HER OLD DIARY

Siddharth maine aaj tere sath sath apne PAPA ko bi kho diya...

Pata hai,

Siddharth papa ne kaha ki main hamesha apne bare main sochti hun,

Mujhe kya chahiye ,main kya chahti hun...

Meri jindagi SIRF isi ke ird gird ghumti hain....

Lekin maine to tere liye socha....
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UNCLE KO NAHI PASAND THA KI MAIN TERA PRAPOSAL MANU...

UNHONE TO KAHA KI MAIN TUJHE TERE CARRIER SE DISTRACT KAR RAHI HUN....

UNHONE KAHA
TU BHI TO UNKA EKLOUTA BETA HAI ,

HE SAID YOU ARE NOT BORN TO TAKE CARE OF ME....

YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE...

MUJHE BOHOT DARD HUA YAHAN PE( heart)....MAINE KAHA SIDDHARTH KI LIFE KHARAB NAHI HOGI TUM SAB MANAGE KAR LOGE

I SWEAR MAINE KAHA THA UNKO....

LEKIN UNHONE KAHA MAIN BURDEN HUN...

siddharth hiccuped while reading this...

JESE APNE PAPA PE WAISE HI TUMHARE PE BHI BAN JAUNGI....
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FLASHBACK

THIRD PERSON POV....

Shehnaaz some how came to know that her siddharth is going to propose her....

She was very happy,😍 she doesn't know that she loves him or not ,but what she felt for him, she knew she can never feel this for anyone else...
Might be this feeling is considered as LOVE❤

she will ask her HEAVEN, only he can solve her query...she thought while pouting 😗and then she giggled...

she can spent her whole life with him...
After her father, her HEAVEN is her everything .❤

Kitna achha hoga na, main or HEAVEN ab hamesha sath honge😍
Ab wo mujhe chod ke kahin nahi jayega!!

BEBU!!
TU SACH MAIN MUJHE SHADI KARNA CHAHTA HAI😍

HAYEE!!!❤
saying she giggled looking at his photo picking it ,and caressing his picture.....

Main na pahle to uska PRAPOSAL man lungi!!
Phir uspe bohot gussa karungi!!
2 sal kar diye pure 6 mahina bol ke...

Jab tak mujhe nahi manayega ,tab tak nahi MANUNGI....

Hayee!!
Lekin main HEAVEN se naraz nahi ho sakti...jaldi man jaungi...

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She was so happy....that her HEAVEN wants to marry her❤

When she received a phone call from JATIN....
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I DON'T WANT MY SON TO BE TIED UP SO SOON..

said JATIN Turing around looking at her...
Who reached SHUKLA INDUSTRIES because he called her to his office....

shehnaaz looked at him bemused...for some seconds she didn't able to understand anything....

KYA TUM SIDDHARTH SE PYAAR KARTI HO?
asked JATIN in hard tone...

Mujhe nai pata ,lekin main siddharth ke bina nahi rah pati .....
said shehnaaz her eyes are filled with tears till now...
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HAN TO WO TUMHARI AADAT HAI ,
PYAAR NAHI...

TUM SIDDHARTH KI DOST HO NA, KYA TUM CHAHTI HO KI WO CARRIER MAIN AAGE NA BAD PAYE...

N..nahi..
M..mera HEAVEN

I want best for him....

KUCH KARE KHUD KE LIYE....said JATIN looking at her

Main chahti hun na !!
Wo SABSE bada BUSINESSMAN bane...said shehnaaz smilingly and wiping her tears...
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TO TUM WO JO BHI AAJ TUMSE MANGE USE MANA KAR DENA....
said JATIN jee

K...kyun ?? main kyun mana karungi...main HEAVEN ko nahi mana kar sakti....use kitni taklif hogi..

M..main
she started to feel dizzy suddenly....

AGAR WO TUM SE SHADI KAREGA TO YE SAB HONA IMPOSSIBLE HAI!!
said JATIN jee

COMMON SHEHNAAZ!!

'HE GOT TO MANAGE THIS WHOLE EMPIRE. HE CAN'T BE BABYSITTING YOU ALL THE TIME.

OR TUM DONO HI ABHI BACHHE HO,
AGAR YE FAISLA GALAT NIKLA TO...?
Said JATIN jee loudly

(I WANT A MATURE GIRL FOR HIM, WHO CAN TAKE CARE OF HIM,) thought JATIN jee innerly
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Lekin UNCLE siddharth nahi managa..wo janta hai na mujhe mujhse behtar....!!

Use pata chal jayega, ki main jhoot bol rahi hun...
She said inocently   

USE MANNA PADEGA !!!
YOU HAVE TO CONVINCE HIM....
YOU ARE HIS FRIEND....FOR HIS BETTERMENT YOU HAVE TO DO THIS...

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NAHI TO MAIN USSE NARAZ HO JAUNGA...
Said JATIN in hard tone.....

Shehnaaz knew siddharth loves his parents more than anything in this world.....

If JATIN gets angry with siddharth siddharth will be devastated.....

So she agreed to JATIN 💔

Her innocent mind  get manipulated by JATIN JEE💔

She too cant live if her father and siddharth gets angry with her...than how will her HAVEN live🥺

Lekin ,
Uncle HEAVEN sab manage kar lega...

I swear main use DISTRACT nahi karungi...

Tang bhi nahi karungi....
She begged him...pinching her throat 💔

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.now JATIN jee was loosing his temper....but he controlled himself

DEKHA NA WO BAHAR GAYA USKE BAD WO AB LAUTA HAI PURE 2 SAL BAD....

USNE TUMSE CONTACT BHI NAHI KIYA HOGA THIK SE
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ABHI WO KHUD NAHI JANTA WO KYA CHAHTA HAI...
NA HI TUM.....

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Han,
Lekin HEAVEN bohot SAMJHDAR hai na,
Wo to sab samjhta hai...wo to wo bi samjhta hai jo mujhe chahiye hota hai,
To use kya chahiye ,wo to janta hi hoga na...😭
Tears were constantly flowing from her eyes....

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She said with a little hope....somewhere her innocent mind still believes that her siddharth didn't ignored her intentionally...

May be he had his own reasons......

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BETA!!

WO BHI ABHI BACHHA HAI OR TUM BHI,

Ye SIRF DOSTI HAI....OR KUCH NAHI...

PYAAR TO BILKUL NAHI !!!....ITS JUST A INFATUATION....
KYA TUM CHAHTI HO SIDDHARTH KO KAL KE DIN GHUTAN HO TUMHARE SATH IS RISHTE MAIN...!!!

KYA TUM APNE HEAVEN KO TAKLIF MAIN DEKHNA CHAHTI HO??
said SANJEEV jee taking a breath of relief....because he can observe she is getting convinced....

N...nahi !!
HEAVEN ki khushi SABSE badkar hai mere lie.....
saying she wiped her tears.....

AND REJECTED SIDDHARTHS PRAPOSAL......

FOR THE SAKE OF HER "HEAVENS"
HAPPINESS 💔💔

FLASHBACK END
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ONE OF HER RECENT DIARY....

Mujhe sach laga sach to kah rahe the na UNCLE tu mujhe IGNORE to kar raha tha,
Tune hamesha mujhe IGNORE kiya 2 salo tak
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Or phir SHYAD tu mujhe apni jimmedari hi manta tha....mujhe esa laga ....

Maine tujhe mana kar diya....

Lekin maine tujhe mana kiya to tune to sare rishte hi TOD diye na mujhse....

Few dried tears are there....

Siddharth cried his heart out....

She is right.....
He stopped taking with her....he did very wrong....

HE UNKNOWINGLY PROVED HIS FATHERS WORDS RIGHT...

Yes everyone told her that she is selfish ,self centered....
But what they did with her....

When she said no to him he distanced himself from her...

He cut his all ties with her.....not even him
SANJEEV jee too abounded her....💔💔💔

She lost her two important men without whom she can never imagine how to survive....😭😭💔

If she had denied JATIN that too she could have considered selfish....

She prioritizes her HAVEN above her self....

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Siddharth jab tu aya das sal bad tune meri taraf dekha bhi nahi....

Mujhe pata hai maine tera dil dukhya..

Lekin kya main itni buri thi ....

Kya itni galti ki maine...

Ki main ek hug bhi deserves nahi karti apne HEAVEN se....

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Tune kaha tha na ki mene ye sab kyun kiya tujhse shadi karne ke liy...

To tu to dekhta bhi nahi tha meri tarf shadi karta kya mujhse kabhi...??

Jo mujhe laga tujhe pane ka sahi rasta maine kiya.....

Tu hamesha ke liy mujhse dur ho raha tha ....kisi or ka horaha tha....

In das.salo main main har ROJ marti rahi...
BOYFRIENDs banaye, news main ayi SIRF ye soch ke ki kabhi to mera HEAVEN mujh pe HAQ jatata hua mere pas ayega...kabhi to kahega..KI SHEHNAAZ SIRF OR SIRF SIDDHARTH KI HAI!!

Lekin tu nahi aya💔😭

JATIN UNCLE ki akhri bat tu kabhi nahi talta to mujhe sahi laga maine kiya....

Main nahi chahti thi tujhe khona...

Magar JATIN uncle ne sahi kaha tha tujhe ek din mujhse ghutan hone lagegi...

MAINE TO DUSRON (TERE LIYE )SOCHA TAB BHI PAPA NE MUJHE CHOD DIYA...

APNE LIYE SOCHA TO TUNE MUJHE CHOD DIYA💔😭😭

MAIN KYA KARU....

TU BATANA JO BHI TU BOLEGA MAIN KARUNGI....
TU JAAN MANG LE ....TERE.LIYE JAAN BHI DEDEGI....
YE SHEHNAAZ...

MAIN NATAK NAHI KARTI...TERE LIYE😭😭

MERA PYAAR NATAK NAHI...💔

EK BAR BAT TO KARNA..MERE SE .

TU TO BOLTA THA KABHI NARAZ NAHI HOGA MERE SE ...PHIR😭😭

Kya hua???

Siddharth felt broken.....his own father betrayed him.....💔💔💔

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