
PART 75
"What is this naaz. I'd called you more than 5 times. Why were you not answering my calls" sidharth held her shoulders angerily as she set in his car.
He was beyond worried as she wasn't picking up his calls. Calling Arjun he got to know that she was done with her today's shoot and was in her vanity. Why didn't she answer his calls then? She was free. right?
She was sitting quietly there. He scolded her but she didn't react. It made him restless. Why wasn't she reacting? What happened to her?
"Naaz, did u hear me?" sidharth kept his voice soft this time. She didn't look at him. She was looking straight. Why was she behaving so different.
Looking around sidharth took a deep breath. They need to go from there.
"Seat belt naaz" sidharth said while starting the car.
She didn't react again. He looked at her. She looked lost.
He was already restless since morning and her silent behaviour was making him more anxious.
Bending towards her sidharth buckled up her seat beat worriedly. Looking at her, he kissed her side forehead and moved back driving away from there.
Reaching on a vacant road, sidharth stopped the car alongside road. He looked at her. She was still the same. He couldn't read her expressions. What was going inside her.
"Naaz, look at me" unbuckling his seat belt sidharth turned towards her. Caressing her cheek softly he looked at her expecting her to talk.
Neither she replied nor she looked at him. It hurt. It hurt so bad inside.
Cupping her face in his rough hands sidharth turned her face towards himself. Her eyes moved to him looking into his eyes.
Her eyes had an unknown pain, his eyes had the restlessness for her!!
"Kya hua hai, talk to me. Kuchh hua hai naaz?" his voice filled with extreme worry yet the softness in it made her eyes fill with tears.
Leaning her face in his hands, she sobbed softly. His heart felt stabs with her cries.
"Why u crying baby. Did something happen to you? Tell me!!" sidharth wiped her tears with his thumb while fresh layer of tears rolled down her cheeks again.
Extending her arms to him while crying she pleaded him to take her in his arms!!
Pulling her up sidharth grabbed her hips and pulled her in his lap. She hide her face in his neck holding on to his shoulders tightly.
Sidharth rubbed her back anxiously as she cried in his neck. Her tears falling on his neck were paining his heart.
It take every ounce of his strength to see tears in her eyes. Those tears always makes him weak. He just couldn't tolerate her in pain. She was in pain, that's why she was crying.
"Please stop crying baby. Please!!" he almost pleaded in heavy voice as he heard her another loud sob.
She closed her eyes tightly as she heard his plead. What could she do except crying?
There was so much going inside her. She was worried for him.
She was in pain thinking of him getting any kind of pain.
She couldn't hide anything from him nor she could tell him the truth. She was in a dilemma.
She was scared even if she agreed to follow that man's order, what will he ask her to do?
She was too innocent to deal with anything such.
"Naaz stop crying. No more tears naaz!!" sidharth scolded her strictly as he felt she wasn't stoping from crying.
His strict tone did its work like always. She stopped crying but she was so emotional at that time that to control her tears she bite on his neck digging her teeths deep in his skin.
"Hssh...naaz" sidharth hissed as she bite him so hard. Realising what she did, she started sucking his skin soothing the bite.
Unknowingly she was giving him pleasure making him go high on his desires.
Pulling her face out of his neck, sidharth made her look at him.
"Do u realise, what are u doing?" his deep husky voice made her already red cheeks go more red while she bit her lower lip realising her bite.
"Stop doing this naaz" freeing her lip from her teeth with his thumb sidharth warned her strictly making her look down like a scared puppy while still being in his lap.
"Now tell me, what happened?" he asked calmly.
Her eyes showed a fear which he could see but didn't understand. She inhaled a sharp breath while still looking down in her lap.
"I just want to go home. Take me home sidharth" whispering in a tired tone she leaned on him keeping her face on his shoulder.
She was in a dilemma. She had no idea what should she do.
Sighed sidharth agreeing to her. He knew something was bothering her and he will surely vet to know the reason behind her tears.
Her calling that house home made him realise, that was actually a home now with her in it. Her presence with him in that house was actually giving a true home vibes.
"We are going home. Go back to your seat naaz" sidharth tried to move her but she held onto him more tightly clinging on him like a baby.
"Keep me here only. Please" she whispered near his ear and he agreed without any further question.
With her lying on him like a kid, sidharth started the car and drove towards their home.
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"You did wrong sidharth. You did so wrong. I will make sure,you pay for it" drinking like a mad, a man was sitting alone in a room while crying miserably.
"I will make you beg infront of me for the life of your loved ones sidharth. You will cry just like i am crying right now" taking another sip,he got up from the sofa and walked towards a table placed in the corner of the room.
"I miss you. I miss you so much" taking a picture placed on the table, he kissed that picture and cried again.
"How dare you Sidharth Raichand. How dare you? Jo tumne kiya hai na uski saza tumhe zroor milegi aur har uss insaan ko milegi jo tumse juda hua hai" drinking the whole bottle he threw it harshly on the ground and moved towards the bed.
Throwing himself on the bed, he just slept like that while cursing sidharth in his sleep.
A woman entered in the room and cried seeing the condition of the person lying on bed.
"Mera bacha" kissing his forehead she settled him on bed covering him with duvet. Caressing his hair for some time, she walked out of the room.
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"Bhukh ni hai" sitting quietly on the sofa in living room, she denied to have food. She didn't feel the appetite to eat.
"What is this naaz. Na mujhe kuchh bta rahi ho, na khana kha rahi ho, what's the problem. Just tell me" sidharth was getting irritated now.
He had tried so hard but she is not telling him anything. Why was she hiding anything from him? It was causing him worry and on the other hand, he was not liking her not telling anything to him. She always shared everything to him. Then why she couldn't do the same now.
"Sidharth i told you na, koi baat ni hai" she said little frustrated. She was already worried thinking about the coming day.
It was so difficult for her to hide anything from her sidharth. Her heart felt heavy to lie to him. But she didn't find any other option.
"Naaz you know that u can't lie. You are too bad at it so stop trying. What's bothering you. Just tell me the damn truth" asked sidharth in a harsh tone now while holding her upper arm. Her behaviour was really bothering him now. He wasn't liking it.
"Why should i sidharth? Tum bhi to mujhse kitni cheezain chhupaate ho. Agar tum nhi batana chahte to mai nhi puchhti. Abhi I don't want to tell you, then why u can't stop asking? Why should i answer you when you can't do the same. " shouted shehnaaz angerily.
Her worry was coming out in anger now. She was too naive to handle this situation and it was breaking her patience level for the first time.
Sidharth was shocked to hear her reply. He kept looking at her silently. His naaz never talked to him like this.
His grip loosened on her arm and he took his hand back. Her eyes followed his hand and then she looked at him.
His eyes showed extreme hurt for the first time!!
Her heart broke into millions of pieces realising what she just did. How could she do that? How could she say that to sidharth? How dare she talk to him like this?
Getting up from the sofa sidharth moved towards stairs.
"Sidharth" she called him getting up from sofa and ran towards him while tears rolled down her eyes.
How could she hurt him? Why did she hurt her sidharth?
She ran behind him while he was too fast to climb the stairs and moved inside their room.
Running fastly she tripped on the stair injuring her knee. Sitting on the stair she looked at her knee. Blood was starting to ooze of the wound. Wiping her tears she ignored the wound and ran for him again.
The pain of the wound felt nothing infront of the pain, she just felt hurting him.
She never wanted to hurt him. She didn't even realise when those words slipped out of her mouth. She wanted to kill herself for that.
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"Sidharth" she called him but he was not in the room. She quickly ran towards balcony.
Entering inside she found him standing there leaning on railing while puffing the cigeratte.
The smoke made her cough like always. She couldn't stand in that dirty smoke .
Sidharth new she was there. Throwing the cigarette down on floor he crushed it with his shoes.
He didn't turn and kept looking at nothing particular. He was angry. He was hurt. Her talking to him like that did hurt him but he could take easily but not her hiding something from him. That he could never take.
Her saying that he too hid things from her, they was something he didn't expect her to say. Those words pained him inside so bad.
It was her safety only that he hid things from him. He knew how soft she was to know about his work.
He kept his own self on back keeping her safety on priority. The only reason was that he loves her. He cares for her. He wants to keep her protected.
A soft pair of arms wrapped around him from back breaking his thoughts. His touch was so soothing but his anger was burning inside today. She herself was the reason for this.
"Sidharth i am so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I am sorry for every word i said. I don't mean them sidharth. You know me" she whispered against his back holding him tightly.
Her face was leaned on his back as she asked for apology softly.
Gritting his teeth, sidharth tightened his fist. Pulling her wrist resting on his stomach, he turned towards her and pushed her against the wall harshly.
Caging her in between himself and the wall, sidharth looked at her with his red eyes, which showed extreme anger.
Her breaths!! She couldn't breath she felt seeing his anger. He looked dangerously dangerous at that moment and she was truly scared.
"How dare you say that to me shehnaaz?" sidharth asked gritting his teeth while breathing dangerously close to her face. His anger was making him loose his senses now.
Her heart ached as he called her shehnaaz not his naaz. She herself was responsible. Her eyes moved down in guilt.
She couldn't look into his eyes knowing that she
will see hurt in those eyes. The hurt which was caused by her only.
"You said i hide things from you..hmm?" holding her jaw tightly he made her look into his eyes.
Her eyes were starting to fill with tears now!!
"Listen shehnaaz, i hide things from you for you only. I hide things from you because i know you are too soft, you are too naive to take that" he looked deep into her eyes. His voice had anger but she could feel the pain behind that anger.
"You are too sensitive to know about my that world. That world is dark and dangerous. You can't know about that world. That is not something for you to know. That is not something for you to worry" his breathed on her face with each word he said.
Her words really hurt him. He didn't expect her to question him.
"I belomg to the same dark world shehnaaz. I am dangerous too but this is important for me to be alive in this world. And now this has become important for me to keep you protected too" he hold on her jaw tightened with each word.
He had to explain to her his actions today. It was painfull for him that she didn't understand him. He had to make her understand giving explanations.
Shehnaaz was listening to his every word silently and carefully. His words showed his care even in his anger.
Whatever she said, she never meant that. She never needed an explanation from him. She trusted him enough to not to ask him any question. Then why did she utter those words.
She was not someone to loose control in anger and say nonsense. She couldn't talk anything like this even in anger. She was so angry and disappointed with herself.
"Sidharth" she tried to cup his face but he stopped her and held her both wrists against the wall above her head with his one hand while his other hand was still holding her jaw tightly. It was hurting her but she didn't stop him. She deserved this, this time.
"I have reasons to hide things from you. Don't you understand this simple thing?" he asked angerily.
She nodded her head to let him know that she understands. She really understand this.
"Now tell me what is the thing you are hiding from me?" taking a deep breathe sidharth tried to control his anger.
She didn't know what should she do now. She was looking at him nervously not speaking a word.
Her silence was really making him loose his every ounce of patience.
"You know shehnaaz, you need to tell me everything right now because I know you can't protect yourself on your own and I need to know everything about you to keep you away from danger. Do you understand?" roared sidharth making her flinch with fear. She quickly nodded her head at him.
"This world is not the way it looks like shehnaaz. It is too cruel for people like you. No one here wants to see you happy. No one wants to see you reach where they themselves can't. No one cares for you except your own family" his voice was authoritative yet there was an ounce of softness this time.
He knew she will easily get trapped if he didn't come to know what was she hiding. It could be something dangerous for her.
"I know sidhh..." she tried to speak.
"If you know then why don't you tell me the bloody truth. Just spit it out. You can't hide anything from me shehnaaz. Keep this in mind" sidharth said in harsh strict tone.
His behaviour was really hurting now. She was at mistake but he was going too harsh now. She was controlling her tears because she really didn't want to be weak at that time.
"Sidharth...i ....need time. I will...tell you.. everything" she whispered softly. Her voice showed the same pain which he himself was feeling inside.
"Please" her soft plead made him realise how harsh he was going on her. His hold on her jaw loosened and he left her arms too. Her jaw has become red with his fingers mark while she felt extreme pain in her shoulders for keeping her arms up for long.
"In next 24 hours, you are going to tell me the truth shehnaaz" leaving her there he dashed out of the balcony.
She thumbed down on floor as tears rolled down her eyes. The tears of her own pain. The tears of giving him pain.
She was already trapped to take a right way!!
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Drinking continuously sitting in another room, sidharth was trying to cool down his nerves.
Why was his naaz hiding anything from him?
What had just happened to her?
Why couldn't she share everything with him like always?
What was bothering her? He was worried for her.
What if she get into some trouble? She couldn't deal it herself. She was just a baby. He had to do something to know the truth.
He could feel it was something wrong. Really wrong.
Gulping down the alcohol, he was remembering his own deeds too of few minutes ago.
Realising that how he behaved with her he cursed himself thousand times.
He couldn't loose control on his anger in front of her. Why did he went so harsh on her.
Pulling his hair harshly in frustration, sidharth cursed himself.
Keeping the bottle on table, he moved out of the room.
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Entering in their room he didn't find her there. He quietly walked towards balcony.
There she was still sitting there crying like a baby. Why she can't control her tears? it hurts him!!
Her hands was holding her knee which took his attention. He could see a blood stain on ger lower which made him worried.
Did she get hurt? Why didn't she tell him?
Kneading down in front of her, he softly moved her hand away from her knee.
Without saying anything, he took her in his arms and moved inside their room. Making her lay on the bed, he set near her knee.
Pulling her lower up revealing her knee, sidharth hissed seeing the wound. It was still bleeding.
He glared at her for her carelessness while she was sobbing silently looking down.
Taking first aid box, sidharth cleaned the wound as soft as he could. Applying ointment on it, he tried to keep her leg straight.
"Ahh... sidharth nhi, dukh raha hai bhut" she winced as the knee wound was letting her to straighten her leg.
"Okay..okay..relax" sidharth took pillows and adjusted them under her leg giving her leg much needed support.
"Dhyaan nhi rakh skti apna" he scolded her wiping her tears.
"Tum ho na dhyaan rakhne k liye" her voice got heavy as she got emotional again.
Sidharth looked at her listening her. Her eyes moved to him looking deep into his eyes. Her eyes were asking for forgiveness while his eyes too were filled with guilt for his behaviour.
"I am so sorry sidharth. I didn't want to hurt you" not caring about her injury she jumped into his arms making him hold her waist balancing her.
Cupping his face in her hands, she pressed her lips on his giving the biggest shock of his life to him. He didn't expect her to initiate the kiss.
She started sucking his lips with all the love she had for him making him realise the situation. Pulling her more into him, sidharth let her kiss him the way she wanted. He let her dominate him tonight.
Tears were flowing down her eyes as she kissed him asking for apology. She kissed him letting him know that she never wanted to say those words. She never wanted to hurt him.
She kept sucking his lips and bit his lips while he just sucked her lips softly giving her the opportunity to do whatever she wanted.
He knew she wasn't okay. If this kiss could calm restless heart, he will be the happiest person.
Going breathless she left his lips and joined her head with his panting badly. Sidharth made her
sit in his lap and kissed her hair calming her breaths.
"I am sor..." calming down she again tried to say sorry.
"Shh..quiet" sidharth stopped her keeping his finger on her lips.
"I know u were frustrated at that time. It's okay. And i am sorry for my behaviour" sidharth looked at her softly and leaning on her he gave a soft suck to her lips and just pecked them.
"Sleep naaz. You are already hurt" he reminded her about her wound and made her lay back carefully not wanting to hurt her knee more.
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"You will be fine right?" sidharth asked 50th time as they reached her shoot location.
Her wound was not healed yet. He wanted her to take rest but she didn't want to take a leave. It was just the start of her shoot and she didn't want to give a bad impression of herself and moreover she had something important to do something. She was stubborn enough today to make sidharth agree to her.
"Mai theek hun sidharth sachi" she smiled at him assuring him.
"Take care" kissing her forehead sidharth let her go with a very heavy heart. She was in pain and he couldn't do anything.
Giving a kiss on his chest she moved out of the car and walked inside her set.
Once she was inside, sidharth took out his mobile and dialed a number.
"Haan,she is here. Keep a check on her. Kuchh bhi gadbad lge, you will call me right away and she has a little knee injury so make sure she doesn't stand for long. Dhyaan rakhna uska" sidharth instructed one of her bodyguards.
He had already talked to her bodyguards to keep a check on her. If someone is meeting her or she is worried or anything, they will immediately call him.
There was no way he was doubting on her. He knew that she will not tell him, whatever she was hiding. He needed to know that to make sure that she wasn't in any problem.
He could anything for her safety. Even if it was spying on her. He didn't want her to get into something dangerous.
It is his responsibility to make sure that she is safe and he will do that anyhow!!
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