Hitorinbo Envy
My name is Jeaki. I'm 8 years old and I have a little sister named Areum. She's 2 years old. My mother and father have told me months ago that I wasn't biological and now, I see differences. I have a lot from my mother but I don't see anything from my father.
If there is something it's not anything that HE could possibly pass down. It never exactly feel like I'm supposed to exist anyways. Was I just unwanted? I heard a my mom's shout. Areum was behind me, playing with blocks.
I picked her up and made my way to the park. Whenever my mom and dad fight, I always go to the park, but now I take Areum with me. Areum laughs as I make faces and noises at her on the way there to distract her from the argument taking place in the kitchen I have to pass to get to the front door. I push her on the swing for a little bit before I hear squealing from a family nearby. I don't know why, but I don't want to hear it.
We spend what seems like all day there, our parents will come when they realize we're gone. It's been an hour in real time. Did I make them fight? I don't want them to, and I didn't mean to. Did Areum do it?
We both give them unneeded stress, maybe they don't want us? No, they wanted Areum. I know that I am not as wanted as her but I don't hate her for that. Areum is one of the best things in the world.
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Areum and I were drawing. Areum was drawing to the best of her abilities and I drew a picture of our family. It gave me a burning feeling in my heart but it aliviated a little when I heard mommy singing and whistling, making her way to us to look at what we drew. She finally isn't focusing on work! She seemed very proud of my drawing and even wanted to hang it up on the fridge but I objected.
I didn't like the drawing enough to hang it up. I asked to go to the park and she allowed me but asked me to come back by dinner. I took Areum with me too, I needed a playmate since nobody else likes me much, except for my best friend but he doesn't get out much. We were walking the path when a father and a son passed by. They looked like each other and all it did was remind me of the differences my own father and I have.
I squeezed Areum's hand a bit tighter but made it a point not to hurt her. I looked away from the father and son and just looked at Areum, but it didn't make me feel better, not like it usually does.
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After dinner I still wasn't feeling any better. I decided to take a photograph Uncle V took of my parents, me, and my sister to a lake I always loved. It was further away so I took a small trolly that went around the town. Once I got there, I stared at the water before rolling up my pants as I started to wade in the water. It felt nice so I wanted to go in a little deeper.
The rocks were slippery and I lost my balance a few times before I completely slipped and inhaled a bunch of the lake water.
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I was playing hide and seek with mom and dad but they were younger, my age. I easily found them. Mom ran behind a tree while Dad hid behind a rock. I called them mom and dad but they told me to call them Jaehee and Jumin and I did, even though they tell me to call them mom and dad all the time. Dad got easily bored and suggested a game of tag and it was like magic as they turned back into their adult selves.
I didn't dwell on it and even thought it was normal before I was already running and they tried to catch me. Mom was close but dad caught me in a hug which made me scream in joy. Everything then vanished and I was facing nothing until I looked behind me and they were there, glowing a warm light. My sister was between them this time and they were beckoning me to them, smiles on each of there faces. I found it hard to walk as my legs were trembling.
I was almost to them and their warm, bright light was radiating to me before an unknown hand grabbed my arm and pulled me away from them.
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"No, no, no! Please wake up!" Yoosung was at the lake with his daughter before he saw Jaeki playing in the lake unsupervised. He found it strange but decided to watch him just in case. He saw the boy slip on the rocks underneath the water and not come up. Yoosung automatically ran to the lake with his daughter following. He had ordered his daughter to stay on shore as he went in the water. Now here he is, trying to do CPR on one of his closest friend's sons. "Jisu, get 9-1-1 on the phone,"
"Yes! Will he be okay?!?" She said as she took her dad's phone and dialed the number told.
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I woke up to crying and screaming, my parents hovering over me. Tears landed on my face from them and I was pulled into a hug. I noticed my sister sitting on my legs and she even got in on the group hug. I felt horrible but I don't know what happened. I still cried though because my mom and dad started to worry me. I hugged them all back. Why were they crying?
This is in no way how their family actually was, I just wanted to make a fic of this song while I wanted to update this book and why not kill two birds with one stone?
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This is bad because it was rushed and mostly unedited but I hope you enjoy anyways.
Laterz!!
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