Jaehee,

Such a pretty name, yes?

I wanted to make you so happy

To me, you were someone to be protected

Such an innocent and kind soul

Working for someone like me

Ha

It's joke worthy.

Zen is right

I don't ever appreciate you.

The truth to everything is

You're perfect

After a while, I wanted to keep you to myself

Not let anyone lay their filthy hands on you

Nor let anyone take you away

I wanted you to myself.

I didn't do anything though

Because you deserve someone

Who can truly love you.

I don't deserve you

Even like this

With you just being my assistant

My head and heart feel tight

Like it's gonna explode

Especially when you talk with other guys

I think I'm being too possessive

But I have to let you go

In the process, letting my own life go

Bringing bittersweet, delusional fantasies

That I've thought up.

Don't cry

Don't even give one whimper

I want you to have the happiest life you can

That means

It excludes me

Goodbye, my love

May we meet again

As always,

Your dearest admirer,

Jumin Han

...I love you...

Jaehee finished reading the note set in her desk. Did he mean he would...? Was he going to..? Panic arose in her heart and mind. Jumin had already gone home for the day. She called the chief security of Jumin's house. One that could get to him quick. Tears welled in her eyes as her mind thought of the worse possibility. The phone rang only once before he picked up.

"Hello? I see that you have called. Would you like me to let you in or something?"

She took every ounce of strength to not let her voice waver. "...I am still at the office. Mr. Han has told me something worrying to his well being. Please check on him.."

"Of course, I am heading to his quarters right now," She heard him hang up. She took deep breaths to call herself but only resulted in quickening her breaths, making the tears flow fast. Did he think that she'd be happier without him? Did he actually think that? Worry, fear, anxiety and sadness overcame her and couldn't control the sobs as she broke down in her office. She couldn't do anything for him right now. Shes never felt so helpless in her life.

Goodbye, Jumin Han.

Did I make you cry? I tried my first angst.