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Getting out of his car sidharth walked towards his place. Entering the room he closed the door and got onto his routine work. Opening the bottle he started drinking. That's what he had been doing for last two weeks.

It's been two weeks he last met her. That night she told him to go and he did just for her. He knew how tough her condition was. She was worried. She was in pain. Something was bothering her.

He knew his going infront of her would cause her more stress. The way she asked him to go that day had made him control himself to not go infront of her till she didn't get well.

He had ordered her nurse to get him her everyday report. The nurse being scared of him did give shehnaaz's everyday report to him.
He was relieved knowing that she was recovering really good. Her injuries were healing but her fractured leg was taking more time to heal. However, her plaster had been removed but she needs support to walk.

His heart was aching to meet her, to see her infront of his eyes. He wanted to take her in his arms. But he dared himself not to loose his control. She needed to be fine first. He used to drink all night to get some sleep and that somehow worked.

It was night time when he got the call from nurse.

"Hmm" sidharth answered the call rudely.

"Sir vo shehnaaz ma'am is recovering well. Bas unka fracture theek hone mai time lgega. Aur vo ...sir vo" the nurse fumbled at the end making sidharth alert.

"Shehnaaz theek hai? Kya hua usse?" sidharth asked sternly getting up from the bed.

"Sir vo jab mai aaj unke ghar se nikal rhi thi to mera mobile reh gya tha shehnaaz mam k room mai...jab mai apna mobile lene gyi to maine dekha mam bhut ro rhi thi" informed nurse fearfully.

She was crying. He felt pain inside!!

"Okay" sidharth disconnected the call..

Cursing loudly sidharth threw the bottle on floor which he was holding in his hand.

"Damn!! Shehnaaz now i won't control myself" running his hand in his hair sidharth took sharp breath and next moment he was out of his room along with his car keys..

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That night she told sidharth to go and she knew what would happen than. He took her peace too with himself. She just cried and cried whole night.

She knew that they both had no future together. She tried to make herself strong and behaved in front of her father and her dadi all fine. She kept a smile on her face in front of them. She had  already hurt sidharth and now she did not want to hurt her father too. So she thought to keep sidharth away from herself. She knew if her father got to know that they were still in touch, he would surely do something to keep sidharth away from her and she did not want anything happen to sidharth.

All day she used to pretend all okay but at night she cried silently. She cried for him, to go into his arms to get her sukoon.  Her father urged several times to let nurse stay with her at night too but she straight away denied. She needed the nights to let her pain come out which she was hiding  inside for the whole day. She did not let anyone stay with her at night.

That was her time with her pain!!

Mr. Shergill was happy that his daughter was no more in touch with sidharth. He was relieved that his daughter was away from danger now. But that didn't stop him to see her sadness.

He was her father. He knew her too well to not to understand her acting of being happy. He knew she wasn't. It made him feel guilty too as he felt himself responsible for her sadness. But he couldn't do anything. Her being unhappy for some days was okay then letting her go into any danger for the rest of her life.

He understood one thing that sidharth and shehnaaz had something serious with each other. It scared him. No father would ever want that. Sidharth was a danger and he didn't want his daughter to go into that danger.

Dadi even tried to talk to shehnaaz about sidharth but she avoided the topic completely. Dadi understood that she didn't want to talk about him so she let it be.

It was yet another night when she was crying for him. She wanted to meet him. The same urge, the same craving of him she had been going through to which he was of hers. Unaware of presence of the nurse in her room she kept letting out her pain crying silently.

Her tears brought him close to her again..

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Entering inside her room through balcony sidharth looked at her. She was trying to get up from the bed lost in her own thoughts.

He could see her lost in herself as she didn't felt his presence in the room.

Walking towards her sidharth stood just close to her. Snaking his one arm around her neck and the other under her legs sidharth carefully took her in his arms making her gasp.

Lost in herself she did not realize when he came there.

"Sidharth" whispered shehnaaz shocked as he walked towards the door with her in his arms.

"Shh....awaaz nhi" ordered sidharth without looking at her and walked downstairs.

She was afraid her father could see them but she wasn't worried about where he was taking her.

"Mam" the guards standing on the main door stopped sidharth looking at her.

"Mai thodi der mai aa jaungi, please don't inform papa" shehnaaz request them making sidharth glare her. Why she had to request?
He hated her requesting to anyone.

"Mam sir will throw us out of our job" the guard was worried. Moreover she was with sidharth, how would they not inform this to Mr. Shergill.

"Do whatever you wanna do" sidharth declared walking towards the gate.

"Sidharth wait" shehnaaz was scared.

Sidharth looked at her once. She looked stressed. He cursed under his breath and stood in his tracks.

"Please aap log papa ko mat batana...hum thodi der mai aa jayenge....bss thodi der ki baat hai bas.... don't tell anything to papa" she looked at the guards pleading. She was again going to hide something from her father but she could not help at that moment.

The guard just bowed his head and stood aside. They were surely taking risk but she managed to make them agree to her.

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Making her sit on the passenger seat sidharth carefully adjusted her leg making sure she didn't get hurt. Closing the door he walked towards his side and set inside.

It was almost an hour since sidharth was driving. It was all silence. None of them spoke something.

They were out of the city now. Stopping the car near a beautiful calm river sidharth took her in his arms and walked towards the river.

Placing her down he made her sit on the stubble grass at the bank of river. She looked around. It was all calm. A different kind of peace was there. She never knew any such place existed in Mumbai.

People were too busy in living the materialistic city life that they avoided the beauty of nature.

"What's bothering you naaz" sidharth set beside her looking at the calm water of the river. She looked at him..He was looking straight.

"Us" whispered shehnaaz looking at the water now.

Sidharth's head turned towards her listening her. He kept quiet.

"What do you think of us sidharth?" she looked at him again.

"Tumhe kya lgta hai" sidharth looked deep into her eyes.

"Papa nhi chahte mai tumhare paas jaun" she looked helpless as she turned her gaze away from him. He surely didn't like that.

"Tum kya chahti ho?" he asked straight away. He didn't care for her father. She was all mattered to him.

She took deep breath closing her eyes. She didn't want to go away from him but she did not know how they both would be together.

"Humari duniya bhut alag hai sidharth" her eyes were moist now.

"Tum kya chahti ho?" he repeated the question again. Her answer wasn't he asked. That he already knew. He too tried to distance himself from her but failed miserably.

"Mai kya chahti hoon doesn't matter.. I can't disobey papa" tears fell down her eyes this time.

Getting up sidharth walked a little away from her. He was frustrated now. Her answers were hurting him. The hurt he couldn't take.

"Naaz!! just look at me" sidharth kneeled down infront of her. Cupping her face he made her look at him.

"Do you want me to go sway from you" he looked into her tears filled eyes. She pressed her lips to suppress the sob in her mouth.

"Answer me" he was getting impatient now. He did not want to hear something which he couldn't take.

"No" a sob left her mouth followed by more tears.

"Mujhe kisi aur se fark nhi padta" sidharth wiped her tears.  Her father didn't matter to him.

"Lekin mujhe padta hai...he is my father sidharth" she looked at him helplessly.

"Tumse door jana namumkin hai naaz" sidharth pressed his forehead with hers. His words had an ultimatum. It sounded too intense. He couldn't think of going away from her. Even if she want,he would never go away from her. It wasn't in his control now.

"To apne jeene ka tarika badl do" she brought the same topic again. It was the only way she could see of their togetherness.

Sidharth moved a little away looking at her.  Holding her forearm he pulled her towards himself.

"Vo meri zindagi ka aisa sach hai naaz jise mai chah kar bhi nhi badl skta,  aur tum mera vo sach ban chuki ho jise mai badalna nhi chahta" his voice was too deep. The intensity of his words made her shiver in his hold. Those words showed his determination. His eyes looked dangerously dangerous at the moment.

She felt scared of his words for the first time!!

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