"Jin." I say as I walk up to the cafeteria table, Yoongi by my side. Jin looks up along with the others. They all give me a frown but I ignore it. Jin looks at me and then they all look back at their food and continue eating.

"Jin hyung." I say, more needy. I see Hoseok look up and give me a sympathetic look. I pout at that. Jin is making them act angry at me.

"Hyung come on, pay attention to him." Yoongi tsks his tounge.

"Why should I pay attention to that little brat?" Jin scoffs and looks at Yoongi. I can vividly see the hatred in his eyes... and that hurts.

"Come on Jin, he was just fooling around. He came down to say sorry to you, Namjoon and Jungkook." Yoongi sighs. Jungkook's head snaps up and he looks at me with a curious look. But I'm not focused on Jungkook or Namjoon right now. I'm focused on Jin giving me a hate filled glare. That glare quickly reminds me of my dad's glare he would give when I did something bad. My dad... who's dead. I quickly notice as my vision blurs and the rest all looks at me with worried expressions.

"Jimin." Yoongi puts a hand on my shoulder. I roughly move my shoulder, his hand falling off.

"I..I-" My mouth moves but I can't seem to get any words to come out. I get frustrated at this and let out a little sob, feeling like a stupid fish out of water, a tear escaping my eye.

"I'm sorry Oppa." I cry before I run out of the cafeteria, a few eyes on me. I now have a heavy stream of tears falling from my eyes. I don't even know where to go in this school. I find myself taking a staircase upstairs and run down the hall. I quickly find a little ramp that leads to a small enclosed space. I bet couples make out here but I'm not sane enough to think about that. I fall to the floor, sitting in a corner with my knees pulled against my chest. I don't really mind them being mad at me, it's just the glare Jin gave me reminds me so vividly of my father. He would always smile so much and be such a happy man, especially around my mother. He would only give me that glare if I was bad or in trouble, which was rare. The first time I saw it was when I was 6 and took a cookie from the cookie jar past my bedtime. He scolded me with that glare and I burned it into my head.

"I miss you so much." I quietly cry into my knees. My body is slightly vibrating and I know if I don't calm down I'm going to have a panic attack. My heart hurts so much, like someone punches me from the inside. I don't want Jin to hate me. I don't want Namjoon or Jungkook to be mad at me. I don't want Tae or Hoseok to think I'm a bad kid. My quiet sobs echo through the small space made of brick, no furniture to absorb the sound waves. I'm sure someone will find me quickly with this amount of suspicious noise.

It feels like forever that I've been crying. I soon stop and wipe my face with my sweater sleeve. I let my legs go, them falling limp in front of me. My arms hang at my sides and I stare at the the plain, ugly beige wall. I don't know how much time passes after that until I hear multiple footsteps echoing down the ramp I walked on. I hear them come to a stop and a few gasps are heard.

"Jimin." I hear my name called. I mean to let out a hum but it comes out a whimper. I then see Taehyung's wide eyes in front of me.

"Jimin, are you okay?" He asks as he grabs my hands. I don't respond, not feeling like moving.

"Taehyung just pick him up and let's go." I hear another voice. It's Jungkook.

Taehyung is about to put his arms under my legs and behind my back before I squirm away a little.

"Just leave me here... just let me die." I choke out, another few burning tears escaping, re-wetting my cheeks.

"Jimin!" They say sternly together.

"Just let me die." I cry again, pulling my legs back to my chest.

"Hey! Don't say that! Don't you dare say that!" Taehyung starts yelling, worry covering his face.

"He's right. You shouldn't say things like that Jimin." Jungkook pipes in, sitting next to Taehyung in front of me. They look at me with such worried looks I immediately regret saying what I just did.

"I-Im sor-ry. I just d-dont wa-want Jin hyung to h-hate me-e." I stutter out, my breathing rigid and tears still falling down my cheeks.

"He doesn't hate you Jiminie. He's just upset with your behavior this morning." Jungkook sighs and sits beside me, placing an arm around my shoulder.

"I'm sorry for p-ushing you o-off me." I immediately turn and hug Jungkook, my voice cracking at the end. He picks me up and sits me comfortably on his lap. His arms tightly wrap around my back and he whispers that it's okay into my ear over and over again. I feel another hand on my back, rubbing up and down. 

"Please just don't tell us to let you die again, okay?" Taehyung pleads as he takes me from Jungkook and holds me the same way.

"O-okay." I nod my head into Tae's shoulder. I'm about to get up when Taehyung stands up instead, holding my thighs firmly as he now holds my weight.

"Tae I can walk." I mumble into his shoulder.

"No, I'm carrying you. I don't want you to be embarrassed. Just hide in my neck, relax, we're going home." Taehyung says as he walks up the ramp as I watch Jungkook follow from behind. He makes funny faces at me, mocking Taehyung behind his back.

"Kookie stop." I giggle as he makes more funny faces. Jungkook pauses for a minute before smiling and pinching my cheek.

"You're too cute Jiminie." Jungkook chuckles and hops up to walk beside Taehyung. When Taehyung walks back downstairs he enters the cafeteria again.

"What are you doing?" I frantically ask Taehyung.

"Hoseok and Yoongi stayed back here just in case you came back. I need to tell him we found you. Jin and Namjoon went looking for you as well." Taehyung replies. I look around the cafeteria and everyone is giving me weird looks. They're either mad, confused or happy.

"They're looking." I mumble to Taehyung.

"Just ignore it." Taehyung says as he keeps walking.

"Jimin!" I hear Yoongi yell. I hear quick footsteps and I look up and turn my torso a bit, looking at Yoongi and Hoseok running over. Yoongi runs right up and cups my face with his hands.

"Are you okay? Why were you crying? Where did you go?" He spits quickly.

"Yoongi, breath." I smile, holding back a laugh. He takes a deep breath and calms down.

"Are you okay?" Hoseok asks as he rubs my back.

"Yeah I'm fine now." I nod my head, Yoongi's hands leaving my face.

"Where did you go?" Yoongi asks.

"He went to the old elevator room." Jungkook replies.

"Ah, good place to go." Hoseok mumbles to himself.

"Can we just go home please?" I ask, turning back to Taehyung's neck.

"Yeah, let me call Namjoon and Jin hyung." Jungkook says as he grabs his phone. I feel Taehyung start walking as the others follow along.

"Namjoon hyung?.. Yeah we found him.... you're where? .... okay, we'll be there in a few minutes... okay, bye." Jungkook speaks quickly with Namjoon on the phone while we continue to walk down the halls, me still in Taehyung's arms. A few minutes later we're at a pair of entrance/exit doors.

"Jimin!" I hear Namjoon say with a relieved sigh. Taehyung passes me over to Namjoon without a fight.

"Hi Joonie." I whisper as I hug him as he holds me tightly.

"Are you okay?" The questions is asked for what seems like the millionth time today.

"Yes I'm fine." I say as I hide my face in his neck.

"Where was he?" Namjoon asks one of the guys.

"The old elevator room." Taehyung answers this time. Namjoon let's out a hum as if saying okay.

"Alright, let's go home. I called the house and Mr.Bastion sent down a car. It's here already." Namjoon says as he walks outside with me. Why are they carrying me? I mean I like it but I can walk...

Namjoon puts me down and I get into the car after Jungkook. I sit between him and Hoseok in the back, the others up front. The car ride is silent but it's comforting for me at least. Both Jungkook and Hoseok are holding one of my hands which I don't mind. The ride is pretty short and we're home in no time. It's probably around 2pm by now. We all get out of the car, Jungkook taking my hand again as we walk inside. He takes me into the living room where we sit on the couch, him wrapping his arms around me securely, Hoseok joining in on my other side.

"Here." Taehyung says as he drapes a blanket across us. He then proceeds to sit on the floor in front of me. I play with his hair as Jungkook and Hoseok cuddle me. Yoongi puts on a show and no one talks or moves. The show is a basic plot, girl finds bad boy, bad boy falls for girl, something goes horribly wrong. Just as Yoongi is switching to the next episode, a loud thump from upstairs rings through the living room, followed by some shouting. We all can easily recognize it as Namjoon and Jin's voices... and they sound angry. I tense up and take my hand back from Tae's hair, holding it over my chest, feeling my racing heart.

"Jimin?" Hoseok asks. "Jimin what's wrong?"

"They're fighting because of me." I mumble, staring a little shocked at the ground. "I made them fight, they're mad at each other because of me." I say, feeling my eyes gloss over with tears.

"No Jimin they're not fighting because of you, don't worry. I promise it's not your fault." Jungkook says as he rubs the top of my back.

"They wouldn't be fighting if I wasn't here." I mumble.

"Jimin." Taehyung says warning, turning around to face me with a small frown. I know he's talking about earlier in the elevator room.

"Not what I meant." I reassure him. He nods his head and holds my hand.

"Jimin, they fight a lot anyways. We have no idea if it's about you, so don't worry." Yoongi shrugs and brushes off the subject. I nod my head and try to calm my still racing heart. I know deep down they're still fighting about me, because of me. Yoongi puts the show back on and I try to focus on it. There's still small echos of the yelling that can be heard through the TV volume which puts me on edge. It's hard to focus when people are fighting because of you. You feel like a piece of shit. The show only gets 20 minutes in before I can't take it anymore. I need him.

"I need to go." I say and flip the blanket off me.

"Where are you going?" Hoseok asks worried.

"Garden." I say a little harshly as I speed walk out. I pull out my phone with shaky hands as I fumble to type in the numbers by memory, now jogging into the garden. I press the green call button and put the phone up to my ear and enter the garden, getting lost in the flower maze.

"Mhm.. hello?" Taemin's voice rings through my ears, already calming me down.

"Tae, I need you. I can't do it here, I want to come back. I miss you and they're fighting because of me. I- I feel horrible." I cry, falling onto my knees in the garden.

"Woah, woah Minnie what's up? What did they do?" He asks, his voice sounding more urgent and awake now.

"Namjoon and Jin are fighting because of me. I caused a little trouble today because they made me cranky and then ran away away lunch. Jin was ignoring me and he gave me my dad's glare. You know it, whenever he would catch us sneaking cookies at sleepovers? That glare. I just b-broke. I c-can't do this anymore. I don't want to live. Can I please j-just join m-my parents? My parents who didn't d-desver-erve to d-... die." I cry out, tears now falling down my cheeks.

"PARK JIMIN!!" He yells. "You will not say things like that ever again, you hear me!? Do you know how much I would miss you? Do you know how much I, and other people would hurt knowing you died? That is not something to take lightly Jimin. I know you're hurting, and I know it's hard for you now that you don't have your parents, but you have 6 amazing (I'm assuming) brothers and me. We're all you need, because we will give you all the love and the whole world so that you're happy." He speeches.

"I need you Tae... I want you here with me." I sob.

"I know babe, but I have school. Now I'm not saying school is more important, heck you're more important that myself. But I will come to you as soon as I can okay?" He sighs.

"O-okay." I mumble. "I miss you so much. I miss your hugs." I pout.

"Don't pout on me mister. You know how that pouting effected me." He chuckles.

"But it's fun, and I miss you so much. I miss my best friend." I whine, picking at the grass I'm sitting on.

"I know, I miss you so much too Minnie." He says, and I know he's smiling. We continue to talk for at least another hour, catching up on the latest drama and how we're doing health wise. I protest a lot but he finally gets me to hang up. I turn off my phone, placing it slowly on the grass and staring at it, hoping he'll call again. I know he won't because he has to get ready for school. I look up at the sky, admiring the puffy white clouds and the willow tree not too far from me. I stare at it swaying in the wind, slowly but surely lulling me to sleep. My eyes droop down, my breathing and heart rate finally at a normal pace again. God am I ever grateful for Taemin. I wish I could hug him again. I lay my back against the hard bushes and flowers, taking a quick cat nap.

After I lull in and out of the nap, I feel someone pick me up, placing my phone on my stomach.

"I'm sorry for making them ignore you. I know you're sorry, please forgive me when you wake up. You did deserve that soap though, but nothing else. Don't feel like you're not very important in our lives. And you're not the cause of Namjoon and I fighting, don't worry." Their deep voice says as they carry me. I feel like I'm floating.

"I love you."
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A/N
Hahaha... it's in that writing cuz guess why.

Psst.... he says it in English. Adorable right? Ugh I love Jin 😥😍