Hello, everyone. It almost feels good to be on here again. It's bittersweet, though, if I'm honest. I haven't been on here in months upon months. That isn't fair to you- to vanish without any sort of explanation. So, sit down, and let me tell you a story.

Last year, I attended Hamilton middle school. It was terrible. I was relentlessly bullied by both my peers and my parents, almost exclusivley because of my gender "confusion". I was self-harming and one day visited the counselor about my situation.

She asked me to tell her how suicidal I was, on a scale from 1-10. I responded with a 9. She called my parents and they drove me to the hospital.

I was admitted for a week. I had to give my parents my phone, understandably, and during that week they went through all my apps, including Wattpad. They were none too pleased to find I'd been talking to you all on here.

Wattpad was deleted and I was forbidden from ever going on to the website again. As you guys were my only support system, that was hell on my mental state. I begged to at least let you all know what's going on, but was refused.

So here I am, months later, finally getting you guys know what happened. I sent this all to one of my closest friends and gave her the login information. All she has to do is copy and paste.

So, in conclusion, you were all the best things in my life, and I'm happy that  I got to meet you guys.

I wish I could tell you guys where to contact me at, but I don't have anything. Not so much as an E-Mail. But if you have any thoughts or messages, send 'em through, and my friend can relay the note. You've all made such an impact on my life and I'm sorry to have to leave.

Much love, Platinum.