The sky is awfully clear today, with a complete shade of blue, which i didn't like a bit. Chirping birds were starting to cringed while that bustling noises of the cars emphatically shoved into my ear.

I sighed out a mouthfull of air before taking a step towards my apartment, which is nothing but a complete mess. I shuddered a little at the electrical string of blew of my air conditioner before stepping into my room.

The bag plugging onto my shoulder got thrown away as i flopped myself down in the bed, sighing in tiresome.

I cringed at those remembrance which had to happen today in uni. That flat ass bitches, never thought i have to face some ugly wench again today..

They're nothing but urging for some wild nights in which im not into a bit. I am seeing them these all months.

My phone buzzed vibrate as i picked it up in instant.
"Yoongi..?" I heard Seokjin's concern voice, i know with what reason he has been engaged.

"Yeah" i mumbled..

"You don't take his words seriously okay?" I sighed at his apprehensiveness.

"Yeah i won't"

"Wanna come to my place?"

"No i guess, i mean feel tired." I emitted, but honestly i wasn't feeling tired but defeated. I felt like wasting almost 7 years for nothing, but i hates myself to keep carefully those strings of unstable hopes which cannot be knot with other's.

"Then take rest yeah?" I hummed before hanging up the call and slamming it to my white mattress.

It's been two weeks but I didn't get a prospect to have a proper talk with him, the possibilities of seeing him in uni are also diminishing for me.

It was today—

   —when I sat inaudibly in the cafe after my third period, i was quite exhausted.

I took out two orenge from my backpack and a bottle of juice which I've been carrying since first period. Desperately striving myself from averting my eyes from the table while my ear already perked up hankering for those soothing giggles muffling through the cafe...

I left a deep sigh, defeating over my urge as i stared up at his naturally glowing face, swelling because of his heavy laughs. He just looking so happy, i felt my all tiredness sprinted off of my body a while ago.

It's Jimin beside him, leading him towards my table, which couldn't help my heart from skipping some of its beat.

"Yoongi hyung." Jimin's tone was thrilled as he flopped himself in front of me, a fidgeting Taehyung standing beside him. "Oh Jimin?" I greeted him back, while stealing glimpses of flustered Taehyung.

"Where is Jin hyung by the way."

"He'll catch up later, busy writing some stuff in library" i muttered munching a slice of orange.

"Orange~" he snatched away one slice of orange completely ignoring my info while i glanced at Taehyung again. His eyes were roaming around the cafe, i wonder why.

"Taehyung sit" I gestured him to sit down beside Jimin as he sat in return, blessing me with his beautiful smile.

"Hey Taehyung, I'll be right back just wait for me okay?" Jimin abruptly swirled and before Taehyung could protest he already sprinted out of the cafe.

I saw him gulping down as his eyes glued with me.
"Uh hi?" I bashfully emitted, as i could feel my cheeks burning when he uttered a shy smile towards me before spatting a faint hello.

Collecting all the inner courage which i had buried under my undefined savage i stared at him. I set up my mind with so many things and prepare myself for saying it further but—

"Taehyung—" Jungkook

"Yoongi—" Seokjin

Both got inside the cafe, while Jungkook face was twisting in distaste. Seokjin came to me and patted my shoulder before flopping down beside me.

I saw Jungkook mumbling something to Taehyung as the later nodded and get away from us. I frowned upon the strange conduct. I was about to follow Taehyung completely ignoring a sulking Seokjin but unexpectedly Jungkook grabbed my arm. Snatching my entire attention.

He pushed me, as i stumble back before awning with a poker expression. I didn't wanted a unnecessary fight between us.

I tried to move again as nothing came out of my mouth but didn't expected him to grab on my collar, yanking me back in front of him. Seokjin was looking uttered shock but poor him couldn't make any word.

"Move" I calmly emitted, disinterested. But he wasn't moving a bit.

" I said move." My voice laced with a hint of annoyance as he loosen his grip.

I saw him sighing, before glaring at me.
"I swear will kill you, if I ever saw you again with him."

"And why should I obey you?" I scoffed back, letting out a mockery snicker, hands fixing my mess collar.

"What do you think of yourself huh? You'll regret messing with me." I raised my brow while opening my lips to spit something but—

"Kookoo"

"Huh"

"C-come, we'll be late"

"Yeah coming."

I flinched at the buzzing sound of my phone, it was Seokjin again.

" Yeah what is it?"

"I'm outside of your apartment."

"What? Why?" I knotted my brow while narrowing down the hanging clock as it made me gasped. It's been 4hours i slept.

" Yeah yeah wait I'm coming."

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Not satisfied with this chapter..

Crying..

Sorry for my english <3