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For an entire day Janna refused treatment, the knife that Janna only had only  seen as  the handle was still lodged in her back and the pellets began to seep poison into her system. While she tasted a sour taste at the back of her mouth she curled around the covers, her back shone a pale red in the daylight. After a while Pomfrey had to remove the metal from Janna when black crystals began to form around the wounds.

Janna did not know what she would tell Orion... He was going to be destroyed... Janna needed to see him, even if this was her fault—I should have listened to Kreature, I should have... i shouldn't have come to Hogwarts, everyone would still be alive then.

Around the next day's evening Janna saw Harry peak his head into the Hospital, the face of Orion came into Janna's eyes, the pale blue face was wet and pink at the eyes and nose. All she wanted to do was run up to him and hug him but a feeling in her stomach yanked her back like a chain instead he ran to her first, soon his arms were wrapped around her. His head on her chest while he whimpered to her, she hugged him tightly trying to urge herself to tell him that she did this... This is my fault that Orion is upset... Janna let him lay on bed to not cause anymore harm, his legs curled under him while Janna hugged his shoulders tightly.

By the time it was time for Orion to go Potter persuaded Pomfrey to let him stay with Janna.

The entire Janna stared up at the ceiling... Feeling Orion's warm skin under her palm... This made her feel a guilt weigh on her chest... This is my fault, I need to pay for what I have done... In the future I will have to vow to Orion... I  need to protect him... Janna pulled him closer, her arms clung to him as his arms wrapped tightly around her waist.

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Soon, April.

Since Janna had spent the minority of March in the hospital wing, she created  the excuse of having the black magic outbreak and cause her skin to have large gashes, Orion went to St. Mungo's to visit a lady who would help him deal with the loss of his mother. Every evening while Janna was in the Hospital Orion and her would share the bed when he cried in his own bed across from hers soon Jake and Juno camped next to the bed under the invisibility cloak, bringing food that was not hospital food.

Now Janna was back in the Room of Requirements, she and Orion agreed to go together to the Slugclub dinner that was this evening (mostly since Janna refused to keep Orion out of her sights).

Strangely enough Sirius had not spoken to Janna, he had not even checked to see if she were alright. Furthermore Janna  could not find Remus... at the moment she did not have the stomach to go to the stump, either... however Remus would have maybe not known what to make of the.... situation... Janna was not sure either.

Interrupting her thoughts a blue owl pecked his beak against the glass of Janna's window, she stood up from lying in bed to let the bird in. As soon as the owl landed on the floor he made  a sharp to began a  transformation into Teddy who jumped at Janna to grasp her tightly in his arms "you're fine!" He exclaimed, soon taking Janna by her shoulders to look at her face, quickly he lifted the jumper from her shoulder worrying about her skin on her back by running his palm over the ridges "Uncle Harry said you were stabbed, he said you were shot! Oh Gods! Did you also get impaled?" Teddy worried as he hugged her tightly again, his entire body surrounding her like a warm blanket.

   "I'm fine... Teddy" Janna said softly, Teddy stared at her face with eyes that wanted to say otherwise, however he smiled vaguely before pursing his lips as he fixed her hair by putting a lock of her hair behind her ear "Why did you come here?"

Teddy gulped, he moved his hand on Janna's shoulder before speaking  "I came here to... make sure you were alright..."

"I am alright... I just don't remember everything, there are just bits and pieces" Janna shook her head, running her wrist over her eyes to wipe away the moisture from around her eyes "I just don't know what to do now, Teddy"

   "You shouldn't worry about where you stay during the holidays, I can tell you that" Teddy smiled at Janna as he wrapped his arm around her shoulders "you'll stay with Harry during the summer holiday, or me..." Teddy shrugged "You know uncle Harry, he doesn't specify much" Teddy sighed, his hand ran through his teal hair as he pursed his lips.

   "What else is there? Why didn't Harry tell me this himself?" Janna muttered to Teddy who chuckled at her.

   "Can't I just keep an eye on you?" Teddy ruffled Janna's hair before he walked past her to her wardrobe "Calm down Janna, you're scary when you're angry" Then Teddy turned to her clothes spilling from drawings and the hangers that were scattered on the floor "Do you sleep here?" Teddy asked, rolling up Janna's robes in a bundle then placed the material on a shelf  "You're worse than I am..." Teddy turned on his heel to look at Janna, he grinned "I heard from Harry that you need to go to the Slugclub dinner"

   "Did you ever go to one?" Janna asked as she sat herself on her bed from feeling a twinge in her knee, Reddy shook his head causing his grin to  widen.

   "Nah, don't think I wasn't smart I just had too many detentions under my name" Teddy snorted as he picked up a pair of pants "ahh, all the times my Gran sent howlers, you know I'd collect them then set them off at the end of the year, all at once" he added "You know, you should leave finding you something to wear for this dinner to me, I've been reading all these wedding catalogs and I now I think I know all the colours between white and egg white"

   "Is the wedding that close?"

   "Yeah, the wedding is in July, Vicky and I have not decided which day yet... However we do know we want it to be in July, you know, for all the summer birds. I really enjoy how Vicky likes all these exotic birds so much, she's collected bee-eaters and rollers..." Teddy smiled to himself then he knelt down to search through the pile,mhe looked at Janna "She thinks you're like a kingfisher"

   "With a beak like that I wouldn't be able to function" Janna laughed as Teddy pulled a shirt from the pile.

   "So who's the special boy you're taking, Janna? Or are you going stag?" Teddy changed the subject, wiping at the shirt he was holding.

   "No, there isn't really" Janna answered as Teddy came up to her and sat the clothes on her lap "going with taking Orion—"

   "Huh?" Teddy's hair went a dark navi blue from the bright real "Cintola?"

   "Yes..." Janna stood up to change behind a blind "I've made a vow, I'm going to protect him... Even though I'm not sure why Greyback made me kill... Riel...but for my actions I will protect Orion." Janna paused as she hung the closed over the side of the blonds "I know it sounds odd but... Orion needs to stay safe, with his mother gone I'm not sure what his father is going to do to him"

There was no response, Janna felt her stomach flip before calling "Teddy?"

   "Yeah," His voice was lowered "I'm here... I'm just thinking about what an adult would tell you." There was a silence "Pfft, I'm not an adult, just a child with a drinking license" Teddy laughed at himself as Janna came from behind the blind.

   "Thanks then... For at least understanding" Janna pulled a jumper over her head after moving to the cupboard  "It seems the wedding planning his been paying off" Janna smiled. Soon Teddy smiled before  he looked at his wristwatch "what time is this dinner?"

   "Five" Janna said, soon Teddy grabbed her hands and pulled her out the Room.

   "Come on, let's go, Janna" Teddy nudged her to the stairs that lead to the dungeons.

   "You're not coming with me all the way down stairs?"

   "Nah, I'm going to visit Professor Minnie" Teddy explained, Janna pursed her lips looking over her shoulder one last time before moving to the stairs.