Keeping his hand in his pocket sidharth turned his face towards her to look at her once. With her head still down she was standing silently near the bed.

She didn't have the courage to look at him knowing how he was getting angry for what she did. She just couldn't look into his eyes.

The tears in her eyes were already blurring her view and he knew that. He knew she was crying silently.

His eyes then moved down to her hands. Entangling her fingers she was playing with them in extreme nervousness. The nervousness of his reaction.

He could see she was scared, she was restless, restless with the thought of him getting angry with her, with the thought of her hurting him with what she did.

Closing his eyes sidharth inhaled a deep breath while his hand moved up rubbing his forehead with his fingers.

He could feel what she must be feeling but what could he do now. She herself chose this feeling, why did she just took this step!

The fear was there in his heart too, the fear to see his naaz in a way he could never think of. He was restless too but he had to see this. He didn't have any other choice, she didn't leave one.

Turning back to raghav sidharth gestured him to play the video. Looking at him raghav nodded his head at him and then looked at shehnaaz who chose not to move her head up.

Raghav was feeling bad for shehnaaz. The guilt was also there but he couldn't think emotionally. This was necessary and he would do this.

Taking a step raghav stood closer to sidharth with the mobile in his hand. Turning the screen towards sidharth raghav tapped the play button.

Extending his hand sidharth took the mobile in his hand while raghav stood beside him resting his hands back.

The video started with shehnaaz entering in that room where rishi was held captivated. He could see shehnaaz walking in that room in the same red saree which had his blood.

Raghav was behind her so the video had shehnaaz's back covered. He couldn't see her face while she walked towards rishi.

Only the sound of her walking could be heard in the video as there was extreme silence all around.

The more steps she took towards rishi, sidharth's grip tightened on the mobile.

Why his naaz? She shouldn't have gone there. That was not the place for her to take step in. Her only presence in such a place made him anxious.

Standing still on her place shehnaaz tightly shut her eyes scared with the thought of him watching what she did.

When she beat rishi she didn't feel that wrong though for some seconds she got scared to do what she thought to.

All she could think at that time was that rishi was responsible for what her sidharth had to go through.

Her action was impulsive, she still couldn't clear it in her mind if she really went so wrong but then if it was sidharth on her place, he would have done the worst.

If he could punish whoever tried to harm her, couldn't she do the same for him. She could do infact she did but then she herself couldn't take the fact that she actually did that.

She actually harmed someone. She was so confused in her mind that she could just not clear anything in her mind. Her mind was totally messed up to understand anything.

Keeping his gaze fixed on mobile screen sidharth was observing every little thing. The moment shehnaaz poured water on rishi, sidharth's eyes widened as it was very agressive move for her.

Raghav was standing beside her so sidharth could see shehnaaz from side angel and that grip of shehnaaz on the jug was showing her anger.

Taking in a sharp breathe sidharth tightened his grip more on the mobile. The next moment his lips parted in shock seeing how shehnaaz hit the jug on rishi's face.

He literally felt his breathe got stuck in his throat. His mind went black for seconds seeing that harsh move of his naaz.

Pausing the video sidharth moved his gaze towards her. Shutting her eyes close she didn't want to see anything at that moment.

Tightening his fist sidharth looked at her with his eyes turning red in anger. What was she just doing? What was she thinking while taking such a step.

Rubbing his palm on his face sidharth took deep breathe to calm himself. This was just the start, he couldn't even think what was coming next for him.

Tapping the play button sidharth played the video again. The video had audio this time as rishi was screaming in pain and shehnaaz was talking to him.

He was listening her every word while fresh tears rolled down her eyes as she too could hear the audio. Wiping her tears quickly she kept standing there biting her lips.

The video kept playing while sidharth's all focus was on his naaz in the video. The moment shehnaaz took a step towards rishi with that belt in her hand, his fist tightened.

"No" whispered sidharth seeing her taking strong steps towards her. He could never imagine his naaz doing this. She just couldn't do this.

Shaking his leg in extreme restlessness sidharth watched the video with his grip tightening on mobile again and again.

A gasp left his mouth with his eyes widening as he saw his naaz giving that stroke with belt on rishi's body.

His breathes were gone for seconds. His mind went blank to think or to understand anything anymore. It was more than shock for him to see his naaz this way.

Few minutes before she herself told him that she beat rishi with belt. He couldn't believe her words but seeing her actually doing this made him go numb to feel anything for moments.

His hand moved to his chest as suddenly he was feeling so heavy inside. How would he accept this ever?

Holding her kurta tightly in her fists shehnaaz shivered as the screams of rishi reached her ears. She could hear him crying in pain.

The thought of her being the reason of those screams made her sob silently. Shutting her eyes close she took long breathes to calm herself but it all felt useless.

Rubbing his chest with his palm sidharth kept looking at the screen in daze. A relieved breathe left his mouth seeing his naaz backing off.

Her taking her steps back made him feel that he could breathe back. The belt fell down from her hand as she moved back shaking her head in no to herself.

She couldn't do that, he knew she was not heartless like he himself was with every that person who messed up with him or his life.

Seeing her crying listening to rishi's screams his eyes got a thin layer of moistness in his eyes. This was his naaz!

She was too pure to hurt someone and that quality of hers has his heart. She was not one of this cruel world, she was his angel with a golden heart.

Raghav kept watching the video and sidharth's reaction. Seeing him getting relaxed, raghav knew sidharth would get another shock soon but he could do nothing in this.

Turning his face towards her sidharth looked at him with a slight smile. He could see she was shivering, that tight grip of her fists on her kurta made him realise that she was getting affected as much as he was.

Thinking to keep mobile aside sidharth was about to go to her but the mobile screen took his attention again.

His eyes had restlessness back seeing the look in his naaz's eyes in the video. He could see something was going in her mind, the more she was thinking, the more her fists were tightening. 

"Don't naaz" getting lost in the video sidharth whispered again as if it was happening in front of his eyes.

Shaking his head in no sidharth tightened his grip on mobile seeing her bending down to take the belt again. What was she thinking, what made her take the belt again in her hands?

She was not supposed to do that. She should leave that damn place, that was what he wanted.

Tapping his feet anxiously sidharth looked at the screen with extreme nervousness. He didn't want it to come true what he was thinking.

He didn't want his thoughts to win, he didn't want what he was seeing to be true.

Holding the belt tightly in her hand she moved towards rishi with her eyes all red in anger. His naaz looked dangerous to him for the first time.

Sidharth couldn't recognise this naaz. She looked like a wounded lioness, the way she was looking at rishi with extreme agression.

Sidharth held his breathe back while his lips parted as he saw his naaz gave another stroke with that belt to rishi.

The intensity of that stroke made his eyes widen while his mind could not proceed the things again. This was too much for him from her side infact it was too much for her too to take.

Another hard stroke and sidharth's hand gripped the mobile in extreme tight hold. His feet moved a step back in the unexpected hugest shock of his life.

The sounds of rishi crying screamed in the whole room making shehnaaz cry hard this time. It was because of her.

Shaking her head in no she moved back not able to take it while the back of her knees hit the bed making her sit back. Holding the bed sheet in her fists she cried shutting her eyes tight.

She kept beating rishi with the belt while sidharth kept looking at the video with him going numb to react.

This was seriously a huge shock for him to see his naaz beating someone like a heartless human being which she never was.

The naaz he knows could never do this. She was to soft to even raise her voice in front of anyone so the question of beating someone was not even there.

She was too sensitive to see even the baddest person getting harmed. All she knew was wishing good for everyone.

His thought process was working in his own way. He was unable to understand her point of view at that time.

He was not understanding that him getting hurt had affected her to the extreme.

He was not understanding that to see him like a lifeless soul had shooked her world.

Her whole existence had felt at its end seeing him not reacting.

The urge to see the person who had hurt her sidharth going through the same pain had blocked her mind to think anything.

He wasn't understanding how she had actually felt in those hours when he was fighting for his life, when doctor said how critical his condition was.

Everything was messed up in both their minds making it difficult for them to understand anything to its deepest layer.

Raghav pulled shehnaaz back stopping her from beating rishi more, sidharth kept watching silently while his eyes were turning red again.

The emotions he was feeling inside seeing the video couldn't be expressed in words. It was painful for him.

Holding rishi's color shehnaaz roared at him for hurting her sidharth. Her every word, sidharth heard in extreme silence in the room.

Her eyes as red as sidharth's eyes were this time showed the extreme intensity of her anger. He couldn't see even a slight shade of his soft naaz when she roared at rishi.

Holding her from back raghav pulled her back taking her outside while she was still angry. Taking her towards the car raghav opened the door for her and made her sit inside.

Walking towards his side he switched the button off of the camera and the video ended there only.

Sidharth's hand hanged down in which he was holding the mobile while the other hand moved in his hair.

Closing his eyes he ran his fingers in his hair while taking in and exhaling out sharp breathes.  The flashes of what he just saw in the video started playing in his mind.

The video had shooked him to the depth. He could never imagine what he just saw.

Why? Why she did this? She wasn't supposed to enter in that part of his world.

She wasn't supposed to show her face to his enemies. She wasn't supposed to let people know that she was something important to him.

Rubbing his face with his palm in frustration of not being able to do anything now, he opened his eyes.

The intensity of his anger rushing in his veins was visible in his eyes. She just ruined something with what she did.

Turning his face towards her he found her crying sitting on the bed. Why she had to cry now, why didn't she think before taking this step.

Realising the need of these two to be left alone to have their talk, raghav quietly moved towards the door. Moving out he closed the door behind and went away.

Taking slow steps sidharth walked towards her while she didn't move her face up. Dhe didn't have the courage.

Throwing the mobile on bed beside her sidharth went closer to her. Gripping her upper arm he pulled her up with extreme force making her stand up in front of him.

The harsh grip of his on her upper arm made her move her face up. The intensity of anger in his red eyes made her forget to breathe.

His eyes were enough to let her know what he was feeling. Their eyes speak for each other and they could always understand every unsaid word of each other through their eyes.

Clenching his jaw with that extreme hurt in his eyes sidharth looked into her eyes in extreme silence. Her eyes had restlessness, her eyes had that fear of him getting hurt with her act.

"kyun kiya ye? kisne bola tha tumhe ye karne ko" tightening his hold on her arm he yanked her more closer bringing her face closer to his.

Him gritting his teeth while his eyes red in anger with their faces too close to each other was making him look too dangerous.

The intensity with which he was looking into her eyes was making her shiver in his hold. The more he was keeping that eye lock, she could see anger taking over him more.

Her eyes, her eyes held her innocence since the time he had seen her for the first time. This innocence was what made him feel something in his heart for the first time in his life.

This innocence of hers was what made him feel to protect her. That vulnerability of hers, that naive ness of hers was what didn't let him go away from her.

The same innocent he still could see in her eyes. That same vulnerability was there in her eyes then why did she do this. Why did she took a step in where he never wanted her to.

Looking into his eyes with her eyes brimmed with tears she just pressed her lips together in helplessness. He was hurt and she was the reason.

"Why naaz? Why damn it!!!" pulling her more closer he roared just closer to her lips making her lips shiver while her form was shivering too in his tight hold.

"usne tumhe ma... marne...ki.. koshish ki thi..mujh se bardasht ni ho rha tha.." shivering in his hold she managed to form a broken sentence keeping her gaze fixed with his.

What did she mean that he was harmed. Will she do this then? She was not him. She couldn't do what he could because she didn't need to. He didn't want her to.

Wrapping his arm around her waist he pulled her more into him making her crush in his hard chest.

The wound on his chest didn't matter to him at all nor did he let her think about it this time.

Moving his hand up to her face he held her face in his rough palm. Bringing his face closer to hers he pressed his fingers on her jaw. The tears rolling down her eyes could be felt on his palm but he himself was messed up this time.

"uss ne maarne ki koshish ki to tum ye krogi? kisne kaha tumhe ye sab karne ko. iss sab mai kyun padi tum naaz jab tum jaanti ho mai humesha tumhe inn sab se door rakhta hun..kua soch rahi thi tum haan?" whispering against her lips sidharth kept looking into her eyes with hurt.

Both their eyes had extreme helplessness, helplessness of not able to take it. Her act had affected him deeply while she herself was feeling suffocated thinking of her own move.

Bringing her hand closer to his face she caressed his cheek with her palm making him lean his face on her palm in restlessness.

The peace, their sukoon was missing today even when they were their in each other's arms.

"pta ni mujhe kya ho gya tha sidharth..tumhe waise dekh k..mujhe kuchh samjh ni aa rha tha..i don't know..pta ni..kya.. sidharth..mai...mujhe" she was not able to express what she wanted to. The exact words, she was unable to find.

He himself couldn't understand what had just happened in last few minutes. The shock was still there in his mind. It was difficult for him to accept and so was for her.

"tum aisi nhi ho naaz. meri naaz aisi nhi hai..maine kabhi nhi chaha k tum aisa kuchh kro...meri naaz kabhi aisa nhi kar skti thi" the moistness brimmed in his eyes as he looked into her eyes with extreme hurt.

Her lips parted to breathe as she heard his words. She could see how much she had disappointed him this time.

That disappointment in his eyes as well as in his voice could be felt and that scared her. Dhe never wanted this.

"Sidharth please mai.." holding his face in her both palms she tried to say something but feeling his hold loosening on her made her look at him horrified.

He couldn't do that. He had to listen to her. He was hurt but he couldn't just leave it like this. He couldn't leave them like this.

Her hand moved down to his bicep holding him tightly while fresh tears rolled down her eyes. She didn't want him to do this.

"Bhut dukh ho rha hai naaz, meri naaz nhi kar skti thi ye..kabhi bhi nhi" shaking his head in no sidharth repeated his words while his hand slowly moved from her waist.

Tightening her hold on his bicep she shaked her head in no while he just looked at him with moist eyes. Removing his hand from her waist he kept his hand on hers which was holding his bicep.

Keeping his eye contact with hers he loosened her hold on his bicep freeing himself slowly. Removing her hand away from his arm he took a step back making her sob looking at him.

"nhi karna chahiye tha naaz..nhi krna chahiye tha tumhe" looking at him he pulled his hair in frustration, in that helplessness of not able to do anything while she cried palming her mouth seeing how much he got affected.

A slow step she took towards him while he took a step back distancing himself from her. That intense eye contact of them didn't break even fir a second.

Both were going through the same pain. It was nit something simple for them. It wasn't simply that she beat someone, it was about her entering in that dangerous world of his where innocents doesn't hold any place.

Every innocent getting into this has to end up being cruel or loosening their lives. The reason which affected sidharth to this extreme.

He knew where she had got herself into and that was too scary for him, for them. He couldn't take anything happening to her. It would be the end of him.

"Sidharth..pl.." taking another step towards him she tried to go closer to him but he chose to move back. He didn't want to let her in this time.

Looking at her one last time sidharth turned towards the door. Rubbing his face with his palms he took a deep breath in.

Opening his eyes he went towards the door. Pulling the door open sidharth moved out of the room banging the door behind making her flinch.

Standing near the bed she kept looking at the half closed door. She herself ruined everything. It didn't matter if it was intentional or unintentional.

With silent tears rolling down her eyes she thumbed down on the floor. Resting her one hand on the bed she kept looking at the door.

Closing her eyes she let more tears fall down her eyes. A sharp breath she took in and next second a sob left her mouth. Keeping her palms on her face she cried sitting on the floor.

The pain was at its extreme inside her. Why did she just do this? Why didn't she think about him before. Did not raghav warned her, why she acted deaf to his words. Didn't she know sidharth enough to understand how would he react?

These thoughts, these questions didn't matter anymore. As they say, the damage was done.

Wiping her tears she tried to get up to go to him. He needed rest and she just stressed him to another level. She needed to bring him back in the room and take care of him properly.

Keeping her hand on the bed she tried to get up but something caught her attention. The mobile!

With her hands shivering she took the mobile in her hand. The video was still open she just needed to tap play button.

No, she could not do this. She didn't have the strength to see what she had done. She couldn't bring herself to watch this yet her mind pressurized her to watch it once.

Shaking her head in no to herself she was about to keep the mobile back but something didn't let her keep it back. The need to watch it once took over it.

Holding the mobile back in her hands she looked at the screen. With her hands shivering she tapped the play button resuming the video.

She kept looking at the screen while her tears had no boundaries. The moment she saw herself hitting rishi with the belt for the first time, her whole form shivered in horror.

It was not her. She couldn't do this. No, she couldn't accept what was she seeing even after knowing that it was true.

The video kept streaming while her lips parted to breathe with her eyes opening wide as she saw herself beating rishi like a cruel woman having no mercy inside.

Her body went numb as she herself on the screen in the most horrible way. She was fearing to let those flashes take over her mind but seeing the same in front of her eyes, it was back, everything was back in her mind.

She couldn't take ut anymore. Her breathes were stucked in her throat. With her hands shivering like anything she threw the mobile away in fear.

Moving back shehnaaz folded her legs up wrapping her arms around her legs. Her gaze was fixed on the mobile while her mind was slowly proceeding everything back in her brain.

The extreme fear, another level of horror took over her as the flashes from the video started to play in her mind again while she could still hear the screams of rishi.

Keeping her hands on her ears she tried to shut all those screaming while closing her eyes not wanting to go through those flashes. Her mind, she was totally messed up that time.

Everything happening around, her sidharth getting upset with her, that video she just saw made her feel difficult to breathe.

Panic was slowly taking over her as her mind was stressing her whole form. She couldn't take sufficient air in to breath properly.

Her hand moved up to her neck as she felt lack of breathes in her system. Fresh tears rolled from her eyes while panic completely took over her.

"Sidharth" screamed shehnaaz but the scream held back in her throat along with her breathes.

No one could  hear her while her body refused to move from there.

NOTE

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