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Part 34

Omkara sat on his bed wondering what his life wanted from him. Three days ago he had come to know what his love, his gauri actually thinks about him. He was extremely disheartened. The urge to take drugs had hit him with full force so to take his mind off all these things he had gone to a coffee shop. He has lately found out that coffee was his alternative to drugs. He had emptied nearly five cups and was trying to calm himself when he heard the voice he never wanted to hear even in his dreams. He looked around and finally his eyes caught a glimpse of her, his ex-wife. She was shamelessly hugging some guy whome he assumed to be her new boyfriend. Not able to tolerate the sight he got out of the cafe, into his car and drove aimlessly. He stopped the car at some random place and got down. He looked around to know where he was but his eyes landed on a board on which it was written '24/7 club'. He got into the club and asked for one of the best wines. He had lost count of how many refills he had asked for. He was high on alcohol when the butler refused to refill his glass and politely lead him out to his car and left not before telling him to call somebody to get him home. Om got into his car and drove away at an extremely high speed. That was the last thing he remembered. When he had opened his eyes he was in the hospital with his whole family around him. At first he was suffocated seeing so many people in that small room but one hug from ira and everything seemed to fall in place. During his stay at the hospital he had seen gauri peeping in through the hole to have a look at him. Two days and three nights in the hospital and he was allowed to go home but was warned to take complete rest and to stay away from anything that is intoxicating and here he was, seated on his bed, happy that he was given his freedom back but what bothered him was the silent treatment his brothers were giving him. He knew the exact reason why they were giving him a cold shoulder. He had to speak to them. He can't see them angry, he can't bear their silence. So he got up and headed towards the pool knowing very well his brothers would be seated there.

"guyss...." he called them and knowing very well who it was ShivRu stood up facing their backs towards him. Seeing them walking away he spoke "guys if you don't want to talk to me it's alright. Don't spoil your Obros time for a drug addict like me" and he walked away to his room. Shivaay and rudra look at each other shocked "isse kya hua?" they say simultaneously. They had thought that he would come to them and apologize for trying to kill himself but what he said was quite unexpected. Yes, he had called himself a drug addict many times but that was when he was recovering from his drug phase. Gauri had told them that it was his depression and guilt that was making him speak such things. But what happened to him now? Is he guilty? Or is he depressed? The second possibility sent shivers. Depression was the root cause of his addiction. No he can't go back to that. "I think we should check on him" rudra suggests to which Shivaay agrees.

Om entered his room and sat on his bed thinking about Gauri's words. His eyes fell on the mirror of his dresser. His cheeks were soaked with tears. He walked towards the mirror and wiped his tears and started speaking to his reflection. "tu roo kyun raha hai haan? Why are you crying (rubbing his tears furiously) it was your fault that you wanted to go to London. It was your fault that you believed a wrong woman. It was your fault that you chose drugs when you could have chosen your family. It was all your fault damn it. Ab rone se kya hoga? You are a bloody drug addict and you do not deserve happiness. Understand?"" you are wrong, omkara" he hears Shivaay's voice and turns around to see ShivRu stand at the door. "you were a drug addict. But you are clean for the past six months. And I'm proud of you for being strong enough to leave drugs" Shivaay says. "par tu toh mujhse gussa tha na?" om asks to which rudra replies "yes we were angry but not cause you tried to get Intoxicated but cause you again did the same mistake you did 5 years back" om looks at rudra curiously not understanding what he was referring to. "trying to hide to your sadness, your emotions, from us" Shivaay clears his doubt and continues "we have told you earlier om, we are always there for you. Come what may hum humesha tumhare saath honge. You can come to us anytime. Talk to us om and I promise you'll feel better" om just nods his heads and hugs them tight. After a long hug the three brothers settled themselves on the bed.

"why did you drink so much om?" Shivaay asks the question that has been lingering in his mind from the time he heard of the accident. Om looked at his brothers with moist eyes. "how do I tell you ke mere aur gauri ke beech kya hua hai" he thought. "come on O tell us" encouraged rudra. " today morning I went to meet gauri. We had a fight. I wanted to take my mind off it so I went to a coffee shop. Wahan pe maine ridhima ko dekha. She was there with someone, might be her boyfriend. They were in a very intimate position. I was with ridhima for three years but she was never comfortable with me. I was such a fool not to realize her discomfort. My body suddenly started craving for drugs. I didn't want to break the promise I did to you guys. I couldn't take it and drove away randomly. When I stopped I saw a club and got in. I decided to have a shot or two but pata nahi how I got heavily drunk. When I realized I was high I wanted to reach home fast but I don't know how the accident happened. Trust me guys mera koi intentions nahi thi itna zyada peene ki. I just don't know how I got so drunk. I don't know" he justified himself clearly hiding what happened between him and gauri. He knew if they come to know about it they'll try to confront her and the outcome would be worse. He didn't want his brothers to stand against gauri. Seeing him broken his brothers took him in an hug. "you are a really strong man. Tu kamzor nahi pad sakta mere bhai. I'm happy that you didn't go back to drugs. Par you can't break down like this om. Jiss om ko main janta hoon woh kamzor nahi hai. If you want hum gauri se baat karenge" Shivaay consoled. "haan O hum gauri di se baat karenge. Aap himmat mat hariye" said rudra. "nahi rudra. Bohot hua. Now on I will not go behind her. I will not force her to be mine. And I don't want anyone to come between us too. If we are destined we'll be together and if we are not then woh apne raaste aur...... main apne" said om. "par om..." Shivaay started but om cut him "nahi Shivaay iss topic par aur baat nahi karte please" he pleaded, ending the topic. "then what shall we talk about" asked rudra. "abhi koi baat nahi karni rudra. Mera sar bohot dukh raha hai. I need some rest" he said massaging his plastered forehead. "haan om you rest" tells Shivaay getting up from the bed, making space for om to lie down. Making sure om is comfortable both the brothers leave.

Precap: RiKara convo

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