What's up guys. RauraKLMJizzie here and before this one shot starts just a heads up. Italic parts are for Lizzie's conscience. Bold plain parts are for Lizzie. And underlined ones are for an angel.

ANYWAYS THATS ALL LETS GET TO THE STORY.

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I'm Elizabeth Dwyer. I'm 25yrs old. And I have cancer. I haven't told my family. Nor my friends. Not even my boyfriend. No one knows. Except me. I've been hiding it ever since. I don't want anyone to worry about me. Anyways. Having cancer is hard. For one day. I vomit at least 2 or 3 times.

I get tired, drowsy, and am very weak. I'm getting thinner and thinner. And it's hurting me more and more. Today I'm going to have a check up again. With my doctor. I get ready. And right before I leave the house. I feel like I want to vomit again. I run to the bathroom and vomit. Later on I brush my teeth and fix myself up again.

Anyways at the Doctor's. She told me I could try chemotherapy but I've heard. If you use chemo it's even more painful. Tho it helps. But Sometimes can be bad. So I said no to it. It's better to not take and die quickly. Than to take it and die slowly but even more painful. In the end we do die anyways.

She nods and tells me. I have 5months left to live. 5 MONTHS. No. This can't be. I start to tear up as she comforts me. Tbh. She's the best doctor ever. She comforts you and takes care of you very well.

Anyways. After our little talk. I go back home to see A note on my bed. I open it and See it was from Joel.

"Dear Lizzie,

Hey Babe! Happy 10th year anniversary. We've been dating for so long now. And I would like to make it special this time. Since. It's our 10th year anniversary. So get ready and I'll pick you up at 6pm. Until then see you there beautiful. I love you."

-Joel xxx

I smile. Joel has always been the best boyfriend ever. I don't know. What my life would be. Without him. I put on some makeup. And pick out a nice outfit. A white crop top and black skater on the bottom. With white vans. I curl the ends of my hair. And the timing! It's 6pm. I go downstairs. I get a black purse and put my necessities inside.

For example. My phone. My money. My keys. My make up things, and etc . Anyways Just as I finish. I hear Joel's car honk. I smile and get out of the house. And lock the door. I get in the car. And peck him on the cheek.

"Hey babe!" He says cheerfully. As he gives me a bouquet and a box of chocolate. I thank him and he starts the car. We drive to this lake. Which has an amazing set up. Fairy lights, candles and petals leading us to our destination. As we get to the small hut or something.

It looks very romantic. A table for two. And a candles on the table. Two plates set up nicely. And Joel leads me to my seat like a gentleman he is. What a sweetie pie. Sadly. I have 5months with him left. So let's make the most of this.

We start with our main course and until we reach the dessert. It was a fun and nice date. Had the violinist playing some violin songs for the whole time. Very romantic. We have a small walk around the lake until Joel gets on his one knee. Wait. What? Is this actually happening?!

He takes out something from his pocket. And it's a red velvet box. And as he opens it. Is a golden ring. With the gems on it. He then starts to talk. "Lizzie. These past ten years. Have been amazing! The most incredible moments of my life. And that's because of you. You helped me through everything and was always there for me."

"I love you so much and I can't thank you enough. So. Will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?" He asks me and I am speechless. I'm crying so much right now. My make up is so messed up. I nod. And he hugs me. He kisses me by my forehead. And he puts the ring on my ring finger.

My shaky ring finger. I'm so happy right now. I then manage to ask. "Why three gems?" He chuckles. "Because it stands for. I love you."
I smile and say Aweeee. He smiles. And kisses me as I kiss back.

-Time Skip-

-One Month Left-

I have one month left to live. Joel and I have been having the best times of our life. We have been traveling around the world. Doing amazing things together. Conquering our fears. It has been amazing. But as the days go by. I get even weaker and weaker. I feel like I don't have any bones or limbs anymore. I still haven't told him.

I know. It's bad. Cause he will be in a breakdown after this. But. It's best. Rather than he wastes all his money just to help me get back to full health. I'm making this decision not only for me. But also for his future. I don't want him to spend so much money for my medicines yet at the end I'm still going to die. I just want to accept my faith already.

My thoughts get interrupted by a cutie waking up right beside me. Can you guess who? Yup. It's Joel. Of course. I sit up and smile. "Good morning babe." I say and he hugs me. He then gives me a peck on the cheek. "Morning my sunshine." We pull away and he stands up. "What do you want to do today?" He asks. I think. But before I get to say anything. I want to vomit.

No he's here. He might notice something is wrong. Uhmm. "I need to pee. Wait for a sec." I say and hurriedly run to the bathroom. I lock it shut. And vomit. I hear Joel's footsteps. And he then says. "Hey Babe. You good?" I flush it and brush my teeth. I then refresh myself and go out. "Yeah I'm great. Sorry." He smiles. "No Problem. Anyways where do you want to go?" He asks me.

"The park. Let's have a calm walk. We haven't had that in a while." I say and he nods. "Okay. Get ready." I nod and start to pick out some clothes. I choose some leggings and an oversized grey shirt with small cuts in it. I put on my vans and tie my hair. As I finish Joel gets out of the bathroom all changed.

We get the things we need. Eat some sandwiches and drink coffee. Brush our teeth and we go on a walk. As we get to the park. It's so peaceful. Not much people. Very windy tho. But a great weather. Haven't had this kind of weather in about a week. We walk around playing with squirrels and feeding the ducks.

We then sit by a tree. And I feel my insides hurting. Like very bad. I ignore it and continue to talk with Joel. Minutes passed and the pain is getting even more painful. I don't know what's happening. Suddenly. I black out.

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Where am I? Why is all. White? Why are there clouds? What is Happening?! I turn around and see someone that looks like me. Is that my twin? I ask and someone chuckles. "No Lizzie. That's you." Wait. What? Who's reading my mind right now?! "Lizzie. I'm your conscience. And besides. You're saying everything aloud." I face palm. Oh sorry. Anyways. What's happening? I ask.

"Lizzie. I hate to break it to you. But you're dying. That's your body right now. But your soul has left your body." And How is that possible?! "I dont know tbh. But you're literally out of you body and you're in heaven." Wait really?! That's great and all. But how's Joel? "Him on the other hand. Not so great. He's crying his hearts out Lizzie." Oh boy. Uhm can there be any chance to bring me back to life for a bit. Just to say good bye? Please?

"I'm sorry but I'm afraid that can't happen." Oh no. I start to cry a bit. I'm so sorry Joel. "Who said that isn't possible?!" Wait. What? Hello? Who are you? "I'm an angel. Nice to meet you." Uhm. Nice to meet you too! "Anyways. That's possible. I can bring you back to life right now. But. Only for 5minutes." Wait really?! OKAY THEN GREAT! I'LL ACCEPT THAT. "Okay. Five minutes starts NOW!"

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I breathe in and out. I open my eyes. I move a bit. I'm back to my normal self. Okay now Remember. Five minutes left! "Joel?!" I shout. I hear someone walking in as fast as they could. It's Joel. As he gets in he smiles brightly. And all he's sorrows go away. "LIZZIE! YOU'RE ALIVE!" He shouts. I smile and hug him tightly. "Joel. I want you to listen. I only have 5 minutes left to live. So please listen."

He looks at me sternly. Letting me continue. "Okay. I have had cancer for a long time now. And I haven't told anyone. Not even my family. I'm really sorry I didn't tell you. I didn't want you to worry about me. I love you so much. And I want you to live happily. Do anything you want. I will be watching over you. Supporting you in whatever you do."

"But please do the following for me. Inform my family on the situation. Also my fans. And please post the last ever video that I made which is on my computer. Please do it. It's for you. The fans and My family. I love you so much Joel and the past tens years have been the best. Especially with you around. I wouldn't change anything. And please promise me. You will never forget me and you will always have fun and continue living your life strongly."

I stay quiet. And he nods. "I promise. I won't let you down Lizzie. I'm sorry for everything and I love you so much. You're the best fiancé ever." We both laugh and share our last passionate kiss together.

"I'll be you guardian angel Joel. I'll always be there for you. Remember. I'm never leaving your side." And those were my last words. Until I was finally under an eternal rest.

Good bye everyone. Good bye Joel. I love you very very much.