Day 62:

Can this just be over? I'm tired all the time, unmotivated, burnt out, and sick of my brother. I haven't been to school in nine weeks, and when (if) we go back to school, it will have been five months since we were last in school. I'm just done with all this.

On a slightly more positive note, I painted my door yesterday and it looks super cool and I'm very happy with it. I've also been reading the Silmarillion which is super fun and interesting, though the million different names for each person keep tripping me up.  I'm excited to reach the part where Glorfindel dies cause he forgets a hair tie.

     I don't like going in grocery stores anymore because of how scary it is.  I had to go in to buy candy for my friends' birthdays last week and I felt like a terrible person for taking what appeared from the outside to be a 'nonessential' trip to the store.  There's a grocery store down the block from me, so I used to go all the time to get random stuff for recipes, but now it's just horrible to go at all.