Chapter 1: Because of Him
Jimin's POV
Why did I have to go and out myself to the school? I'm such an idiot. No one at this fucking school gives a rats ass. Being gay shouldn't be a crime, so I didn't do anything to them, but to them I'm still the guilty one. I'm always the one at fault.
It's a cold Monday evening, school let out about an hour ago, I was crying as soon as I left the horrid place. I'm just walking around until night has taken over the sky. I don't care where I was walking, I'll walk wherever. I don't care if people saw me crying. Some stared, some laughed, some looked away, and some were just going about their day, but I could feel them talking about me behind my back. It's whatever though, I don't care. I won't care.
My life is shit anyway, why would anyone care about me? Why would I care? My parents don't care my classmates don't care even my little sister doesn't care. She's acts like she doesn't know me. I visited her in the hospital last month and she told me she hated me and to never visit again. All because I'm gay. I was heartbroken she has lug cancer and I can't be with her on her last months.
All my classmates bully me, they Pinch, slap, trip, punch, kick and some boys molest me. They call me names like, Shorty, midget, loner, sissy, loser, fatty, ugly, faggot, pretty much every name in the book.
As I walk the cold street covered in bruises, I stopped on a bridge. I think, how would they react if I jumped? I climbed on the edge and looked down at the clear water below.
"H-Hey don't jump!"
I looked behind me and saw a guy leaning on a pole. "You shouldn't jump, it'll get you nowhere. Nothing good will come from it."
"You don't understand."
I said low but he heard me.
"Yeah I know I don't understand your situation right now but think about what it would do to the people around you. Plus, killing yourself for a stupid reason is worse then what happened. Right? You need to live and learn. Do things you want to do, don't listen to negative people or the negative thoughts floating around in your head." And with that he walked away. I thought about what he said, I went over it twice in my head, and I didn't jump.
Because of Him.
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