Dear Journal,

I'm getting excited now.I feel anxious though about the 13th.I'm worried about what other people will think.I hate walking along Saxston Bridge.It's 137 years old and hovers about a deep icy cold river with gushing currents.The bolts seem unsafely screwed.I hate it.I know I'll have to go there soon I can tell it.It's 8 days to go.I feel like quitting my plans but I've come so far now to let it all go.Today my friend Kira has been non-stop texting me.She can't wait for Valentine's Day as its her first time with a boyfriend.She's been with her boyfriend Blake for around 4 months now.She loves him to death.Today she went out to find him a gift so she ended up bombarded me with texts about what he'd like.I don't know why she's stressing so much.Her and Blake are so deeply in love that Blake wouldn't stress if he got a pear.Anyway.I'm going to go.

Evie