I was asked to talk about the crush Jason mentioned in the chapter on La La Land. So i guess I will. She's a girl in the year under me. I did a school show with her and we were partners in a dance. Since then we've started to talk a bit more and I actually really like her. She's so so so gorgeous and sweet and all round incredible. She's great to be around and amazing to talk to and I just like her so much. Ugh I forget how to breath sometimes around her. Problem is she's probably straight. If you didn't know, I was born female and that's how most people know me. I have no chance with her but I like her so much and ughhhhhh she's so fucking amazing