Summary: Songfic of 'Last Kiss' by Taylor swift.
WARNINGS: slight mention of homophobia, not major.

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58

"Caspar?" Joe hissed, shaking his boyfriends arm for him to wake up. Caspar stirred, and looked around at him. He smiled lazily, before sitting up.
"What's the problem Joe?" Caspar whispered to him, rubbing his eyes. He looked at the clock, 1:58 AM. Caspar was confused, it was early in the morning. "Did you have another nightmare?" He asked.

The words that you whispered
For just us to know

"No, I think I'm in love with you. I know we say it a lot, but I think you are the one."

You told me you loved me
So why did you go away?
Away

Obviously Joe didn't love Caspar enough, otherwise Caspar wouldn't be sat here alone alone on a cold, wet Tuesday night.

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane

Caspar looked down at his boyfriend lovingly, before kissing his head and wrapping his arms around him. "You know what, I think I'm in love with you too."
And that was when they both knew what no matter how bad things got, they would always stick together. Never one without the other.
But, how wrong they were.

That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

Caspar's arms remained around Joe, making him feel safe. Joe rested his head in the crook of Caspar's neck, before snuggling into him. Joe had never felt so safe and protected.
"Do you think we will grow up, and have a family and stuff?" Joe whispered, letting his curoitsy take the best of him. He'd always wanted kids, and a family. But if Caspar didn't want to, that was fine too. He'd do anything to stay with Caspar.

Funnily enough, he didn't do a lot when disaster stuck.

But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes

Caspar's bed was cold without Joe, he had no one to hug or laugh with in the mornings. He tried to make Joe jealous a couple days ago over Twitter, but he doubt he even seen it. He probably wouldn't care anyways.

All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss

"Should we come out to the suscribers?" Joe asked out of the blue, looking over at Caspar. Caspar's heart leaped his chest, they had talked about it before but every time they got close to doing it Joe made an excuse.
"I mean," Caspar paused, getting up to stand next to Joe. "It's up to you. I'm happy to do it."
Joe nodded. "Okay, well it's Sunday in a few days. Let's record the video and then make it a Sugg Sunday special!"
And they did, they received more hate than they thought though. So much it resulted in Joe crying, he left the apartment for a bit.
He came back though. The next time he didn't however.

I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

He never expected all of it to just crash down, and be over so suddenly.

I do remember the swing of your step

The coming out party. They had invited all of their friends, family, and everybody they knew to come around. For that night, enemies became friends.

The life of the party, you're showing off again

Joe was laughing, shouting, dancing right in the middle. Caspar rolled his eyes, everybody was turning to look at him. He always loved the attention, with Caspar, not so much. He preferred to talk to his friends in the corner, sit on the sofa and have a drink.
Not Joe, Joe always liked people looking at him. They were a little different, and that was fine.

And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in

"No, no Joe! I can't dance!" (<<<A/N- HSM ANYBODY) Caspar whined as Joe pulled him in.
"Come on," Joe laughed, holding Caspar's hand. They began to slow dance to a very fast song. "It's fine, it will be fun!"

I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did

Because I love your handshake, meeting my father

"Hi sir," Joe said formally, shaking Caspar's fathers hand. "Nice to meet you, I'm Joe, Caspar's boyfriend."
Caspar's dad smiled. "Welcome to the family."

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

"You are doing it again!" Caspar shouted, while laughing. Joe had this strange thing where when ether he would hold Caspar's hand he would put the free hand in his pocket.
Joe laughed too. "I can't help it, it's like a habit! I'm destined to do it!"
"Okay, take your other hand out." Caspar said, and Joe took his hand out his pocket. "Now, see how long you can go without putting it back in your pocket."
It took him thirty seconds.
"It's not my fault! One hand is warm because your holding it, what am I supposed to do with the other one? So I put it in my pocket- hey, don't laugh it me. It's logic!" Joe shouted playfully.

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

"And I think that-" Caspar didn't get time to finish his sentence, because Joe's lips were already on his. Once he pulled away, Caspar covered his mouth while smiling. "Okay, I'm going to finish my sentence, if you kiss me again I won't kiss you for a month."
Joe scoffed. "You couldn't keep that up."

And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes

And now Caspar is left with those memories only, and Joe's old jumper that he left behind.

All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss

"Maybe we just aren't working out." Joe muttered, his eyes dropping to the floor. Caspar shook his head. "No, no we are working out just fine. We're fine."

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

"We aren't Caspar."

Never imagined we'd end like this

"I just don't feel the sparks with you anymore, I'm sorry. I think we should break up."

Your name, forever the name on my lips

Caspar took a deep breath as Joe stepped out the door.
"So, I'll see you around?" Joe asked, Caspar hummed in response.
"I guess," He said quietly. "See you."
And just like that, Joe was out of his life.

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

Caspar looked at all the old pictures of them, before throwing them onto a fire. "I don't need these anymore." He told himself.

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

He hadn't seen Joe in weeks, months even.

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

"How you doing mate?" A voice rang through the phone, who could be known as Josh. Josh knew how Caspar was struggling.
He sighed. "I don't even know. Have you seen Joe?"
Silence remained, before Josh whispered a faint, "yes." Caspar sat up, holding the phone closer to his ear. Tears were already running down his face.
"How is he?" He questioned, Josh sighed.
"No, how are you. You aren't okay, are you?"
Caspar let out a sob. "No." He whispered.

Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed

"No, he's okay I guess. He's not as lively though, and he doesn't admit it but I can tell he misses you."

You can plan for a change in weather and time

"He can come back if he wants," Caspar said, waiting for a reply. He knew he was going to get turned down, or laughed at. Josh would probably think he was stupid for thinking that Joe would ever come back. "Sorry. I'm being stupid."

But I never planned on you changing your mind

"No." Josh said. "He told me a couple days ago he wants to come back."

So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss

It took a while, but Joe finally stepped back in the flat again. He locked eyes with Caspar, and he realised how stupid he was to have left him. But then again, it felt right to break things off.

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

"I'm sorry. I can't do this." And Joe ran out the apartment, once again. This time he didn't come back.

Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

Caspar sat alone. He had friends. But he still sat alone.

Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips

Just like our last...

Caspar's eyes shot open, and he looked to his side to see a sleeping Joe.
"It was just a dream." He whispered to himself. He smiled, before kissing Joe's head and going back to sleep.

Everything was all just a dream.

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