Still Day 1

You guys brought home McDonald's for dinner and you were in the middle of your twenty piece chicken nuggets when Taehyung bursted our from the kitchen.

In his chicken nugget suit.

"Guys look! My mom sent me this from Japan! This is the one I need to finish my collection." Jungkook laughed, "You have a collection?"

"Of course, name any onsie, I've got it." He smiled. You put your chicken nuggets down after seeing Taehyung wearing a chicken nugget onsie, "Suddenly..I'm not hungry." And closed the box to save it for later.

Taehyung took a bite of his Big Mac when a thought came across your mind.

"Taehyung may I speak to you in the kitchen?" He nodded and followed you.

Jungkook was watching TV, but lowered the volume to listen to your conversation.

"Will you answer me truthfully?" He nodded. "Will you answer even if it makes you uncomfortable?" He nodded twice, "Will you be sure to be honest with me? Do you trust me?" He sighed, "Okay, I see that this is gonna get serious. What's wrong?"

"Well I certainly can't ask when you're wearing that." You gestured towards his chicken nugget onsie. He pouted and took it off. (He's wearing clothes under it. Chill.)

"Why were you crying? The day you, Jungkook, and I took those three pills, did something happen?" He looked down. "I was just scared, because the doctor said we only have 1 year left to live. Don't you think we have to make the most out of everything? That's why I was so happy when I got that chicken-"

You hushed him. "Taehyung, I don't think you're telling me the truth. You said a few things."

"What did I say?"

"You said something like..you missed me? And you wanted me to come back? I asked you why you would ask such questions but then you told me that I wouldn't be happy. What's up with that?"

He sighed and leaned against the counter, "A horrible memory flashed through my mind. It was a memory of my mom." It was your turn to sigh, "Then why did you say my name?"

"I don't know.."    "Yeah okay! That's a good explanation."

He stood straight up, "Y/n, do you not trust me?!" You flinched and took a step back, he had never raised his voice at you like this before. "Of course I do!"

"Then why doesn't it seem like you do?!"
"I do Taehyung! I asked you to come talk to me about this because I care! Nobody just cries like you did for no reason, it's my job to take care of you!"

He slammed his fist on the kitchen counter, "Wouldn't it be easier for you if you didn't?!" He froze, and so did you. "..W- what do you mean by that?" He walked away into the living room and you trailed behind him.

"Kim Taehyung!" You shouted. He ignored you and sat down on his couch, "Answer me! What did you mean by that?!"

Jungkook was cuddled in the corner, afraid to be caught in the middle. "Y- Y/n, calm down.." you looked at him and you saw fear in his eyes. You wondered if he had ever been in this situation before.

"I'm just saying that you wouldn't have to worry about me if we weren't dating.." Taehyung let out. Which made you turn to him. "So.. you don't want to be my boyfriend anymore?" Your voice shook. Taehyung looked at you with tears in his eyes and his jacket covering his mouth.

He didn't answer.

You grabbed your bag and ran out. Leaving a heartbroken Taehyung and a frightened Jungkook.

•••

You walked home in the dark, the whole while you were just staring at your shoes thinking about what you've done. You couldn't think of a reason that explained taehyung's behavior.

Why did he react in such a way? What did I do wrong? All I did was care for him. Thoughts ran across your head as your shoes echoed against the concrete.

You finally reached the front door of your house and the light in the dining room was visible. Your family must be having dinner. You entered the house and placed your book bag at the side of your couch.

"Mom! Dad! I'm home!" You lazily walked towards the dining room to smell food, spaghetti.

When you looked in, you were quite confused. Until your sight looked towards the window. It was wide open. You looked at the three bodies that were sat on the table and realized something was missing.

The souls of your family had left. From the way they were positioned you could tell what they had been doing since their last breath. Your mom was wearing mittens, her hands were still at the side of the tray of garlic bread while her face was flat in the table. Your father had a pen in hand and his notebook that laid under his head like a pillow. He was doing work. Jisung had a garlic bread in his hand that was under the table with his phone in the other hand. You knew your brother to well to know he was trying to sneak a garlic bread away from your mother.

But that doesn't take away the fact that they're dead.

Dead

Without realizing it, tears had dropped on your converse and your hand was running against your hair. "No nononono... guys stop playing tricks on me." You laughed nervously.

"Mom, Dad, Jisung..  wake up!" You ran to your dad and took the pen from his hand and his notebook and placed them on the counter. You sat him up straight and folded his hands. You ran to your mother and took her mittens off and you also sat her up. You then ran to your brother and sat him up as well, you took his phone away and brought the garlic bread to his mouth.

You put a plate in front of everyone quickly and sat down in your seat. "Come on! Stop playing tricks on me!" You laughed while tears kept coming down. "Dad! Tell us how your day was! Tell us about your jokes that made others laugh, about how tired you are! Tell us how hungry you are after a long day of work!"

You turned to your mom, "Mom, tell us how long it took for you to cook this and that we should savor each spec of tomato sauce. Tell Jisung to stop taking garlic bread and ask us how our day went! Please!" You cried.

Then finally, you turned towards your brother, "Jisung, tell us about that girl you'd never stop talking about. Say something stupid so I can tease you about it and make mom flick my head! Say something you idiot!" You slammed the table and stood up, "Wake up! Don't just sit there, eat! The food will get cold and you have to eat a lot. Eat as much as you can so you can be healthy!"

Your breathing became uneven and your pleas would turn into indescribable sounds. You were sure you woke up some neighbors from your screaming but you didn't care. They needed to be aware of what's happening around them. They needed to be aware that they should be spending each and every moment with the people they care for or else it'll be too late. They needed to know.

•••

That night, you laid on the floor. Not bothering to eat the untouched food that was on the table near you. No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't stop crying.

At this very moment, you wished Taehyung would just burst through the door and hug you. To tell you that it's alright, but you guys broke up. Why would he come to you now? You hugged yourself and sat at the corner of the couch. Nobody was here to cuddle with you, only your lifeless family was in view (bars).

So you fell asleep.

With swollen eyes, twitching feet, in the cold living room, hugging yourself, and alone. You slept, once in awhile you would take sharp breaths because of the uneven breathing you had while screaming.

"Goodnight.."

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A/n: I feel as if this is a sloppy chapter. I'm sorry.