PART 47
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Banging his hand on nearby tree sidharth tried to let his frustration out. Pulling his hair he gritted his teeth. What was he doing? Why was he suddenly feeling so insecure? He always did what he wanted? Never in his life, he got scared of something. What he wanted, he got. Then why now these insecurities for her. Why her questioning their relationship was pinching him so hard?
He took a deep breath to calm his frustrated self. Running his hand in his hair he realised he just left her alone there. Though he wasn't too far yet he did wrong. Cursing himself he went to her.
Shehnaaz was sitting there looking at the water. How her life had changed so much in last few months. She herself was changing too. Her life was about her father, her dadi and memories of her mother. That's all her life was.
But now someone else too had made a special place in her life. Sidharth had become a part of her life even before she could realise. His presence in her life was becoming precious with the time passing.
"Chalo" her thoughts were broken by his soft yet deep voice. She looked at him. He avoided looking into her eyes.
Bending down sidharth carefully took her in his arms and walked towards his car. Wrapping her arms around his neck she kept looking at his face but he looked straight.
"Kya hua hai tumhe?" her sweet soft voice could make him weak in a moment. He kept walking silently.
"Sidharth kyun aise behave kar rhe ho?" restlessness was filling her insides now. She was getting worried seeing his indifferent behaviour.
"Sidharth stop" she tried to come out of his arms.
"Don't! Lag jayegi" sidharth warned her. Her leg could get more hurt as she wriggled in his arms.
"Mujhe neeche utaro" he could feel anger in her voice but he chose to ignore.
Standing near the passenger seat of his car, sidharth softly put her down.
"Mujhe nhi baithna, pehle meri baat ka jawab do" she looked at him angerily as he tried to open the door for her but she didn't let him.
"Naaz! move...door kholne do" he calmly pulled her a little away from infront of the door.
"Sidharth" his behaviour was hurting her now. She was getting frustrated.
He looked at her. Her eyes looked at him with hurt but there was worry too.
"You are still not fine naaz...sit inside" he was soft.
They both were dealing with their inner turmoils which was making them weak at moments and sometimes their emotions were getting too high that they couldn't handle them.
"Tum kyun aise behave kar rhe ho..why were you angry on me sidharth" her heavy voice made him move a step closer to her.
Making her lean against the car door sidharth caged her in between his arms.
"Mujhe nhi pta naaz...tumhara har ek sawal mere andar ek ajeeb sa dar paida kar rha hai" he looked deep into her innocent eyes.
"Meri zindagi mai dar naam ki koi cheez nhi thi kabhi, lekin tumhare liye mujhe dar lagta hai naaz" his thumb caressed the soft skin of her cheek. His voice showed his restlessness.
He wasn't expressive because he never had emotions but she made him express his every emotion, he felt for her, only her!!
Her heart started beating fast listening to his words.
"Kyun lgta hai dar?" her hand reached to his face. She rubbed her finger on his little beard. She wanted to know his worries, the reason of his restlessness.
He realised how weak he was getting infront of her. His emotions were overwhelming him and he realised.
"Naaz!! sit inside" his dominating voice made her feel so helpless. He was expressing whatever was going inside him but again he didn't. He controlled himself.
Opening the door sidharth carefully made her sit inside. Sitting on the driver seat sidharth started the car.
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Shehnaaz was leaning back on the seat. The moment her leg got comfortable in the car, it started to pain as she was standing outside putting pressure on her leg. She was ignoring it but now her pain was increasing.
"Kya hua" sidharth saw the distress on her face. She just shook her head in no but he knew her better. He pulled the breaks again and looked at her face. He could clearly see she was in pain.
"Naaz kya hua?" pulling her arm a little he turned her towards himself.
"Dard ho rha hai" she held her leg with her hands. Her eyes were brimmed with tears.
Coming out of car sidharth opened her door and kneeled down. Taking her leg softly he placed it on his thigh. He looked at her once and pulled her lower a little up revealing her milky white skin.
Her leg was swollen now. His fingers touched her leg softly making her close her eyes. His little touch could make her breathless.
He had nothing which could relieve her pain. It made him frustrated. She was in pain and like always he was feeling her pain. He kept her leg back on it's place and got up.
Bending on her a little he leaned her seat back. His warm breaths falling on her face were making it difficult for her to breath.
Making her lay on the seat properly he placed her leg too on the seat. It was little relieving as because of her leg continuously hanging it was feeling more pain but now she could feel little better.
"Kam hua dard" his eyes showed his restlessness. Did he do wrong taking her out?
"Haan theek hai thoda" she could see he was blaming himself. His eyes were little red showing his anger for himself. She didn't want that.
Closing the door he again started the car and excelerated the speed to take her home fast..
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Taking her in his arms sidharth walked inside Shergill mansion. She had fallen asleep in the car.
Entering in the hall he came face to face with Mr. Shergill who was roaming in the hall angerily.
He got up to see if shehnaaz was fine but found none in her room. The first thought was of sidharth that came in his mind. Her mobile was in the room only. Guards tried to lie to him but he caught them and they were thrown out of their job right at the moment.
"Kahan le gye the meri beti ko" Rajbir ji walked towards him angerily. Shehnaaz's sleep broke listening the loud voice.
She was startled to see herself in sidharth's arms in her home. The next she was shocked to see her father standing in front of her angerily.
She wriggling in his arms to come out of his arms but he stood there holding her tightly. She looked at him shocked. Why wasn't he leaving her down? Her father was standing just there?
Sidharth looked straight at Mr. Shergill. His expressions were hard. He felt extreme anger for mr. shergill for waking her up. He didn't want her to take stress but nothing could be done now.
"Sidharth neeche utaro mujhe please" she pleaded him seeing his hard expressions. She could sense a cold war erupting in between her father and sidharth.
Sidharth walked towards stairs and went towards her room. Shehnaaz looked at him worriedly while mr. shergill stood there shocked. Sidharth really didn't care for anyone except her.
"Sidharth kya kar rhe ho.. please neeche....." she was interrupted.
"Stop it naaz...aaj kal tum bhut zyadan bol rhi ho" his stern voice made her mouth shut. She silently looked at his face now but he chose to ignore again.
Entering in her room he walked towards her bed and placed her softly on her bed. Taking her slippers off he carefully adjusted her swollen leg on the bed and looked for first aid box.
He got a gel from the kit. Keeping a pillow under her leg he messaged the gel on her leg reducing her pain.
"Fine?" he looked at her relieved face. She just nodded her head. Keeping the gel on the side table sidharth stood up.
"Sidharth" she stopped him as he tried to go out.
"He is my father.. Please unko kuchh galt mat bolna" the plead in her voice made his insides feel a pain. He knew what must be going inside her.
Although he couldn't feel the feeling she must be feeling at that moment as he had no one except her but she had her father. She didn't want sidharth to hurt her father nor she want her father to disrespect sidharth in any way. They both were equally important to her.
"Agar unhone kuchh aisa bola jo mai na sun paun" he bend a little on her looking into her eyes. He knew how important her father was for her. Does he hold the same importance in her life? Should he have?
"Mere liye chup rehna" her voice got heavy as she feared if something wrong happened.
He just kept looking into her eyes. Her eyes had worry, the stress which he did not want her to have. That's the reason he took her in her room directly.
"Promise sidharth?" she looked at him uncertainly. She really didn't want him to do something which would make her go away from him. Her father was her hero since always who played the role of both a father and a mother in her life and she won't be able to take anything against him. Nor she would be able to go away from sidharth.
She never felt her life at such complicated point.
"Sleep" kissing her forehead sidharth caressed her cheek with hus knuckle and walked out of her room without looking back at her.
She kept lying there looking at the door which he closed before going out.
His one wrong move could make him loss something precious!!
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