you are my greatest love so far.
could scrape the laughter out of your throat and press it
into mine, could kill you. kill you for this.
how many boyfriends have you had since i've known you?
how i want to be loved more than all of them? i know you.
i know you do this, you make people fall in love because you never meant to and
that's why. nothing special about your eyes, really. nothing special. your face,
an upturned tragedy i love you
you know? you know? the real kind, the kind undefined by distance
and hatred and i don't want you to forget me please. i know i am. i know i'm nice
and nothing more, but if i lie to you enough maybe you'll love me? i'm so selfish,
you know that and i know that and everyone around us knows that but
i barely exist so there so THERE how i get you alone
in the park spend hours (not) kissing you because i'm nothing i know that i KNOW
that i love
ANYONE WHO WILL TOUCH ME

but maybe i've loved you most of all.