Okay. So I'm supposed to write things here. About how I fell right now and stuff. Okay. Here it goes,

I feel like I'm scared. Like I'm shaking and my hearts still pounding and I'm on my machine.
I feel like someone's pounding on my brain and making me feel this type of way. Take deep breaths they say. I do that much right.
I feel like I'm gonna throw up after I get off. Or that I might see something that's not really there. Last night I did a challenge, that could be part of the reason of why I feel like this.
It was about a dead girl, coming in your room or something like that. A guy would kill you in your sleep if you didn't do what was asked if you. I think that's part of the reason why I feel like this.

I'm still shaking guys. I feel cold. I'm wrapped up in my blanket, the one my friend gave me for Christmas last year. I'm rping while on my machine. I'm trying to watch YouTube while on my machine, trying to calm myself down. I'm
Scared. I'm cold. I know that it's not real but sometimes you have to do things you hate. Hit send twenty times before ten minutes is up.
I did that but I was still on edge. I'm still on my machine, trying to breathe better. Yes I have asthma and it's that bad. I'm okay though, honest. I just felt like writing this down and though it was a suggestion it helped a little bit. That's better than not helping at all.

Though I still feel scared, cold and tired. But I'm okay. I'm okay.