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Sidharth looked at shehnaaz for a moment. She was looking at him shocked as the voice of firing still rang in her mind. It was the first time she had seen him killing someone.

"Uska marna zroori tha" sidharth looked into her eyes. His confident hard voice let her know that he had no regret.

She just kept looking at him silently. Was taking someone's life that easy for him? Her sidharth it was.

"Tumne kisi ki jaan li hai sidharth" whispered shehnaaz again as everything was registering in her mind. Even though sharma did so wrong with her but she couldn't wish death for anyone and here her sidharth killed him without even flinching.

How could he be so heartless at a moment? She was realising one thing , sidharth was totally a different person with her and a different person for rest of the world whom she didn't know.

She didn't know the sidharth whom this world knew!! Her sidharth was the one, who cared for her every little thing!! He was two different personalities.

She would never be able to understand him!!

Sidharth kept looking at her for a while.  Those questions in her eyes hurt him. Why she had to question him? He never liked that.

Holding her arm sidharth pulled her towards himself. She looked at him little startled because of the sudden pull.

"Maine uski jaan li kyunki usne meri jaan ko chot pohnchane ki koshish ki" his intense red eyes and hard voice made her shiver. The moment his words processed in her mind, she took sharp breaths to control her heart beats.

Sidharth really felt hurt with her questions. He knew she was shocked seeing the murder even if he had managed to hide her in himself. But her questioning his move didn't go well with him. The reason was that it was about her. In her case, he couldn't listen to anyone except himself. Not even her.

He trusted himself for her more than anyone!! He didn't even trust her for herself!!

Her life was his now and he would do what he feel right for her!!

It didn't matter if she didn't want him to kill sharma because he would do everything for her safety. Whether she liked it or not.

"Sidharth" her whisper broke his chain of thoughts which had engulfed him suddenly.

"Kisi ki jaan lena galt hai sidharth..hume ye huq nhi hai" getting normal shehnaaz tried to make him understand. She knew she shouldn't have questioned him but what could she do of her heart which couldn't bear any such thing.

God had made her too pure to think anything bad for any one in this world. Even if the person tried to harm her!!

"Shehnaaz" sidharth pulled her more into himself. His stern voice made her look down. She knew she was making him angry now but she really wanted him to leave all this.

"Meri baat dhyaan se suno" holding her jaw sidharth made her look into his eyes. His harsh voice was causing her poor heart to cry. Why he had to be so harsh at times? But she was the only one making him loose his calm..

"agr koi tumhe chot pohnchane ka sochega bhi to uski zindagi khatam krna hai mera huq...Tumse juda har huq hai mujhe naaz...har huq" tightening his hold on her sidharth breathed every word just on her lips.

Her lips shivered under his warm breaths. Her hands reached his shirt and gripped it tightly in her fists. He could affect her to such an extent that her mind stops working.

"Tumhare liye kuchh bhi krne ka huq hai mera, tumhare liye kisi ki jaan lena bhi,  Vo huq maine khud diya hai khud ko aur vo huq tumhara bhagwan bhi nahi le skta mujhse naaz...Yaad rahe ye baat" keeping his hand on her fists sidharth softly opened her fist freeing his shirt. The intensity his eyes held make shehnaaz shiver in his arms.

Looking at her one last time sidharth got up and dashed out of her room banging the door loudly causing her to flinch.

She was his life but he couldn't tolerate anyone questioning him about his any decision related to her..not even her!!

That was his right!!

Shehnaaz set there looking at the closed door. How would she make him understand? Should she or it was her mistake?

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"Mr. Shergill baat krni hai aapse" sidharth stood beside rajbir ji in balcony of living area. His plain determined voice startled rajbir ji a little. He could see something was not right with sidharth.

"Bolo kya baat karni hai" rajbir ji turned towards him.

Sidharth kept quiet for a while looking straight.

"Shehnaaz ko apne sath le jaa raha hun mai" declared sidharth a moment later. He looked all calm.

Rajbir ji looked at him shocked. How could he just take his daughter like this? And where would he take her and why? What did he actually want? Rajbir ji was confused.

"Sidharth kya bol rahe ho..kahan lekar jaoge shehnaaz ko..ye uska ghar hai" rajbir ji himself was confused what to say.

"Haan aur vo iss ghar mai bilkul bhi mehfoos nhi hai" his voice was hard this time as he looked at rajbir ji.

Sidharth couldn't take risk of her life again and again. He needed her with himself, in his safety. He trusted himself with her more than any other person in this whole world.

Today's incident had made him think that his naaz was not safe even in her home. He wanted her to keep protected and for that he would have to take her away.

The another reason was that he didn't want to live without her even fir a moment now. He needed her in his life for always, for every moment, for his every breath.

"Sidharth shehnaaz aise tumhare sath nahi jaa skti...aur tum rakhoge kahan usse" her father was worried for her.

He knew he could trust sidharth for shehnaaz. Atleast that was not an issue now. But he knew where sidharth lived and he could never think his daughter to go at such place. He somewhere knew sidharth would never take her there but then when would he?

"Mai sirf aapko batane aaya tha aur ek baat kehna chahunga...jahan bhi usse lekar jaunga, humesha usse mehfoos rakhunga....waada hai aapse" sidharth looked at her father a little softly this time. Even though he had made his decision but he didn't want her father to worry for her.

Rajbir ji kept looking at him not knowing what to say or what to do?

"Shehnaaz se tumhara koi bhi taluq hai, ye baat duniya ko pta chli to uske liye khatra hai sidharth..jante ho na tum bhi?" her father wasn't understanding how sidharth will keep his daughter safe when he chose such a dangerous life for himself.

"Aur vo tab hoga jab duniya ko pta chalega.. shehnaaz ka mujhse koi bhi taluq hai, ye duniya ko kbhi pta nhi chalega" sidharth looked at the sky.

He would never let his world to know about her presence!! She would be a part of his life not his world!!

"Ye duniya bhut zalim hai aur naaz bhut nazuk, mai usse iss duniya ki sachai se bhut dur rakhna chahta hun aur vo mai karunga" sidharth took a deep breath while turning towards her father again.

"Aaj raat k liye vo yahan hai, kal mai aapki beti ko le jane aaunga" declared sidharth calmly.

His decision was final which he wasn't going to change at any cost.

"Theek hai lekin tum usse shadi kiye bina nahi le k jaoge" rajbir ji announced strictly.

"Shadi bhi kar lunga lekin kal mai usse aise hi lekar jaunga..vo abhi iss halat mai nahi hai k hum shadi krlen aur mai usse le jane k liye aur nahi ruk sakta" sidharth looked straight at her father.

"Theek hai puttar le jaa" they both turned back hearing the voice.

Dadi was standing there looking at them with a little smile. Her words were enough for them to know that she had heard everything. Dadi walked towards them and stood infront of sidharth.

"Maa" rajbir ji looked at his mother. His mother always took sidharth's side and he was really amazed with her trust on sidharth.

"Sahi keh rahi hun puttar, sidharth ko le jaane de...humari bachi ki zindagi ab sidharth ki ho chuki hai..dono pyaar krte hain ek dusre se..inki Zindagi ek dusre se hai ab..aaj nahi to kal sidharth usse le jayega to abhi sahi" dadi made her son understand.

She knew sidharth was too protective for her granddaughter. He wouldn't leave her alone now. He won't listen to anyone in shehnaaz's case. It was just him he trusted for her safety.

Rajbir ji heard his mother patiently. She was right. Sidharth would take his daughter some day. She loved him and he loved her too. But he still had issue with sidharth's work. What should he do? He was in dilemma but he knew sidharth won't listen to him.

"Agar shehnaaz haan karti hai to theek hai" her father said half heartedly. Sidharth felt that in his voice but he could do nothing.

"Bhut etbaar hai tujh par puttar, tutne mat dena" dadi caressed sidharth's head making him look at her.

"Kabhi nahi" holding her hand in his sidharth assured her to which she nodded with a smile.

Sidharth looked at rajbir ji once and nodding his head at him walked away.

Rajbir ji looked at his mother who just patted his back nodding at him.

"Sidharth humari bachi ko apni jaan se zyadan mehfoos rakhega puttar ...mera vishvaas hai" his mother said making him calm somewhere because he too knew that.

He knew shehnaaz would be safe with sidharth but how would he live without his daughter. She was his little angel and now she had grown up to leave him. The thought made him feel so hollow inside. A father could never see his daughter going away from him but still he had to.

"Chl aaja ab tu bhi araam krle" dadi held his arm bringing him back from his thoughts. Nodding his head rajbir ji led her to her room wrapping his arm around her shoulder.

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Opening the door of her room again sidharth entered inside and closed the door behind. She was not on bed. He looked around but didn't found her.

He came there to let her know that she was going with him.

Seeing the balcony door open sidharth moved towards her balcony knowing she must be there.
There she was sleeping on hanging chair decorated with fairy lites. He could see her shivering because of the cold wind outside. That's why he could never trust her for her own self. She was too careless to take care of herself.

He looked at her face. The innocence on her face made him forget his anger on her. He definitely didn't like her questions but that couldn't change his care, his love for her. Now her sleeping outside could again make him angry.

Bending down sidharth tried to wrap his hand under her neck causing her to wake up in an instant.

"Sidharth" whispered shehnaaz as she looked at him.

"Bahr kyun so rahi thi, bimar hona hai?" asked sidharth strictly.

"Thodi der baithne aayi thi...pta ni kab neend aa gyi" whispered shehnaaz looking down knowing well he was still angry.

She didn't feel good as sidharth left in anger. Sleep was far away from her knowing well she hurt him questioning him. Coming in balcony she thought fresh air could give her some peace but her peace was with him only.

So much had happened today which engulfed her mind in thoughts.  Lost in her thoughts she didn't realise when sleep took over her.

"U need rest naaz" taking her in his arms sidharth entered back in her room. She looked at him. His face had strict expressions which made her hide her face in his neck. His strict behaviour was hurting her now. Why he wasn't soft like before with her?

Placing her on bed sidharth was about to made her lay down but shehnaaz held his hand nodding her head in no.

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