it going.

He kept looking into her eyes while his hand held her shirt button opening it slowly. She felt her breaths stopped in her throat while he opened her first button. She could feel herself shivering and he felt that too.

He opened his other arm gesturing her to keep her head on his arm. Moving her head towards him she slowly placed her head on his shoulder.

They were silent but their eyes were talking. Her reactions were answering his actions. This silence was their way to express their feelings in the best way.

He slowly opened another button of her shirt while his eyes never left hers. Her eyes were wanting to close but he didn't want her to close her eyes.

He didn't ask her to do anything, he didn't feel the need to ask her. They were of each other in every way but he wanted to see her reaction if she was comfortable and she was. She just submitted herself to him again.

He was hers and she was his. That's what mattered to them.

As he opened the third button of her shirt her eyes got closed automatically breaking their eye contact. He didn't force her to open her eyes this time. Her reaction gave him his approval.

Opening another button he wrapped his arm around her bare waist pulling her into himself while his face digged into her curves making her clutch his hair harshly.

His lips touched her skin making her inhale sharply while his hand roamed on her bare back feeling her. Biting her lips she felt the sensations rushing inside her. The only piece of cloth was there as a barrier between his lips and her skin.
For now he just wanted to feel her warmth as close as he could.

Years later he had someone to rely on, to let his weak emotional self come out. Never in his life someone was there to console him. But this time God blessed him this angel to soothe him.

Closing his eyes he let his lips touch her exposed skin which she let him what he felt to do. He kept brushing his lips on her skin while her hand on his head kept him close to herself.

Touching his lips just on her curves he sucked her skin over the cloth. Her lips parted as she inhaled sharply. His lips brushed on her exposed skin. Softly kissing her cleavage he let his lips linger there.

His head was starting to spin again making him loosen his head on her totally.

Her fingers were massaging his head softly relaxing his nerves. His head was still heavy while her hands were relaxing him. Keeping his face into her warmth he let himself fall into sleep.

His hold on her waist was tight while his face was totally digged into her skin. He was asleep again but she wasn't.

She was wide awake. This incident had a huge effect on her. So many questions had arose in her mind after this incident.

What had actually happened with him? Why was he so broken today? He was in pain. She didn't know what must have happened with him.

What if he was alone,how would he have handled himself? What if she wasn't there? Was he alone always? These thoughts were making her stomach churn. Thinking what must he have had buried inside enduring this pain which she was still not aware.

Fresh tears rolled down her tears unknowingly as his painful gaze flashed infront of her eyes. She could never see him in pain. 

He was always strong hard personality while extreme pain he had kept buried inside. How was he living his life like this?

Sobbing silently she caressed his hair while keeping her head on his. Feeling tired herself too she let the sleep engulf her.

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The pleasant voice of chirping birds reached her ears breaking her sleep. Rubbing her eyes she looked around.

It was morning. Her head snapped to the other side of the bed. She was startled seeing the empty bed. Where was he? He was not in a condition to leave the bed so early.

She looked at the time. It was 9 in the morning. She was again late in getting up but where did sidharth go and how was his health. She was worried.

Getting up quickly she wore her slippers just then the room door opened and there was he.

He entered inside in a simple white shirt and black lowers. Seeing him it looked like he came from somewhere.

"Sidharth theek ho tum?" rushing to him she stood infront of him holding his hand.

He stood there calmly while gazing deep into her eyes. He could see worry, restlessness, fear and extreme pain. All these emotions in her eyes was for him.

"Hmm, theek hun" keeping his hand on hers which was on his wrist he said softly while she took a relaxing breathe.

"Itni subah subah kahan chle gye the?" she couldn't stop herself from asking him. He wasn't fine last night. He should have taken rest, there was no need to go out.

Asking him her mind wondered to last night. Did he remember anything of last night? He was highly drunk. She doubted if he remembered or not.

Lost in her thoughts she did not realize that her cheeks had turned red while moments of last night flashing in front of her eyes.

Sidharth was observing her silently. He could see those soft cheeks of hers turning red and her being lost in her thoughts. Did he knew the reason?

"Naaz" taking a step closer to her he cupped her face in his hands.

Her thoughts break as she felt his touch. She looked at him softly waiting for him to speak. He was gazing at her calmly.

"Kahin jana hai. Tyaar ho jao" his voice was extremely calm yet his tone was authoritative to make her nod without any questions.

"Tum pakka theek ho na?" she asked keeping her hand on his. He nodded his head in yes while removing his hands.

"Go, get ready" ordering her softly he moved out of the room. She stood there looking at the door.

She needed to get her answers. It was the time!! 

Note-

Revelation of sidharth's past is on its way.

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