Siddharth was searching her day and night didn't succeeded to find her....

He started to SPENT hours in their room...
The room which he left once...

saying "

TERI IS SHQAL SE GHIN AATI HAI MUJHE...

He cried remembering her sorrowful face when he told this to her💔

How many time he had hurted her with his allegations💔🥺

Poor soul accepted all his allegations, never even answered back...😭

P...please!!
HEAVEN..

D..don't go!!

Please..d..don't leave me this time💔
saying she was begging 💔💔

What he did?
He jerked his legs which she was holding 😭😭

HE SLAPPED HER SO MERCILESSLY, THAT BLOOD WAS OOZING OUT FROM HER LIPS💔WHOM HE CLAIM TO LOVE ,💔
HE IS SUCH A BASTARD💔💔

HE PULLED HER HAIR..SHE WAS HISSING IN PAIN ....BUT HE DIDN'T CARED....😭😭

he daily gives himself pain (HE USED TO BURN HIS PALM WITH BURNING CIGARETTES ) 💔
he knows it is nothing infront of the pain, which his MOON suffered when he slapped her,
last ten years just because of him and his father she suffered alot...

How did he forget that she didn't understand feelings, she takes time to understand things...
Untill he make her understand💔. She was his little bub🥺
Who wants her HEAVEN in every step of her life💔

She was always dependent on him, for her every big and small decision...

What he did he left her💔 he only drowned in his own misery...didn't look back at her once 💔😭
His mom is right, he is selfish...whom he claim to love, he left her because she didn't accepted his PRAPOSAL 💔
He only thought about himself.....

She was confused, and his father manipulated her..

His ignorance made her think that she didn't have the same place on his heart...that used to be hers💔
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FLASHBACK

Siddharth used to go temple ,mosque and gurdwara daily ....

He only asks the god for the betterment of his moon to keep her safe wherever she is,until Siddhartha finds her...

PLEASE!!

M..MERI MOON KA KHYAL R..RAKHNA!!
MA..MERI GALTIYON KI SAZA US M..MASUM OR MERE BACHHE KO MAT DENA...
saying he cried😭

K...KAHA DUNDHU MAIN USE🥺

When he remembers that she used to write diary....

And than remember their conversation's

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MOON kya kar rahi hai??

asked siddharth coming inside her bedroom......
She was writing something in her diary......
He snatched her diary from her till she could understand......

SIDDHARTH!!! PLEASE
DE DE.....😓

MERI DIARY.....siddharth ran towards the hall taking her dairy ....

NAHI DUNGA!!!
MAIN BHI TO DEKHUN KI KYA KYA LIKHA HAI....

DENA!!!
saying he COLLIDED with the table fell down.....

AHH!!!
she shrieked in pain.....

MOON!!!
he panicked looking at her scratched leg......

Dikha kahan lagi.....🥺 SIDDHARTH'S eyes welled up looking at her scratched knees.. .....

Ruk saying he run towards kitchen for ice cubes.....

KUCH NAHI HUA BEBU!!!
THODI SI LAGI HAI BAS....said shehnaaz wiping his tears......kissing his forehead...

He cannot bear a single scratch on her body.......

I AM SORRY!!!
MOON....
meri wajah se tere ko chot lag gai said siddharth......

Tune Jan ke thodi kiya meri JAAN!!!
said shehnaaz......

Agar tu Jaan ke bhi karega to sare dard sah legi ye shehnaaz said shehnaaz kissing his forehead......

Tu pagal hai kya main tujhe kabhi JAN KE DARD DUNGA ...
KABHI NAHI.....

Gadhi!!!
Saying he hugged her tightly.........

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HAME WO DARD BHI PYAARA HOGA JO TUMSE MILA HOGA🔥.....she wrote on her diary that day.....

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MOON!!
EK DIN NA MAIN TERI YE DIARY JARUR PADUNGA...
TU DEKHNA......🤭
said siddharth......

WO TO POSSIBLE NAHI BEBU!!!
MERE RAHTE HUE TO NAHI....HAN AGAR MAIN NA RAHU TO TU PAD SAKTA HAI....☺
she said......

TU KAHAN JAYEGI BE MUJHE CHOD KE ....MAIN TUJHE KABHI KAHIN JANE NAHI DUNGA...🤨
samjhi tu
..

SACH!!!😍
asked shehnaaz

SACH!!!BILKUL SACH....🥰
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Tears escaped from his eyes remembering his broken promises.....😭😭

He never fulfilled his any promises...but his MOON always loved him all her heart when she didn't know about her love..when she didn't realised it....

She accepted all the pain giving by her HEAVEN happily without any complain😭🥺

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He went to GILLS MANSION....he may get any clue about her whereabouts from there.....
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When he reached her room....what he saw broke his heart.....

It's his large photo which hanged behind her bed ......

There is not a single photo of her in her bed room ...
Room is filled with their childhood photos and college photos,

his latest photos which she had definitely took from reeta MOM...he is sure💔😭

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How much she missed him💔,
He is dieing to embrace her in his arms.. he wants to ask her forgiveness ....

He knows he didn't deserve her forgiveness....
But this time only he can hold her, his moon needs him....
She is broken beyond limits 😭😭💔

She was not well too,she looks so weak that day...💔
But he ignored all this in his anger, she is pregnant, doesn't know where she is?
She is safe or not, thousands of unanswered questions are roaming in his head...💔

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.He opened her ALMIRAH....
Found her dairy

I....I am sorry b..babe🥺
Tujhe nai achha lagta ki koi ise pade l...lekin

Aaj m
.mujhe ise padna padega...

Wese bhi m...meri to aadat hi hai PROMISE todne ki😭

saying he wiped his tears......

The first line of her diary is

"AGAR KISI KO CHAHO TO ITNA CHAHO KI KISI OR CHAH KO CHAHNE KI CHAH BHI NA RAHE...."❤

HEAVEN!!

I LOVE YOU!!
PLEASE, EK BAR TO BAT KARNA MUJHSE 😭
some dried tears are there...💔💔

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