Summary: Joe and Caspar watch some Jaspar fan made videos on YouTube.
WARNINGS: None.

Joe let out a small laugh as he scrolled through some of the Jaspar shipping videos on the internet, and decided to show his boyfriend some.

Well, truthfully he wanted to watch them, but didn't want to do it alone. Just in case Caspar walked in, and Caspar might be a little creeped out that he was watching fan-made videos of them.

"Babe, come here a moment!" Joe called, and in an instant Caspar came running into the room.

"What's up kitten?" Caspar asked Joe, sitting down next to him on the bed. Joe blushed at the nickname, and leant his head on Caspar's shoulder.

"Look at these videos people have made about us, it's so cute." Joe said excitedly, and Caspar chuckled and grabbed the laptop to get a better look.

"Do you want to watch some?" Caspar said after a few moments of sitting in silence, looking at the screen.

Joe pretended to look shocked, and nodded and Caspar kissed his forehead.

They both got into a more comfortable position, and snuggled close together.

Joe clicked on the first Jaspar video on YouTube, and immediately the song 'Ours' by Taylor Swift started to play, and Joe and Caspars face appeared on the screen.

It firstly started off with Caspar and Joe in their collabs together when they weren't dating, and then it flicked to a footage of Joe fake crying.

It showed scenes for a minute in black and white, from sniplets in videos where they looked sad, or were fake crying.

But then it got colour when they started to be with each other, and it finally ended showing their coming out video.
It was perfect, and hit them right in the feels.

"Well-that was." Joe started, unable to finish his sentence.

"That was so beautiful." Caspar attmited. "I love you so much, Jojo." Caspar whispered, turning to face Joe.

"I love you too Caspar." Joe whispered, and they connected their lips in a sweet kiss. They didn't allow for the kiss to get heated, as they wanted to remain like this.

In this position, together.

When they finally stopped kissing, Joe rested his head on Caspars shoulder again, and clicked on another video.

But this one wasn't so happy.

It showed them together, and was playing 'I can't make you love me' by Adele. It was all in black and white, and just showed scenes of them together.

You could tell the pain in the video, the song represented it for a start, but Joe felt a tug at his heart as if this was actually real. And Caspar didn't love him. But that wasn't real, thankfully. The only thing that was real was their love for each other.

"Cause I can't make you love me when you don't, and I can't make your heart feel something that it won't."

Caspar looked across at Joe, and smiled because he was all his.

He knew that Joe wasn't going to leave, and he was sure as hell that he would never leave Joe. He remembered when he met Joe, he was in a dark time and was hating himself. But Joe bought color to his world, he made Caspar feel not worthless.

And he couldn't be more thankful for that. And Caspar ended up not watching the rest of the video, he spent it just staring at Joe.

Finally it ended, and it sadly ended with them both ending up alone.
Joe closed the laptop and placed it to his side, and cuddled into Caspar.

"Never let me go?" Joe whispered, as Caspar cuddled into him too.

"As long as you don't leave." Caspar whispered back, looking at Joe in admiration.

"Trust me, I will never leave." Joe said, and Caspar grinned.

"Forever and always?" Caspar mumbled, closing his eyes.

"Forever and always." Joe repeated.

And they both fell asleep, not caring about what time it was, only caring about the comfort of each other's arms.

Because that's where they will be, forever and always.

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