Day 41:

I just want this to be over. I really really really really want this to be over. I hate zoom calls and earbuds and internet lag. I hate online classwork and no motivation. I hate not swimming so long that I can't feel my legs anymore. I hate not seeing my friends and not being able to touch anybody except my family.

On a slightly less depressing not, my grandma sewed us all cool-looking masks and I tie-died mine using fabric dye and it turned out pretty ok. I actually hate going to the grocery store less now that I don't have to wear a bandana and rubber band contraption and hurts my ears and fogs up my glasses.

I can't remember if I wrote this already, but my district made it so that your 3rd quarter grade can't go any lower. The grade I had 3rd quarter is my semester grade unless I raise it. It's almost completely killed any motivation I had to do schoolwork, so I just have to keep forcing myself. I do love to learn, so that helps, and AP testing is coming up, so I do need to study for that so I can get college credit, but I wish I was reviewing with my whole class. We would do Kahoot! and laugh the whole time.

Now people are saying we may not go back to school properly until 2021. I don't was to lose a semester of school and my entire water polo season. I just want this stupid virus to leave everybody alone now. I want to go to the fair this summer, cause my friend and I made a themed place setting to display and now we might not be able to. I hope a vaccine is found soon, preferably tomorrow.