Shehnaaz was recovering slowly... it's more than a week

She realized that siddharth was doing this out of regret....

She had seen the scars on his palms...
How brutally he had punished himself.....
Because he slapped her with his hand....
She had seen a scar of cut on his wrist too....

FLASHBACK

Siddharth cried his heart out asked her forgiveness.....

Shehnaaz too cried with him...

MUJHE MAAF KAR DE BABY!!
MUJHSE GALTI HO GAYI...

MAINE BELIEVE NAHI KIYA TERE PYAAR PE....

MAAF KAR DE PLEASE!!
saying siddharth cupped her face when her gaze went towards his hand...
Which is full of scars.....like had burnt his hands with cigarettes.....

H..he..HEAVEN

DIKHA!
saying she tried to look towards his hand...
When he hide it ..with his sleeves...

KUCH NAHI...
CHAL TU SOJA said siddharth kissing her forehead....

N...nai

Dikha na , dikha na BEBU...
Said shehnaaz in baby voice ....

KUCH NAHI MY LIFE
AA JALDI SOJA...

YOU NEED FULL REST ...AA JA...
AA!!!
saying he laid down and pulled her towards himself hugging her ....kissing her whole face....

L..lekin..dikha na meko,dikha na please!!
She pleaded slowly..
She is still afraid of him...

Siddharth can feel that....
he cant deny her...she is his life how can he deny her...
But she will blame herself 💔

Dikha na!!
Her voice broke...
Dikha na!!

Siddharth closed his eyes in remorse....
She is still stubborn....like childhood...❤💖

EK SHART PE DIKHAUNGA...
said siddharth leaned down and pecked her pout...

Shehnaazs heart beat increased due to the proximity...

K..kya!!
She asked looking at him innocently ....

TO ROAGI BHI NAHI, OR KHUD KO OR KOI TAKLIF NAI DEGI BABY!!
Said siddharth his eyes welled up saying this....🥺

Shehnaaz nodded her head like little baby...
She looked so cute💖🥺

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER REPEAT MY MISTAKES....
said siddharth pinching his throat....hugging her...

Y...yeah!!
Yeah kese hua...han!!

Asked shehnaaz...inspecting his hands..

Her tears escaped from her eyes...siddharth wiped them...

TUNE BOLA THA NA ,
TU NAI ROEGI...said siddharth kissing her cheeks....

L...lekin ye kese hua...tune kiya kyun?
She asked...

Kyun kiya???
saying she leaned her forehead above his hands...and cried...

Siddharth smiled painfully.....
How selfless she is, he had given her unbearable pain and she is crying because of his pain which is nothing infront of hers...

Ye kya hai?
She asked gesturing towards the scars of the cut Mark's .....

KUCH NAHI!!
SAJA DI KHUD KO...

BHOT KAM HAI....JANTA HUN...,

IS HANTH KO DEKTA HUN TO ISE KAT KE PEKNE KA DIL KARTA HAI...YE WAHI HANTH HAI JISSE TUJHE MAINE CHOT PAHUCHAYI...

said siddharth caressing her hair...out love.....

Shehnaaz nodded her head negatively....wiping her tears..

WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE ME FOR MY SINS BABY?
asked siddharth with vulnerability..

M...
Main naraz nahi hun...tujhse heaven kabhi nahi hosakti....

Said shehnaaz looking at his eyes....

Siddharth can see her love through her eyes...how much she loves him that she not for once..blamed him for his sins....
She suffered just because of him and his father but still she is saying ki " main tujhse naraz nahi hosakti"

He must have done some good deeds in his previous birth, then he got an angel like her.....

DON'T YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE BABE?
asked siddharth looking at her face.....

She smiled softly knowing his question....

I LOVE YOU...said shehnaaz ....i always do.....

Hamesa se...
Jab pata nahi tha pyaar kya hai tabse....
Said shehnaaz looking at his beautiful dense eyes...

Siddharth hugged her happily I LOVE YOU TOO BABE...❤💖

I AM SORRY!!
MUJHE MAAF KAR DENA...Said siddharth hiding his face inside the crook of her neck....

MAIN KABHI AB APNI GALTIYAN NAHI DOHRAUNGA....

Saying he looked at her face who slept till now due to weakness .....

Siddharth kissed her forehead and he too slept......

FLASHBACK END

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She decided to set him free...she gave him pain through out his life...
But her HEAVENs heart is so big....he always forgive her....

Today too he was doing a favor on her...accepting her in his life again....

She will not became any kind of burden on him...
She loves him and will always love him but he deserves best... he is doing this because he is blaming himself....💖💔

She is not what he deserves...💔💔

She is toxic...she is not good for him...💔🥺

In his anger he told her that he hates her...this wordings piercing in her heart....💔

She wants best for him, not a selfish girl like her...

She decided to set him free...
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MOON !!
CHAL GHUM KE ATE HAIN....🤗
said siddharth who is looking outside of the window aimlessly....

His heart pains looking at her condition...he wants his old cheerful moon back
..🥺😔

Saying he hugged her from behind.....she leaned on him closing her eyes....

Might be this is the last time they are together......
Siddharth was shocked this is the first time she is leaning on him by herself OTHERWISE she never initiated any kind of intimacy.....

He felt very happy ❤

SIDDHARTH said shehnaaz breaking the hug...

HAN!!

HAN MOON!!
he said happily...

Tu mujhe chod de!!!
said shehnaaz looking into his eyes .....
Her face looks sad....

Siddharths face fell ,his world collapsed...
..his heart schattered....the girl who crossed all her limits to take him back in her life....now asking him to leave her....

What he did in his anger.now she is not believing in his love his words 💔🥺

W...WHY MOON...??
he asked his eyes welled up with tears...

Shehnaaz broke eye contact with him...wiped her tears.....

YOU DESERVE BEST HEAVEN!!
I AM NOT RIGHT PERSON FOR YOU...

I AM SELFISH....

NAHI....
ESA NAHI HAI saying siddharth cried....

TU BOHOT ACHHA HAI....MAINE NA HAMESHA TERA FAYDA UTHYA HAI....

MAIN THIK NAHI....!!!

NAHI BABE!!
PLEASE

MUJHE E...EK MAUKA TO DE....
MAIN SAB THIK KAR DUNGA.....

saying he tried to hold her palms....🥺💔

AAJ BHI TU MUJHPE TARAS KHA RAHA HAI,
TUJHE IS JABARJASTI KE PYAAR KI JARURAT NAHI HAI...💔

TU KUCH ACHHA DESERVE KARTA HAI...

JATIN UNCLE SAHI THE!!
YAAR...

KOI ESI LADKI JO TUJHE PYAAR KARE, TERA KHAYAAL RAKHE...
TERE LIYE KUCH BHI KARNE KO TAIYAAR HO JAYE...

TUJHSE KHUD SE BHI JYADA PYAAR KARE.....
saying she wiped her tears...

KYA TU ZINDAGI BHAR MERI DEKHBHAL KAREGA....

I...I PROMISE....

MAIN ACHE SE RAHUNGI

.MARUNGI..NAHI....

LEKIN TU CHALA JA......saying she cried out.....

MAIN NAHI CHAHTI KI TUM MERI WAJAH SE BARBAD HO JÀO..

Siddharth smiled wiping his tears.....

He left the room without saying anything.....

Shehnaaz turned around and looked there is no one...

Finally she is alone...

But she deserved this❤
If HEAVEN is happy than she is happy too❤
She cried hysterically sitting on her knees...but smiled painfully that for the first time she did something good for her HEAVEN.......

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